Leadership

Whats leadership??
How should a good leader be?
WHAT IS WRONG WIT ME... hahahaha

! =P

GOD PLEASE show me the way.. I need ur guidance.. amen

till then

Holiday Mood

I'm already in a holiday mood. =(
I'm so so Dead! haha! Someone pls slap me on my face to wake me up. Finals in 2 days and I'm freaking not ready for the paper. =D

I'm suppose to go Penang right after Christmas Day. Simple because there is free 3 days 2 night hotel room. =D However, due to the peak season, we couldn't get rooms in the hotel. So is canceled already. =(
What is up next people.. haha

I guess i gotta change myself and improve myself. Am I teruk? what do i need to change? All i ask for is just simple things. I guess i should stop asking and start doing things that i should before i ask. =)
Friends.. Friends.. friends!! why is this so? hmm..

I gotta start to focus back into my studies. =)

Till then

Moodless

Super tired today. =(
Had a wonderful time during Quiz Competition + Drill competition.
Next up is Camp. =D eyh no no!!! is my FINALS first.. God Bless Me..
I seriously cant wait for my finals to over.. I want a break from my studies and have lots of fun. I guess I can never had as much fun as last time? o well.. let the word remain unsaid. I guess like this would be better.
I think only God could understand what I'm going through now.. I have faith in him that he will continue guiding my through this path way. I hope I can stay strong and face it.

You are forever in my life
You see me through the seasons
Cover me with Your hand
And lead me in Your righteousness
And I look to You


And I wait on You

I will sing to You, Lord
A hymn of love
For Your faithfulness to me
I'm carried in everlasting arms
You'll never let me go
Through it all

HMMMM..
I wish anyone who is going to have finals soon GOOD LUCK and all the best! God Bless You!!! =D

learn to appreciate and cherish because you never want to look back and what is left is only regrets...

till then...

is 2.45 in the morning now and i'm not in bed! WHY!!

I dunno why also. I just can't sleep. I feel tired but i can't get my eyes to close.
Guess been stoning alot lately. haha.. stone stone stone.. !!!!!

Few hours from now..... I will be.. lets see. having lunch with GB friends and then getting ready for quiz + drill competition!! good luck ppl. hahaha..

I just realize something... something.. hmm.. something.. lol..


till then..

T- T - T - SHIRT!!! =D

weeeeeeeeeeee~

I was very reluctant to get up from my bed this morning at 11.00am. Yea I know is LATE! but still I love to sleep. =P After the meeting, headed home for lunch alone. =( So i decided to eat just a little bit simply because my appetite is still not good. Dun feel like eating, i think is mainly because of the cough that i'm still having.. arghhh.. Went am i gonna get rid of this coughing. zzz..
I've forgotten that i'm sick, I went and ate ice cream just now. Half way eating only i realize that i SHOULD NOT be eating. HAHA! Yet i still have it in my stomach already. Is too late. =P
Nth special today, just bought 6 new t-shirt. Not all for me of course. =P Hmm~ i think i bought the wrong size, hence i'm gonna get the size change tmr. =D kekekex...

AH yes!! I GOTTA START STUDYING... ZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZ

How in the world can i tune my mood back into study mood? sigh.. God help me amen.
I'm not doing my part. I'm not opening the book willingly.. I'm not concentrating.. I'm not focusing.. Finals... I'm so dead. AMEN!==

I know what I finally want already. =D
I guess i should talk to him. I shouldn't hide already. I just felt hurt that I did not spoke to my dad personally. I guess is time for me to face it. I can't change time but I can obviously make a different by taking the first step first. =) I hope he will feel better. =)
God is wit me. =)

Till then...

o.O

FISH!!FISH FISH FISH.. hahahahaha!!!!!!!

