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Finished watching Glee few days back. The Finale was AWESOME! Love their song so much.

O well people, Hope you love the song. Gotta get back to the books. Last paper on wednesday. and I'll be having my sem break! tc!

Tried

TRIED!

Tired of it!

SICK OF FEELING THIS WAY.

Procrastinating

Work after work..

I wish I have more than 24 hours to finish my work and enjoy as well. I've been procrastinating since the beginning of the sem. I know that once again I wont be doing well in this semester! O well, what can I say. NTH! Cause I deserves it. zz. I just need the determination! and I can do it already. But is MISSING! O well, typical me. =(

I need data plan badly! Been cutting alot of sms-es that is why I'm so bored at home! I need data plan to watsapp! I need it to online everywhere I go! But o well, I told myself I will depend on myself to get the plan and a new phone! in a year time I'm gonna work and earn my own marnee! Cant wait! =) I will definetly feel more satisfy getting something I really want on my own rather than depending on my parents. I no longer wanna burden them with my monthly expenses. Phone bills, additional expenses will be all on my own!! Stress is wat I feel. Gotta eat, spend and save within the budget I have! How to earn money people? Any recommendation?

Finally, I'm gonna throw this away. =)

Is over right? why keep then? teehee

Get it right

Part of growing up

I guess is part of growing up in life. The pain the difficulties the joy the sorrows... When we fall down we gotta learn how to stand up and walk again. Never be afraid of falling because the pain make me realized and helped me to grow up in life.

For the past few weeks I found out that all I need was someone who can sit down, someone who can really listen to me and keep it within themselves, someone who can eat and talk at the same time. I realize how much I have been avoiding knowing that deep inside my heart I already got the answer. I have been leaving in a denial mode for the past few months! I have already let go! Is just the subconscious side of my mind telling me that I am still not over yet! I really cannot recall the number of times I persuaded myself that life still goes on no matter what. YET I fail to do so. For the past few months I've lost myself. I lost all my sense of belonging, the certainty towards this pain. My faith, trust and hope is gone! It was badly disturbed be it emotionally or physically and what's left within me was just wound. I guess is really part of life. When you fall down you gotta get back up and walk again in order to go through the right path way. There are much more to go through and waiting for me to fight through. I sat at home going through pictures after pictures which could actually made me upset and drain me down into my memory lane, but I realize that all I need was just time to talk to God and surrendering it all to Him and He will lead the way and show me the right path way.

Now, I'm done with it! Deep inside me I'm done wit it! Is over! I'm over it! I click open the folder and I brave enough to view one by one and look through it. Is all gone! and I'm happy about it! Wat is left is just memories. Which will remain forever..

Snowflakes is part of my addiction. I would say is the past of me.

but for now.. I'm NO LONGER addicted to it anymore! I found the reason to it and realize that it was me all along that being so naive. I'm awake now and will continue on my journey!

Thanks to the 40 days of fasting! I gave my time to God and pounder upon it. I guess in many ways I used to leave in denial mode. EYH! wait! I'm not emo, is just the mixture of this weird feelings I have. Well you know mood swing which I always have. I'm blessed indeed that through out these difficult months I have friends who have spend their precious time and done wonderful things to brighten up my days and to turning my frowny face to a smily face.

I'M A CHEERFUL AGAIN! I'M ME AGAIN!

The past...

The Present..

I shall Love it! =)

I've gone through another stage of life..

I have back my faith, trust and hope again and once again live my life to the fullest!

BIG thank you to GOD, Family, babes and friends! =)

Last Kiss

I still remember the look on your face
Been through the darkness at 1:58
The words that you whispered for just us to know
You told me you loved me so why did you go away, go away

I do recall now the smell of the rain
Fresh on the pavement, I ran off the plane
That April 6th the beat of your heart
It jumps through your shirt, I can still feel your arms

But now I’ll go sit on the floor wearing your clothes
All that I know is I don’t know
How to be something you miss
Never thought we’d have a last kiss
Never imagined we’d end like this
Your name, forever the name on my lips.

