Friday, February 25, 2011

God has plans for us..

Another devotion that hits me hard.. @_@

Ask and it shall be given unto you.. Seek and ye shall find..

“If you want to know what God wants you to do, ask him, and he will gladly tell you … But when you ask him, be sure that you really expect him to tell you.” James 1:5-6

Since God thought up the whole idea of relationships between men and women, parents and children, and friends, doesn’t it make sense to go him for direction when you have a problem?

As today’s verse says, “If you want to know what God wants you to do, ask him, and he will gladly tell you …” (James 1:5 LB).

Why do we have to ask before he answers? Because our relationship with God begins with faith. He doesn’t force things on us. He invites us into a relationship with him. So we ask.

Now I have to say, too many times I forget to ask. If you’re like me you’re just rushing through your day doing this, doing that, assuming it’s going to be okay. But you need to just stop once in a while and say, “God, I ask you, what is your direction?” He will gladly tell you.

And how does he tell you? An answer will usually come through one of two main ways – through people that are following him and through his Word. Get together with a few people who you know seek after God and ask them for their opinion. Look in their eyes and get an honest answer. And turn to God’s Word. Ask him, “God, what do you have to say about this?”

Some people think God is not interested in our relationships. After all, he’s got a universe to keep going. But he is interested; he made you! First Corinthians says, “But be sure in deciding these matters that you are living as God intended, marrying or not marrying, in accordance with God’s direction and help, and accepting whatever situation God has put you into” (1 Corinthians 7:17 LB).

I understand the hurts that can exist in some relationships, but the incredible promise of God’s Word is that he can bring beauty into any relationship. Not perfection, but he can bring beauty. Both people in the relationship have to agree and it will take some struggle to get there. But to give up is nowhere in the plan or purpose of God. That’s why you have to go to him for direction and guidance


Till then...

Thursday, February 24, 2011

Love is a feeling, but it is also an action...

Hello everyone,

I would love to share this devotion of mine here as I find it very meaningful and it hits me at some point...

“Trust God all the time. Tell him all your problems, because God is our protection.”Psalm 62:8 (NCV)

What do you do with the feelings that come from disappointment in a relationship? You can’t stuff them away; they are just going to pop out somewhere else. You need to trust God and tell him all your problems because he is your protection.

Tell him you are angry or disappointed, or that you feel nothing. In those times when you feel nothing, when you feel like you’ve lost the love, go to God and tell him that -- then trust him. Hebrews 10:23 teaches us, “We can trust God to do what he promised” (NCV). And he promises to pour his love into our hearts.

Love is a feeling, but it is also an action. And when you lose the feeling to love someone, move forward with the action of loving them and that will help you reclaim your feelings of love. Is this hypocritical? No, it’s being human. We all lose the feeling to love at sometime. It usually happens when we decide to live with a problem instead of talking it out or openly facing it.

Start by telling God your feelings about the problem. From there, he can begin to give you the strength to talk to your loved one about it. As you do this, God will begin to restore your feeling of love for that person. He does what Lamentations 5:21 says, “Turn us around and bring us back to you again! That is our only hope! Give us back the joys we used to have!” (LB).

That is my prayer for you. Whether you are a husband or a wife who needs to let go of a disappointment or misunderstanding -- or if you need to accept the differences you have with a close friend -- I pray that God will begin to bring back your joy. But it’s a process, and it begins when you decide to trust God and tell him your feelings.

Wednesday, February 23, 2011

Missing!


Wahahaha!! Me did not regret taking up Marketing as my major. I am loving marketing more and more. The only thing that I dislike is that I will need to crap during exams. As for their real life working, is pretty interesting!
This semester I will be taking maybe 4 subjects. So far confirmed subjects are
1) Services Marketing
2) Marketing Research
3) Distribution Logistic

Marketing Research is pretty interesting! Every semester for this course, students will need to do up research on a topic around in KL area. However, for our semester is different! We have the advantage to go penang!! PENANG!!! I AM COMING!! wohoo~ We'll be doing our research in penang! XD Cant wait. We can enjoy our holidays and also working time together! XD

Okay thats all for my new semester. As usual, after few weeks attending lecture, I will get bored and try to skip classes! XD

Sad stuff happened today.. sigh..
I left my bottle in the lecture hall! D: When I realize it was too late because I was at the rojak stall enjoying my cendol and rojak with my friends. There's tis moment I wanted to drink water I was looking for my bottle only then I remembered that I left my bottle on the floor and forgot to take it along with me. I quickly get into the car and drove back to KPD A and it's not there anymore. D: who took it weh.. gahhh how careless am i.. =(

Intesting puzzle done by the Girls in 1st KL GB! XD
Senior + Pioneer Section!


till then..