Motivation Needed

I NEED SOMEONE TO MOTIVATE ME TO STUDY!
omg.. I'm so dead, Finals is on tuesday and i have yet to start studying. I know nth about the chapters that are coming out for finals. zzzz H.E.L.P? *smack forehead*
Many things on my mind. I can't seem to stay focus. I wonder why. The moment i stare at my book, my mind start to wonder. Conclusion, the book is reading me instead.. =X *slap myself* I have been thinking alot of nonsense thing lately. I'm looking forward for the activities after my finals. Trip wit HIM♥ , Dinner, camp and etc.. I hope time can pass slowly now as i need more time to study and pass faster during my 3 hours of exam on tuesday. O wait is 3 hours and 10 minutes. the extra 10 minutes for READING purpose. =.=

I dreamt something last night which I can deeply remembered what i dreamt about.
I dream about me getting back to school in school uniform meeting up with my friends and getting ready to go for perhimpunan. It just so funny went I woke up and i remembered that I got such dream, and it brings me back to my school memory lane. I guess i must have missed school time alot. Yes i do. I miss my fellow schoolmates and my school rulez that i used to go against always. =D

My cough is getting worst I think. Been coughing every min. I hope I will get well soon as final is around the corner. I wouldn't wanna be like the previous exam during my foundation course which i can still remember during my advanced english paper i was coughing like mad until i gotta walk in and out the hall few times. Thank God the invigilator was good enuf to let go get out the hall and cough all I want without disturbing the rest in the hall. Hopefully this time it will not happened the same thing because it will causes me to have lesser time to finish off the paper.. =( ARGHHH econs... why why why are u the core subject for the past 2 semester. =(

I miss him. =(

till then...

Realize

I realize something.. Something that I should know long ago but i'm hiding..
I guess is time for me to wake up. =D...

Let the word remain unsaid.. God bless

DULL dull dull.. sick sick sick

Today was rather a tiring day for me. It's dull and grey day for me... Went for my last day of class today as finals is just next week on tuesday and I'll be free. After class I headed to church for a moment and supposed to have lunch with my friend but i wasn't feeling very well and my throat irritates me so i decided to go home and take some medicine and sleep! I sleep till about 1.30pm then i wake up without realizing that he is at my house already. My bro opened the door for him. So i had a little bit of lunch simply because i need to have another time of medicine without empty stomach. At 2.30 I continue to sleep without caring that he's around. =X I slept till bout 7pm plus woke up for dinner and slept again a little while and here am i sitting down here blogging. I am lifeless now ain't know what to do thats y i decided to blog bout today. I did nth but eat and sleep. And now I'm waiting for him to finish guiding my bro in add maths and off i go to bed again i guess.. Currently watching 2012 that he downloaded. Watched it in cinema though but wanna watch again. =D so off i go...

hmm.. i was rather sad that someone misunderstand me. It hurts me wen i got that msg. sigh.. nvm. Shall let the word remain unsaid. =( see ya.

till then....

SAM PROM 2009

Date : 18th November 2009
Venue: Sunway Lagoon Resort Hotel Grand ballroom

Is actually his college prom not mine. He asked me to go along so I enter the ballroom illegally. HAHA!! What to do.. He wants me to go, so i walked into the ballroom like as if I'm part of them. HAHA!..
Is just a normal prom, seeing everyone being in formal. Hmm.. lets see..

Opening : Awesome!

The food : is chinese menu.. =.= i'm speechless actually. LOL.. It doesn't taste that nice though.. But o well, its Sunway okay, the price is expensive.

Performance : errr i just enjoyed the part went a guy was playing the river flows in you. =D

Overall i enjoyed myself i think. lol.. I had limited time to shop for dress and I was not in the mood for shopping so i simply grab a dress and just bought it.. Anyway is over.. weee~ Wen is the next one? XD

We got free tickets to MOS! haha! So we had PARTAY after Party! and its free. SO all of us enjoyed ourselves there I believe..

Pics time.. not many though.. I'm lazy actually. =(

Outside...

The CHINESE menu. =X

Inside...

More pics can be seen at my facebook profile. I'm darn lazy to upload here. =D

Time changes things??????