I do remember the swing of your step
The life of the party, you’re showing off again
And I roll my eyes and then you pulled me in
I’m not much for dancing but for you did.

Because I loved your handshake, meeting my father
I love how you walk with your hands in your pockets
How you’d kiss me when I was in the middle of saying something
There’s not a day I don’t miss those rude interruptions.

So I’ll watch your life in pictures like I used to watch you sleep
And I’ll feel you forget me like I use to feel you breathe
And I’ll keep up with our old friends just to ask them how you are
Hope it’s nice where you are.

And I hope the sun shines and it’s a beautiful day
And something reminds you, you wish you had stayed
We can plan for a change in weather and time
I never planned on you changing your mind.

ENJOY!

2 camps!

2 camps in a week was AWESOME! and of course is TIRING!!

I enjoyed myself.

1st Camp was National Drill Camp

2nd Camp was FUN camp!@ Outbac Broga!

Updates soon! =D

Hmmm

I will remember wat u said to me during my birthday last year..

something that matter to u as well. Was it a lie? I know my faults. I just need this chance. How can you be so cruel? =( Why didnt I get a reply from you? This relationship does not worth anything to you anymore?

God has plans for us..

Another devotion that hits me hard.. @_@ ♥♥♥♥♥♥

Ask and it shall be given unto you.. Seek and ye shall find..

“If you want to know what God wants you to do, ask him, and he will gladly tell you … But when you ask him, be sure that you really expect him to tell you.” James 1:5-6

Since God thought up the whole idea of relationships between men and women, parents and children, and friends, doesn’t it make sense to go him for direction when you have a problem?

As today’s verse says, “If you want to know what God wants you to do, ask him, and he will gladly tell you …” (James 1:5 LB).

Why do we have to ask before he answers? Because our relationship with God begins with faith. He doesn’t force things on us. He invites us into a relationship with him. So we ask.

Now I have to say, too many times I forget to ask. If you’re like me you’re just rushing through your day doing this, doing that, assuming it’s going to be okay. But you need to just stop once in a while and say, “God, I ask you, what is your direction?” He will gladly tell you.

And how does he tell you? An answer will usually come through one of two main ways – through people that are following him and through his Word. Get together with a few people who you know seek after God and ask them for their opinion. Look in their eyes and get an honest answer. And turn to God’s Word. Ask him, “God, what do you have to say about this?”

Some people think God is not interested in our relationships. After all, he’s got a universe to keep going. But he is interested; he made you! First Corinthians says, “But be sure in deciding these matters that you are living as God intended, marrying or not marrying, in accordance with God’s direction and help, and accepting whatever situation God has put you into” (1 Corinthians 7:17 LB).

I understand the hurts that can exist in some relationships, but the incredible promise of God’s Word is that he can bring beauty into any relationship. Not perfection, but he can bring beauty. Both people in the relationship have to agree and it will take some struggle to get there. But to give up is nowhere in the plan or purpose of God. That’s why you have to go to him for direction and guidance

Till then...

Love is a feeling, but it is also an action...

Hello everyone,

I would love to share this devotion of mine here as I find it very meaningful and it hits me at some point...

“Trust God all the time. Tell him all your problems, because God is our protection.”Psalm 62:8 (NCV)

What do you do with the feelings that come from disappointment in a relationship? You can’t stuff them away; they are just going to pop out somewhere else. You need to trust God and tell him all your problems because he is your protection.

Tell him you are angry or disappointed, or that you feel nothing. In those times when you feel nothing, when you feel like you’ve lost the love, go to God and tell him that -- then trust him. Hebrews 10:23 teaches us, “We can trust God to do what he promised” (NCV). And he promises to pour his love into our hearts.

Love is a feeling, but it is also an action. And when you lose the feeling to love someone, move forward with the action of loving them and that will help you reclaim your feelings of love. Is this hypocritical? No, it’s being human. We all lose the feeling to love at sometime. It usually happens when we decide to live with a problem instead of talking it out or openly facing it.