Tuesday, February 22, 2011

I know

I know I made my mistakes..
I know I deserve to be treated this way
I know I deserve to not even talk to you
I know I deserve to be called hypocrite by you
I know I deserve to be disappear in front of you.
Things you said behind me is good enuf for me to understand how much you dislike me being around.
I understood and capture it.
I felt guilt already.. No matter how much I smile it could not cover up the pain I have inside me. one Friend that are real close to me can see that I am in pain and walked to me and tell me dont worry "Feli, everything will be alright, in life there's up and down.. dun let ur emoness kill overtake the joyful smile away. Remember you always have God to go to and friends to lend shoulder from. Be strong be it physical or emotionally".
I realize is never easy to be strong. I maybe strong from the outlook but not inside. I am darn tired with my emotions especially wen I'm alone at home.
You too must stay strong.. =)

This song makes me feel calm. Especially the lyrics.
Amy Grant - Carry You

Lay down your burden, I will carry you
I will carry you, my child
Lay down your burden, I will carry you
I will carry you, my child, my child

If I can walk on water
And calm a restless sea
I've done a thousand things you've never done

And I'm weary watchin'
While you struggle on your own
Call my name, I'll come

Lay down your burden, I will carry you
I will carry you, my child
Lay down your burden, I will carry you
I will carry you, my child, my child

I give vision to the blind
And I can raise the dead
I've seen the darker side of Hell
And I returned
And I see these sleepless nights
And I count every tear you cry
I know some lessons hurt to learn

Lay down your burden, I will carry you
I will carry you, my child
Lay down your burden, I will carry you
I will carry you, my child, my child

I will carry you, my child

I see these sleepless nights
And I count every tear you cry
And call my name, I'll come runnin'

Lay down your burden, I will carry you
I will carry you, my child
Lay down your burden, I will carry you
I will carry you, my child, my child

I will carry you, my child, my child
I will carry you


Wednesday, February 9, 2011

let the word remain unsaid


Pride, the sense of one's own worth. Sometimes is the pride that is in us that bring us down. We thought we know everything. We thought we see everything clearly. Well, sometimes I gotta act like I don't care. There isn't a point explaining knowing that the outcome is the same. Stubborn!. So whats the point??. If I am the only one that think this way then the problem is in me. However is not. I never say anything, but it just came to my ears. Maybe is fated that I can only received this kind of feedback and advice so late. There isn't a point regretting. Knowing that it is too late already.. O well, at least I get to see the true colour. Never the less, I dropped my glasses.
Giving a deeper thought. Things might be different if I actually drop this glasses of mine earlier..

Dear 2187.. I miss you? I wish this glasses of mine drop earlier.. but I guess is too late..
If and only if i am given the last chance..
Wall.. Still... Eye.. Knee..? =(

Where are you?????.....
I am here...


till then..

Thursday, February 3, 2011

Happy Chor Yat! =D

Ello ppl~
How was ur reunion? Mine was awesome.
I had Steamboat + BBQ as reunion dinner. Sad to say.. I fall sick on chinese new year eve. Thanks to my bro.. his virus came to me. >.< So.. I suffered through out the whole nite ended up did not enjoy the wine and other stuff.. right after dinner I see myself in dreamland. =.= Wasted! roar!
Anyway, It's the 1st Day of CNY! Happy Chor Yat ppl!
I had few angpaus already. =D CNY is the time where ppl like our age going everywhere collecting angpausss.. =D me love!..
Before I leave the house, I cut my own hand with a pair of scissors. Mom keep telling me that is a good thing, seeing red early in the morning. >.< Pain!! argggh~ I am also coughing badly. Wat a good start for the year! haha..




Till then..

Tuesday, February 1, 2011

Shoppping spreeeeeeeeeeeee

Weeeee~
This year I spend quite alot during shopping! =D
My check list is almost DONE! =D haha..
Well, there are reasons why I am willing to spend this year. Let it remain unsaid. =X shhh..

AH.. Me wan this badly... =(
But it's too big for me.. last piece there.. =(
My mom asked me to buy it home and ask me to GROW FAT! =.= good motivation. SWT..
So in the end i didn't buy... I rather not grow fat..
Soooo.. my next mission is the find this jeans! =D
Hopefully can buy it by this month. =D Shop shop shop!! weee~


O wait!!!
Did I mention before that I changed my car player? =P
Yes ppl.. Speaker plus player.. Wohooo~ It might not be as good as others that have sub and bla bla.. But then.. it's perfect for me already. I seldom drive here and there.. so yea.. happy with wat I have. =D

Till then..