Finals coming soon. In just one more week to go i will be hacing my finals for sem2 in year 1 degree.. Time passes so darn fast weh... Study Mood has been switch ON but the mood is not on yet! Wth.. Have to start studying and go through the blardy text book.
My mood is freaking swinging... its going down the drain i guess.. Cause I'm sad with the things that are happening. Firstly, my friends secondly, i can't get wat i wan.. Thirdly, I'm feeling I'm drifting away from GOD.. omg!!! WHY am i feeling this.. zzz the feeling sux weh.. sigh.. BUT!! I have some of my friends to support me and also Him to support me and always here for me.. Heart them..
I guess i'm starting to losse grip of myself in everything i do and think...
I never taough of this but somehow i think.. I'm not good enuf for my friends. I felt empty i guess.. haha!
So many things happened this month and also last month. I wonder why...
After so many things happened between me and my friend. A good fren of mine.. yet i still will not give up fighting for it..

say eeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee

18.11.09

Coming updates....

STUDY MODE : ON

Finals is on its way...
So much to study yet i got no freaking mood to open the books..
It always got me carried away after few mins staring at the book.. sigh..
When will always tis solve?

Watch your thoughts; they become words.
Watch your words; they become actions.
Watch your actions; they become habits.
Watch your habits; they become character;
Watch your character; it becomes your destiny.

Best Of Luck

GOOD LUCK TO MY BROTHER
THOMAS CHOONG
and
all other SPM-ERS 2009!!!
Best of luck.. May GOD bless u..
Lots of luv
Felicia Choong

I.G.N.O.R.E

Genuine?
AM I NOT ME? who am i? sigh~
WHAT HAPPENed?
I never knew it came with a price, Price that i could not afford to pay? or rather, I just didn't see it coming..
Well, I guess things are going to remain like this?

I gave all my best or maybe I'm not good enuf..
I should have seen it coming.... Well, i guess is over now?
The tears.. the pain is all within us... What more can i say...

hmmm~

I wanna know
who ever told you I was letting go
the only joy that I have ever known
girl, they're lying

just look around
and all of the people that we used to know
have just given up, they wanna let it go
but we're still trying

so you should know this love we share was never made to die
I'm glad we're on this one way street just you and I just you and I

I'm never gonna say goodbye
cuz I never wanna see you cry
I swore to you my love would remain
and I swear it all over again and I
I'm never gonna treat you bad
cuz I never wanna see you sad
I swore to share your joy and your pain
and I swear it all over again
all over again

some people say
that everything has got its place in time
even the day must give way to the night
but I'm not buying
cuz in your eyes
I see a love that burns eternally
and if you see how beautiful you are to me
you'll know I'm not lying

sure there'll be times we wanna say goodbye
but even if we try
there are something's in this life won't be denied
won't be denied
I'm never gonna say goodbye

cuz I never wanna see you cry
I swore to you my love would remain
and I swear it all over again and I I'm never gonna treat you bad
cuz I never wanna see you sad
I swore to share your joy and your pain
and I swear it all over again

the more I know of you, is the more I know I love you,
and the more that I'm sure I want you forever and ever more
and the more that you love me, the more that I know
oh that I'm never gonna let you go
gotta let you know
that I
I'm never gonna say goodbye (Im never gonna say goodbye)
cuz I never wanna see you cry (I never wanna see you cry)
I swore to you my love would remain
and I swear it all over again and I (swear it all over again, and I)
I'm never gonna treat you bad (I never wanna treat you bad)
cuz I never wanna see you sad (I never gonna see you sad)
I swore to share your joy and your pain (oh no, oh no)
and I swear it all over again
all over again
all over again
and I swear it all over again

If there is ONLY IF

IF and only IF...
IF there is an IF there won't be such things happening. What is wrong with me now?
Did i changed? Have I changed into a total stranger to you and also to myself?
What am i actually? I have asked many of them yet many of them said I am who I am..
Memories do remain in my heart for now. I guess things will not be back normal already.
I wish there was a U-TURN that can make everything in life looks better. Maybe a reverse button? sigh.. what else more can i say.. I wish to sleep and never wake up again. The pain i have who can understand? I do not mean to be so meant to you. Yet i know there is no Turning back anymore.. I guess it will end? I dowan to.. How if i insist? Nothing is gonna happen still.. sigh..
reminiscing of the past... sigh....

MOVIES!!

Felicia Choong wants to watch this 2 movies badly.. =(


I WAN I WAN I WAN I WAN..
ME NEED TIMEEEEEEEE.. MORE TIMEEEEEEEEEE 24 hours a day is not enuf lar! sigh~

till then..