Start by telling God your feelings about the problem. From there, he can begin to give you the strength to talk to your loved one about it. As you do this, God will begin to restore your feeling of love for that person. He does what Lamentations 5:21 says, “Turn us around and bring us back to you again! That is our only hope! Give us back the joys we used to have!” (LB).

That is my prayer for you. Whether you are a husband or a wife who needs to let go of a disappointment or misunderstanding -- or if you need to accept the differences you have with a close friend -- I pray that God will begin to bring back your joy. But it’s a process, and it begins when you decide to trust God and tell him your feelings.

Missing!

Wahahaha!! Me did not regret taking up Marketing as my major. I am loving marketing more and more. The only thing that I dislike is that I will need to crap during exams. As for their real life working, is pretty interesting!

This semester I will be taking maybe 4 subjects. So far confirmed subjects are

1) Services Marketing

2) Marketing Research

3) Distribution Logistic

Marketing Research is pretty interesting! Every semester for this course, students will need to do up research on a topic around in KL area. However, for our semester is different! We have the advantage to go penang!! PENANG!!! I AM COMING!! wohoo~ We'll be doing our research in penang! XD Cant wait. We can enjoy our holidays and also working time together! XD

Okay thats all for my new semester. As usual, after few weeks attending lecture, I will get bored and try to skip classes! XD

Sad stuff happened today.. sigh..

I left my bottle in the lecture hall! D: When I realize it was too late because I was at the rojak stall enjoying my cendol and rojak with my friends. There's tis moment I wanted to drink water I was looking for my bottle only then I remembered that I left my bottle on the floor and forgot to take it along with me. I quickly get into the car and drove back to KPD A and it's not there anymore. D: who took it weh.. gahhh how careless am i.. =(

Intesting puzzle done by the Girls in 1st KL GB! XD

Senior + Pioneer Section!

till then..

I know

I know I made my mistakes..

I know I deserve to be treated this way

I know I deserve to not even talk to you

I know I deserve to be called hypocrite by you

I know I deserve to be disappear in front of you.

Things you said behind me is good enuf for me to understand how much you dislike me being around.

I understood and capture it.

I felt guilt already.. No matter how much I smile it could not cover up the pain I have inside me. one Friend that are real close to me can see that I am in pain and walked to me and tell me dont worry "Feli, everything will be alright, in life there's up and down.. dun let ur emoness kill overtake the joyful smile away. Remember you always have God to go to and friends to lend shoulder from. Be strong be it physical or emotionally".

I realize is never easy to be strong. I maybe strong from the outlook but not inside. I am darn tired with my emotions especially wen I'm alone at home.

You too must stay strong.. =)

This song makes me feel calm. Especially the lyrics. ♥♥♥♥♥♥

Amy Grant - Carry You

Lay down your burden, I will carry you
I will carry you, my child
Lay down your burden, I will carry you
I will carry you, my child, my child

If I can walk on water
And calm a restless sea
I've done a thousand things you've never done

And I'm weary watchin'
While you struggle on your own
Call my name, I'll come

Lay down your burden, I will carry you
I will carry you, my child
Lay down your burden, I will carry you
I will carry you, my child, my child

I give vision to the blind
And I can raise the dead
I've seen the darker side of Hell
And I returned
And I see these sleepless nights
And I count every tear you cry
I know some lessons hurt to learn

Lay down your burden, I will carry you
I will carry you, my child
Lay down your burden, I will carry you
I will carry you, my child, my child

I will carry you, my child

I see these sleepless nights
And I count every tear you cry
And call my name, I'll come runnin'

Lay down your burden, I will carry you
I will carry you, my child
Lay down your burden, I will carry you
I will carry you, my child, my child

I will carry you, my child, my child
I will carry you

let the word remain unsaid

Pride, the sense of one's own worth. Sometimes is the pride that is in us that bring us down. We thought we know everything. We thought we see everything clearly. Well, sometimes I gotta act like I don't care. There isn't a point explaining knowing that the outcome is the same. Stubborn!. So whats the point??. If I am the only one that think this way then the problem is in me. However is not. I never say anything, but it just came to my ears. Maybe is fated that I can only received this kind of feedback and advice so late. There isn't a point regretting. Knowing that it is too late already.. O well, at least I get to see the true colour. Never the less, I dropped my glasses. Giving a deeper thought. Things might be different if I actually drop this glasses of mine earlier..

