Feeling ain't rite

well, the title speaks for itself.
I ain't feeling tat happy. Dunno y. Dun ask. =)
Wondering what i did... =X

Hakuna matata!!! it means no worries for the rest of my life? HAKUNA MATATA! sigh~

Anyhow, today is really really SAD for Help students. Simply because we got to go for classes already! arggggh~ Can u imagine is juz the THIRD day! Still in holiday mood. Somehow, we got to accept the fact tat we are back in coll!
Today, after class wen straight to my friends house to collect ang pau. =) Ppl starts to gamble and play games. What else can we do wen we're in people house. There will always be small casino happening in there. =)
Forgot to take pic. wat a waste. =(

this is how my third day of CNY was spent.
till then...

Happy Chor Sam. XD

Red packets??

Happy Chinese New ppl!
How's ur 1st CNY celebration?
To me this year doesn't seems to have the "feeling" of cny compare to the previous years. Since this morning, I've not hear those "pop pop" sound. (my own words)
Ang Paus.. What is chinese new year without RED packets!! This is what the children and people like ME look forward for..
$_$ a word "Gong hei fatt choi" and ta da! we will get our red packets with $$ insides and
blessing from others i believed. Hmm.. anyway, my first day was pretty cool, seeing my cousins, auntie, and uncles wishing them. and got the most important thing of course. XD
Took family photos. Will post it once I got it from my cousin.
sigh~ Gonna gain weight during this CNY. I've been eating alot as in ALOT! this time. Just felt happy and eat eat eat! tarts, cookies... etc. O man, how can you go on diet during CNY??? those foods can really make a gal like me to go on diet for the next few months.

College starts on wednesday! Is very as in VERY!!! SAD for Help students to return to college on the THRID day of Cny.. THIRD day u know. sigh~ Stupid HELP uni college. 2 days where got enuf for us to collect all our ang paus. T_T gotta get back to books soon. Quizes are around the corner. Turning nerd soon. =D I have freakin' Stats quiz on the 7th. darn it! is a saturday! It can't be helped, my life is basically about studies, studies and STUDIES!.. no life!! haha
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HAPPY CHOR YI!! XD

till then

CNY!

HaPpY ChinESE NeW YeAr!!!!
Happy Chor Yat! haha...
Have a great new year
Wish you all have a prosperous and great 2009 year!
God bless
Lots of luv - feli

=)

o.O

Keeping quiet is the best i can do now!... shhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
i never understands why. But somehow i believe .............................................

Worry

Is this what we call life?
Class starts at 3.30 till 5... drove all the way up to damansara just for ONE class. Kinda speechless to the timetable. Is pretty much like wasting my precious time and not forgetting my petrol and car park fees =(
Handed in my psychology assignment. Kinda worry that I did it wrongly. Hopefully I will be able to do score. O God pls help me. =(

till then.....

SHHHHHHHHHH

Ain't know why for the past 1 week I couldn't sleep early. I could only sleep like after 4.30am. Dam it! and I've to wake up at 6.30... darn wei.. 2 hours of sleep for the past 1 week.
As usual, today wen college early to study and to brush up on my accounting. DAM u accounting! Okay, i dun really dislike accounts but well, a person like me, did not have any basis, and know nuts about accounts still can manages to survive in the class and understands a LITTLE at least a LITTLE of what the lecturer is crapping about. to me i just hope i could cope up. gambateh!

Some one did some charity!! haha.. guess who??? XD

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- I DISLIKE!!!!!! ISH!