Nth Special

Today... hmm...
I'm feeling so near yet so far...
O well...
What shall i post about?.. WTH...
Dam lifeless though. crap! *slap on forehead*
Is it me or is it my mood swing.
I realize I have been in bad mood quite recently. I dunno why. Hard to understand gals though.. hahaha! good luck to all the men! XD
HMMMMM..
u know wat!
The weather nowadays are really.. wth it make me speechless..
One second earlier it can be dam freaking hot.. the next min it can rained the whole dam day.. zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz I'm bored wit malaysia's whether. Is either SUNNY or RAINNY only.!!! me wan winter. Spring! hahaha.. XD This might be one of the reason why my mood change as the time ticks.. cause of the dam weather! hahaa.. hate sunny, hate rainny.. love... CLOUDY! hahaha.. errr.. izit? amen.. i dunno

As for now, I got a big headache on what to wear for his prom. Oh My Goodness.. With the mood swing i'm having.. I think is a bad bad idea for me to go shoping. omg.. godblessme. hahaha! I guess i gotta control my own mood not letting the mood control me!!!!
Think hard feli.. less then.. errrrrrr 5 days! and u still haven got a dress yet.. die pls.. =.=

My fren is just so CUTE! =.= hahaha

HAHA! XD

♥ 19th Birthday♥

♥7th November 2009♥

The next morning, everyone was half dead, cause most of us slept quiet early and woke up dam early.. XD dam tired though. hehe.. CM had planned to cook spaghetti especially for me because is my day! weee~ It was his first time cooking. Not bad though.. but stil can improve more. Come next time i shall teach u. =D PJ and May did helped out too. =) heart u guys.. ♥♥

Breast Cancer Campaign (PINK NIGHT). We were supposed to meet at church by 1.00 and depart at 1.30pm.. But wen I reached there at 1.00pm and changed yet NOT everyone was ready, this shows how punctual ppl can be. I was so frustrated over it and i just ask those who are following my car to get in the car and off we headed to bangsar. And of course i reminded EY to wait for YH yet she forgot also. (sorry YH) . We were to first to arrive there, so we started helping out in packing the goodies bag. We had 3000 Goodies bags to prepare! and is only bout 20 of us there to help out. Can u imagine that? LOL. I was so dam tired with my dam high heels as well. He is so nice to get me coffee from starbucks to make me feel better...

Busy Busy busy

Posers!!!

KONONNYE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

NICE NICE.. YUM YUM~~

Group Pic!!

After everything, we wen down to 1st Floor to prepare the survey form and everything. Me and Shana lead the rest to MCD which is dam far away from the complex we are in and its raining outside. =.= Well, the girls wan to eat MCD what can I say.. haha.. Hope they enjoyed themselves there. Me and Shana wen off right after sending them there cause we both have our birthday dinner to enjoy! =)

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MUA BIRTHDAY DINNER!
After I got changed then i saw him! He was suppose to pick me up from there. He was holding a bouquet of flower! He gave in front of my friends. Lucky not the girls. AMEN! ♥♥♥♥♥

♥♥♥♥♥♥The flower♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥

After that we headed to somewhere. He blind folded me! omg! I was so so so.. err curious? haha.. Ended up i wen home and I straight Googled. XD Is in SS2. muahahaha.. smart feli. XD

Nice place for couple to go too.. XD
Become cave man and WOMAN! hahahaha..

♥♥♥♥♥♥♥

In that place where we were eating, he gave me bracelet ♥♥♥ A lovely bracelet wit a heart shape wit our pic on it and names engraved. XD
After dinner we headed to MV for a MJ's Movie (This is it). Went we got there, the line was so darn long.. as usual, MV right.. so i decided not to watch.. So he somehow showed me a sad look and i was kinda disappointed toO and out of no where he showed me 2 tickets. My eyes were like O.o.. He knows i wanna watch "This is it" so badly. hahahaha! Sad to say during the movie.. HE SLEPT! slept for a short moment. =( He was tired i guess. sobs.. After movie he again blind folded me! hmph.. he is so reluctant to let me know where we're going. Ended up i guessed myself. XD I'm so smarttttt... He brought me to lookout point celebrated wit my dear friends. =D I heart them for remembering my birthday! Love them all. There were a cake from secret recipe. Chocolate Indulgence one of my favorite cakes. XD