Dear 2187.. I miss you? I wish this glasses of mine drop earlier.. but I guess is too late..
If and only if i am given the last chance..
Wall.. Still... Eye.. Knee..? =(

Where are you?????.....
I am here...

till then..

Happy Chor Yat! =D

Ello ppl~
How was ur reunion? Mine was awesome.
I had Steamboat + BBQ as reunion dinner. Sad to say.. I fall sick on chinese new year eve. Thanks to my bro.. his virus came to me. >.< So.. I suffered through out the whole nite ended up did not enjoy the wine and other stuff.. right after dinner I see myself in dreamland. =.= Wasted! roar!
Anyway, It's the 1st Day of CNY! Happy Chor Yat ppl!
I had few angpaus already. =D CNY is the time where ppl like our age going everywhere collecting angpausss.. =D me love!..
Before I leave the house, I cut my own hand with a pair of scissors. Mom keep telling me that is a good thing, seeing red early in the morning. >.< Pain!! argggh~ I am also coughing badly. Wat a good start for the year! haha..




Till then..

Shoppping spreeeeeeeeeeeee

Weeeee~
This year I spend quite alot during shopping! =D
My check list is almost DONE! =D haha..
Well, there are reasons why I am willing to spend this year. Let it remain unsaid. =X shhh..

AH.. Me wan this badly... =(
But it's too big for me.. last piece there.. =(
My mom asked me to buy it home and ask me to GROW FAT! =.= good motivation. SWT..
So in the end i didn't buy... I rather not grow fat..
Soooo.. my next mission is the find this jeans! =D
Hopefully can buy it by this month. =D Shop shop shop!! weee~


O wait!!!
Did I mention before that I changed my car player? =P
Yes ppl.. Speaker plus player.. Wohooo~ It might not be as good as others that have sub and bla bla.. But then.. it's perfect for me already. I seldom drive here and there.. so yea.. happy with wat I have. =D

Till then..

Sometimes...

Sometimes... is better not to know the truth.. but then again.. be realistic..

I gotta chill and relax..

Christ gives me the strength to face anything. Philippians 4:13 =)

Anyway, AHHHHHHHH
This year my calender is filled with CAMPS date! Camp camp camp.
Estimated camps I would need to go : 8 camps! >.<
Where am I going to find the marneeee.. die die die. hahaha!

Till then..

I asked

Why did I dream of you? hmmm..

Anyway, My sem break is bored! Me rotting at home doing GB work and some house keeping and then a little of shopping only! arghh~ Where's the fun? =(

This year CNY I spend alot! Bought lots of things that I wanted. Wohoo~ I have yet to get some of the stuff i wanted. Eg : dresss.. arghh~ So hard to look for nice casual dress. D:

1) Short pants (Half Done)
2) Skirt (Done)
3) Purse (Half done. saw one nice one.. but.. izit worth? expensive weh. D: )
4) Few casual Dress
5) High Heels (Done)
6) Hand bag
7) Slippers
8) Few nice tops
9) New Lappie Bag for my precious laptop.(Done)
10) Vest (Done)
11) Scarf (Done)
12) Long Jeans (Done)
13) Black Shirt

Wohoo~ the list will go on n on n on.. gg.com

Till then...

Shopping Mode ON!

Yellow!
Chinese New Year is few days away! =D
Mua Shopping mode is ONNNNNNNNN..
Lets see the things I would wanna buy this time

1) Short pants (Done)
2) Skirt (Done)
3) New Purse
4) Few casual Dress
5) High Heels (Done)
6) Shoes (Nike, Adidas or maybe... idk. lol)
7) Slippers
8) Few nice tops
9) New Lappie Bag for my precious laptop. =P (Half done)

wohooo~ the list goes on. Will be going for shopping this few days.

till then..