Another day

Wonder why am I not sleepy the whole day. Slept at 5 yesterday woke up at 8 yet i got the mood to crap around at home and went Sungei wang to shop for something with my mom. After that as usual wen GB and officer meeting. Kinda rotting there today. Honestly mua soul isn't there. Through out the meeting i'm dreaming about FOOD. Psychology Assignment. LOL. anyway, glad to be back in GB.
btw. Pray for GB to be stronger. =)

Well, sometimes i wonder who is not caring about the friendship we're having. I wonder y after so many times it happened, some STILL will not be able to understand the fault in them. Yes i do admit i'm not perfect either BUT hey! i'm the only one who thinks that is ur fault then is my problem actually. BUT! it isn't there are others who thinks the same and yet u're acting like is not ur fault and wanted us to apologies to u or approch u first. Is this fair? Well, i believe u'll never read my blog even u've started to blog. o.O who cares anyway

OMG! i actually miss him. BADLY!!! stupid zul. Wen lar u freeeeeeeeeeee

Wondering

I'm seriously wondering..
Wondering why is there certain things that people will never understands. Is seriously pretty annoying to keep explaining the same stuff over and OVER again though.. I'll seriously get sick about the same problems. How many times...... sigh~ ain't wanna continue anymore. i had had enough.


GB! finally 2009 1st GB meeting. Spring Celebration. Well, i didn't expect one my friend to be there. Somehow it existed rite. So i've got to except. Anyway, it's already history.. Why care? New beginning rite? Yesterday I had been asked to write out 3 resolution for 2009. My mind totally blank. I can say tat I'm AIMLESS this year. Well, i sat down a side give myself a thought on wat should i aim for this year. I finally realise that i should be aiming to do well in my 1st year coming degree. I seriously hope to go overseas. I believe there will be lots of problems ahead if I wanna go overseas. 1stly obviously is financial. Wondering will my parents let or not. Not only the fees but also the expenses. Sigh~.. Secondly is my result! MEOW! after thinking i felt so lost all a sudden. hmmm..
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Now Unto Him

Now unto Him who is able
To keep you from falling
And to make you stand in His presence
Blameless and with great joy

To the only God our Saviour
Through Jesus Christ our Lord
Be the glory, and the majesty
Dominion, and authority
For now and ever,
Amen.....

Is not the same anymore...

I've been having some mood swing starting from dunno when until today i guess. Its kinda freaky seeing myself out when you just get so happy or emo all a sudden with no reasons.
OH WELL, Semester 3 started was rather “green" to me i guess. Excatly one week of college is down. So far things have been pretty slow and simple, but I expect something more different. Dunno how different but different! hmm.. One thing for sure assignments would be pilling up soon very soon i can say. Although I'm not a newbie at college anymore, the thought of waking up early and going for 8 am lecture seemed like the first day of high school school. The gossips among friends, the BLUR faces, sleepy look in class, and meeting new friends are the things i've been going through. Life in college is not the same any more though... Simply because is SEM 3 in my foundation course and it's the FINAL sem. finally mua 3rd Semester is here though studying is never easy. As i've said earlier, my subjects are Accounting, psychology, statistic and malaysian studies. Been through all this classes, psy class is really interesting, acc kinda boring, and stats is really cooool! malaysian studies dunno yet! haha..
Well, is pretty cool to see new faces in college. New groupings. miss my old classmates. Sigh~
Anyhow, kinda disappointed in my statistics class. I dislike the class and the so call "clown" drop out from the group already i guess. I wan to change!!! sigh~
The feeling in college is pretty weird i can say. I ain't know why jux all a sudden

Chinese New Year break will be soon!!!!...... can't wait. ANG PAUss... XD

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till then...

BAck to coll

Finally, my 3rd semester is here. 2nd Semester was a hectic! I believe semester 3 will not be so. Simply because there's only 3 subjects including LAN it'll be 4. It'll be alot more relax in semester 3 as there's 2 subject calculation which it will make my life much easier. The timetable for Semester 3 is really bad. There's actually like 3 -4 hours break in between. Stupid Timetable. Dam lame. BUT BUT.. i'm happy with my grouping. except one class.. ain't know whether to feel happy or sad. =X
hmm~ It feels really great when I'm back in college. I love my friends there.
Get to see some of my friends in the same coll as me. weeeeeeee~
This semester i can see lots of changes. Especially in friends love life. =)

Hoping for a better tomorrow...

be optimistic?

WEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE~
Registration done! phew! On friday is like having a war with the connection. so MANY students going into the same website to sign up for the groups they want! DAM LAG la the connection. hopelessss..
Anyway, my final decision on my last semester subject! Psychology, Accounting, and Statistic. Hope i'll be able to cope up with the subjects. The timetable sux lar. sigh~ 4 hours break in between on monday and thursday. =.= Ain't know wat to do for 4 dam hours every week
=.=

Honestly, I've been emo-ing since i dunno when. Because of some reasons. I realize that problems come TOGETHER! or sometimes one after another. Is really stress handling all this problems. I had had enough.SIgh~ There's a person here asked me to be optimistic towards things. I'm trying to. Hope things will turn up to be better asap.

Beginning...

This is how we begin a new year... Getting result. YES! Even though i manage to pass all. BUT yet I'm not satisfy. Why? Cause I expect higher than that. Whatever lar.. is still foundation level. Hope to do better in next sem. Gambateh!

On the other hand, I'm not really happy with something. No matter how good we are together. Spend days and times together. Together we share our happiness and sorrows too. AND yet all this happen. Complaining and complaining is all i always hear from each other. Giving ownself stress-ness and causing some kind of war i can say. What else can i say? If dislike Why must it happen then? Is between our groups. So small yet so complicated. Sigh~ Whatever happens. I dun give a dam anymore. All they see is by its cover. I'm dam speechless. WATEVER! I'm seriously dam dissapointed. =( haiz...

This Pig can make me smile all a sudden. STUPID lame pig.

till then.

HapPiE NeW YeAr!~
Happy 2009
lets see.. how did i spend my New year eve?
Lolx. Previous year, I went BB to count down with some of my friends.
This year, the fun is BB is no longer as much as the curve i guess according to some of my friends. Anyway, neither of this place i wen to. Instead, I'm at my friends house. Have fun there. Enjoy crapping and eating. I prefer like this a few person at home we crap, eat joke. Even though many of my friends were enjoying at the curve. I also enjoy too okay. =)

Tagged By Darling

TEN THINGS ABOUT ME
1. Are you single?
Yea~
2. Are you happy about that?
........
3. Are you bored?
Absolutely
4. Are you sad?
NAHHH~
5. Are you a queen/king control?
Princessss?
6. Are you plastic?
100% natural excuse me!
8. Are you cool?
I'm frozen instead. Haha
9. Are you chinese?
Isn't tat obvious?
10.Who are you?
Not a gal, not yet a woman!!

TEN FACTS
1. Initials
FCPY
2. Nicknames
Fly
3. Birth place
Kay ELle!
4. Hair color
BLACK! pure~!
5. Age
18? hell yea LEGAL!
6. Eye color
errrr.. ain't sure
7. Birthday
7 E-leven
8. Mood
Moody..
9. Favorite colors
Blue & pink
10. Left or right handed
Right.~

TEN PREFERENCES IN A RELATIONSHIP
1. Smile or eyes
Both~
2. Light or dark hair
Does it matter? lamenye~
3. Hugs or kisses
Both~
4. Intelligence or attraction?
Both la haiz...
5. Hook-up or relationship
Relationship
6. Trust or love?
Both
7. Long distance or close?
Of course close
8. Call or text?
3 G can?
9. Older or younger?
Older.. Understand me better? lolx
10.Looks or Personality
if can Both. Me wan perfection? hahaha

TEN LAST
1. Last phone call you made
My Dad.
2. Last phone call you received
My Dad
3. Last person/people you hung out with?
CM,JS,SH,EL,TC
4. Last person to text you
Errr.. FISHIE!
5. Last person you tickled?
no idea
6. Last person you danced with
Myself
7. Last person you hugged?
My Mom
8. Last person you ate with?
My Family
9. Last person you sat in the car with?
CM
10. Last person you kissed?
My mom?

TEN PERSON YOU TAG
....