The cake ♥

Enjoying myself there. =D

After that we headed home. He followed me up, helping me carried all my stuff.. As usual, the first thing i did was to go into my room. He kinda stop me from going into my room and my room door was closed. Usually, my mom will have my room door open, but that day was weird! I know something fishy is going on, but i couldn't care cause i was sort of tired already so i just walked near the door opened it and i was STUNNED. O.O
I saw 7 different types of poohs sitting on my bed. I was so happy until there's actually tears coming out from my eyes. I'm crying. O.M.G Never had I cried on my birthday b4. Tears of JOY especially. I dunno it some how surprises me. I heart him♥! =D

New Family member! 7 of them!!! =D
I ♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥ THEM ALL.... muaxxxxxx

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Thats how i ended my day on my birthday... =D
SAY EEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE~
He once told me there were 7 Surprises for my birthday....
1) Flowers in the middle of no where..
2) Dinner in the cave! haha!!
3) Bracelet.. ♥
4) This is it's Movie Ticket
5) Friends he called
6) Birthday cake
7) 7 different pooh bears.. muahahaha ♥♥♥♥♥

LOVE U B!!!
MUAXXXX~
THANKS FOR EVERYTHING..
♥ I HEART U ♥

♥ Birthday Eve♥

♥ birthday♥

EXAMs!! midterm just over the day before my birthday. =) The paper was ok i guess, but after today listening to wat the lecturer said, i guess i better not hope so high for a good grade. =(
Anyway, Goodbye midterms and hellow assignment + finals. Amen!

After the exams, had dinner with my friends over in pavillion. Everyone was super hungry at that moment. So we decided to just walk into Madam Kwan to have some Nasi Lemak. All of us ordered Nasi Lemak and a drink except May, she's vegetarian that day. So she ordered a vegetarian Fried Rice that takes her ages to finish the plate of rice. Hers was serve the last one and therefore we gotta wait for her to enjoy her food and enjoy laughing at ME! cause of the way i laughed. =.= Funny meh? sob...

The EXPENSIVE Nasi Lemak

Anyway, after dinner we headed to my house cause we do not have the mood for shopping and who can shop wit guys around. XD and is still early! so we decided to at my place. While rotting we enjoyed camwhoring wit DC's iphone and instant upload the pics into facebook. His boss or GF must be wondering WTH is derek chan doing. HAHA!
At my house i felt something is gonna happen, i just can't wait!
After short while rot, May open my room door appear wit a cute little pooh bear jelly cake and pretend that was my birthday cake! HOHO! the box was so big and a small cake inside. I'm not that stupid to believe that they used a big box just to put a small cake. Oh well, i just make a wish and cut the cake. IT hurts me alot and i feel like i'm kill the pooh bear. =( They make me to treat pooh bear cruelly. =(

The Poke the eyes!!!!!

The made me do this. =(

Say CHEESSE

My cake. =D Expensive though..

Surprise!!! hahaha!

I'm so not going to eat the head. =(

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The girls~♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥

After the small pooh bear cake cutting, the Actual cake existed! 6kg of cake. I wonder how am i going to finish. BUT yet! i'm almost finishing it already. yum yum. is nice okay. Thanks ppl. Thanks CM. =)

After everything, some of them wen home and off I headed to Neway for sing k Session, I enjoyed singing the emo songs and also some random songs. =) Is bout 3.20am in the morning so we wen back to my house and sleep. HOWEVER some of us are hungry! omg. so i fly all the way to taman midah mcd to get some breakfast for everyone. =D

In Neway ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥

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Special thanks to DC aka (&) XD haha.. and also CM that paid the bill. =D yum yum.
I'm grateful that they made time to spend time with me. I know u all had scarifies alot!! MUAXXXXXXXXXXXXXXX love u all.. ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥

P.S Sorry for what happened that day. I know my mood affected u guys. STILL I HEART U GUYS.. muaxxxxx