Closed

Hoping and waiting for miracles.

We plan the way we want to live, but only God makes us able to live it. Proverbs 16:9

We plan the way we want to live, but only God makes us able to live it. Proverbs 16:9

We plan the way we want to live, but only God makes us able to live it. Proverbs 16:9

We plan the way we want to live, but only God makes us able to live it. Proverbs 16:9

We plan the way we want to live, but only God makes us able to live it. Proverbs 16:9

We plan the way we want to live, but only God makes us able to live it. Proverbs 16:9

We plan the way we want to live, but only God makes us able to live it. Proverbs 16:9

We plan the way we want to live, but only God makes us able to live it. Proverbs 16:9

Its Over~

Year 2 sem 2 is over! Time really flies..

Did pretty bad in my both papers. I guess I better start saving to resit my paper. I was just staring blankly at the papers. I wonder why too. It was too stress for me. I just could not handle it. I gotta deal with my emotions and also what is going on around me. The day before exam I couldn't really study. All I have in mind was the msg send by someone. If that's how you think of me.. I'm sad and hurt.. So be it.. I cant do anything but to silently cry and tell God my problems. Because I know I've lost your trust. Exactly 4 months we have been struggling... yet nth keeps me from continue to pray to God. Anyway, as promised, I wont be emoing so much in this blog. I wont wanna affect everyone. hmm..

Anyway, gonna be on sem break for about one month! YAY! meanwhile I have lots to do. Attending meeting and preparing for events. =)

stay tune for more updates.. =)

Love,
Feli

Nth

NTH NTH NTH! nth more I will explain or say because it does not make a difference. All I can do is to pray and hope that one day things will be clearly understand.

Them whom I heart most!
This would be my long time and life time friendS. Met them wen I'm in primary girls school. I'm glad I'm in a girl school where I am able to find awesome girl friends and we'll remain friends forever. No matter how far apart we are now, we'll always remember each other. =)

Them whom I heart most!
I'm thankful that God allowed me to serve in GB and met this bunch of crazy girls. With their prayer and support I believe we all can serve faithfully together. Heart them alot!

Them whom I heart most!

My life in secondary school life where I finally get to have guys friends and meet new people.
However, still I found a bunch of crazy girls and I rather be close to them because wat matter most is the quality not quantity. =)

Then again I make a move into my College life again I met a bunch of crazy girls.

Because of them my life is coloured up. =)

I'm also thankful for this guy.
Because of him, I passed my account papers in my foundation and degree too! =)
Thank you so much bardeeee. =D

Apart from that,
I'm thankful for my current new babes in University.
I get to know them not very long but I felt bless knowing them because they are all awesome people. I thank God for making them into my life

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will be uploading soon =)

To my other babes and friends.. dont feel left out if your pics is not in there. I cant upload all the pics I have. dont have time. Sorry. =( No matter wat.. I still love and care for the rest of the people I know. Of course in life I meet more than the people I posted up there.
I thank God for all of you that existed in my life. I do appreciate and love you all be it guys or girls.
A hug is worth a thousand words. A friend is worth more

G.NA - I'll Back Off So You Can Live

TRANSLATION

I’ll back off so you can live
Say it directly, looking at me
Say it looking into my eyes
Did you just say you wanted to break up?
Did you want to end it with me?

(I Know) You probably got a lady
(I Know) You probably got sick of me
Even though the tears are rushing to me

I’ll back off so you can live
That is all I can say
I’ll forget you so you can live better
So that you’ll be happy without me
The love that you tossed away, you can take it
Don’t even leave a trace behind and take it all
Don’t even say you’re sorry
Don’t worry about me

Your lips that told me tha you were going to leave
Why does it give me a reason to be angry today?
I need to stop you, the words don’t go out
And you are already moving far apart

(I know) You will forget me
(I know) I will really hate you
Even though you know everything

You! The reason I lived
You! Were all I wanted
You! It was me who only looked at you

Why? Why are you leaving?
Why? Why are you tossing me away?
If you were going to be like this
Why did you love me in the first place?

Do you happen to remember that day?
That day when we first met
I still remember it
The promise you made to me
That you will only care for me
That you will only protect me
That you will only love me
I believed your lies, I believed it

Did you really love me?
I’ll forget you so you can live better
Goodbye

sTRess LeVEL

wOHOOO~ My current stress level is way above! I cant believe I've been studying finance for the past 3 days continuously! I think I'm soon to go mad because I still don't really have confident in whether or not I could pass this paper. I dont wish to fail as I know I'm not going to score so I just aim to pass is the best I can do. Simply because I did pretty badly for this whole sem! AIKS! how come? Well, I've been emoing and wondering wat can I do to make things better. I cant sleep my problems away right?



BUT WAIT!!



I believe you people must be wondering why am I complaining tat I'm stress here and I'm emoing here but then wen some of you.. well.. maybe most of you see me.. I'm smiling and happily talking with you. I wonder why am I like tat too. I just cant help it especially wen I'm with my friends. I just would not want to make everyone around me to get stressed up with the mood i'm having and wondering what to do with me and so on. What I want in life for now is simple. I want people around me to smile widely. I want to make people smile.. AND not to forget I know that MY FRIENDS ARE with me. They support me in their prayer and also be by my side wenever I need them especially my babes and darlings.



Yeap! Some of you might call me a hypocrite. Seeing the 2 faces me. Some people will just love to hide their emotions from others as they are more introvert. They tend to not share their problem and outsider like us will never know wen he/she is sad or feeling unhappy. All we see is them smiling wenever we meet them. I have lots of friends like tat. Why? because life goes on and no matter wat we have to face it.. So face it wit a smile and it might just help things up.

I used to be super extrovert last time. But I guess I'm changing a little.

I don't mind as long as I see people around me happy is alright. Because I believe that Happiness is a journey not a destination.

Where I fall down is where I should CLIMB UP and begin my life again. So yea I felt down and I should get back up with nothing and start all over again in order to love life.

Anyway, back to my problems..



I've been having tons of problems. I've been struggling in dealing with my own emotions. There's this one of my small group member told me that I should sing "With Christ in the vessel we can SMILE at the storm" wenever I'm going through hard times as we know Jesus is always with us. I thank God for that.



I gotta deal with people around me. Well, I do love the people I love. Be it Him or Her. Because I believe that we must treasure the friendship we have. Hence, I'm trying my best to be the best I can.



I've been pretty self centered for the past YEARS. Being naive being selfish I guess. Which is obviously not the right thing to do. I guess I gotta pray harder to change myself. Jealousy kills. Envy kills.. being selfish KILLS TOOO.. ahhh I better stop thinking about myself and stop hurting others.



Maybe if I had just looked away that first night you came towards me, everything would be different and my heart wouldn't be aching. Ain't nothing but.. sigh..

How can I love again when I can't stop loving the one that hurt me so much?

I wish I could let go..



Why am I still holding on something that might not bring happiness to me but only worries, anger and jealousy? And I am letting go something that there might be chances to bring happiness to me?

I do care but I did not show it. I might not be the right one but I might one of them. Yesterday during sharing, once again something strikes my mind and heart.



I am burying the problems/matters/feelings deep withing me. And is only me that know how I should feel. There is no point wondering and asking for more. Knowing that I couldn't change a person mind set and I MUST care for others as well. I love I care I concern.

Let the word remain unsaid.

I will just remember the promises I made and not just by saying but action as well. Even if I gotta go through it myself along with God, I will because I know you too are going through alone with God. I might not be strong but I will do my best.



Ahh.. I'm being crappy. I'm aint linking everything I talked or I should say I write here. I'm sorry guys and girls. You know I love you all. muahz.



Anyway, Loving someone is of coursing hoping that he or she is happy with the life and be by their side be it as a normal people or a someone special to them. As long as I can be therefore them whenever they need me. So yea LOVE YOU ALL GUYS AND GIRLS. *hugs*

LOOK AT MEEE.. Seteresssing >.< nerd look.. shhh.. haha

PS : I will no longer emo in this blog. Will be having a personal emo blog on my own. All this while I've been doing it. Just that.. you all dunno. =P so yea.. last post on EMONESSS.. will make myself to post it on other blog instead. sorry people.. <3

Sorry for dragging you all into a emo mood always. PEACE! LOVE YOU! =D

Stepping over Our Wounds

If we open a quarrel between past and present, we shall find that we have lost the future.
- Winston Churchill

Stepping over Our Wounds

Sometimes we have to "step over" our anger, our jealousy, or our feelings of rejection and move on. The temptation is to get stuck in our negative emotions, poking around in them as if we belong there. Then we become the "offended one," "the forgotten one," or the "discarded one." Yes, we can get attached to these negative identities and even take morbid pleasure in them. It might be good to have a look at these dark feelings and explore where they come from, but there comes a moment to step over them, leave them behind and travel on.

Nerding mode ON

Exam is just next week. Will need to turn my nerd mode on! all the best to all year 2 & 3 students! =D


I gotta stop emoing for awhile and start focusing on studies! sigh~


Baby want you tell me why there is sadness in your eyes
I don't wanna say goodbye to you
Love is one big illusion I should try to forget
But there is something left in my head

You're the one who set it up
Now you're the one to make it stop
I'm the one who's feeling lost right now
Now you want me to forget every little thing you said
But there is something left in my head

* CHORUS : I won't forget the way you're kissing
The feelings so strong were lasting for so long
But I'm not the man your heart is missing
That's why you go away I know

You were never satisfied no matter how I tried
Now you wanna say goodbye to me
Love is one big illusion I should try to forget
But there is something left in my head

* REPEAT CHORUS

Sitting here all alone in the middle of nowhere
Don't know which way to go
There is so much to say now between us
There ain't so much for you
There ain't so much for me anymore

* REPEAT CHORUS

Awesome orientation

Every new semester Business Student Council will be organizing orientation to welcome the new intake in year 1.. I believe most of us enjoyed ourselves during the orientation day and nite knowing new friends and camwhoring. =)

Some of the new members in year one together with the korean students! =D

Me syoking sendiri

The members.. <3

Till then..

A song that could only once make me smile, can now only make me tear...

Nothing Gonna Change My Love For You

If I had to live my life without you near me

The days would all be empty
The nights would seem so long
With you I see forever oh so clearly
I might have been in love before
But it never felt this strong

Our dreams are young
And we both know they'll take us
Where we want to go

(Chorus 1)
Hold me now
Touch me now
I don't want to live without you

(Chorus 2)
Nothing's gonna change my love for you
You ought know by now how much I love you
One thing you can be sure of
I'll never ask for more than your love

(Chorus 3)
Nothing's gonna change my love for you
You ought know by now how much I love you
The world may change my whole life through
But nothing's gonna change my love for you

If the road ahead is not so easy,
Our love will lead the way for us
Like a guiding star
I'll be there for you if you should need me
You don't have to change a thing
I love you just the way you are
So come with me and share the view
I'll help you see forever too

Happy New Year!

Happy New Year everybody! =)
Wishing you Happy Memories of 2010
and a Great Year 2011 ahead!
God Loves You..

Me just love fireworks. The best thing ever that I always look forward for during new year eve. The sound.. the colours and the lights! It's just so beautiful that I love to see it over and over again. What's my new year resolution? Yet to figure out. Wen I'm done I will post out and allow you all to read about it. =P

Final exams is 2 weeks away only. Time flies so fast. I've yet to study anything and I've ZERO knowledge about finance and my sales Management. Been pretty busy with other things.
Hope I'm able to cope up with my studies. amen!

You'll be in my heart.

Till then..