DID I?

Did i did something wrong??
i really dunno wat to do..
sigh~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
i'm not happy with wat is going on.. =(

HMC - bella noche

Bella Noche means a beautiful nite in Spanish.
An effort by the HMC student council.
Was held in Legend Hotel on the 14th November 2008.
Had a wonderful and amazing night that night.
Enjoy some of the performances.. hmmm
It can be said that it has been a long time i enjoy myself dancing on the dance floor like a mad gal even though my leg is paining thanks to the stupid high heels. haha..

MR. HMC aka prom king

I love her she loves me??? XD

Us in the Hotel b4 the ball

Okay, i'm pretty lazy already to upload pics.. thats all. XD
Till thenn....

Does the Joy still remains in Blog?

Okay,
hmm.. I was looking through the old posts of my blogs, both lastes and OLD .
WAIT! YA ya, I know wei, I should be studying my econs and doing my assignment now, but who cares anyway. I'm pretty lazy now! =X

Blogging is like when my FINGERs do the talking. You know when u type and type and type. Ur mouth literally never move or say anything.
It's pretty lame seeing myself growing this way. I used to blog typically, crapping about me myself and I. Whatever happened to me i'll just say it all. Blog is where it's just all about ME me and ME. And somehow in between, I begun writing about other stuff, which leads me to hide more bout myself. Life started to mean more to me???hmm and I was beginning to see that it isn't all just about me. And somehow, I started limiting myself in writing about myself. Hiding is the right word to be used i guess. I still do, but not as much as last time I THINK SO.. I dun like talking about my life anymore like i used to. LAST time LA HAR. What IF I said something wrong and there are some lame ppl around which i call it "stalker" making me feel bad? can DIE.!!! Besides, it is because, there are certain things that happen that i couldn't tell or i should say i ain't know how to share. The feelings is rather strange. S.T.R.A.N.G.E!!!! There are certain ppl asking me. "eh, feli, u so free to blog EVERYDAY arh! y blog. Ur blog stories like got some other meaning behind the stories. Y not write all out?" hmm.. i've got no idea. I'm dead. SOONER or later!!!!!!!!! i'm out of my mind. trust me. XD

AND THE STORIES goes on and on and on..
flowing like the river? haha
hmmm
I'm so so so so DEAD i tell u
I ain't know how to face "them"
as in even a word hi to them. where am i going to put my face?
sigh~
thanks to u u u and U. what else can i say?
Let the time fly and brings all this nonsense away also. XD i hope so.
Worst then CNN i tell u. hmmmmmmmm. i have a CNN which can walk to ppl. XD
i must admit i never dare to take the risk. Keeping all to myself. hmm sighhhh

did or did not!

Sitting down in front of the Laptop, thinking what i'm doing is correct or not.
Like or did not? i had a sudden feeling that i'm being stupid all this while day dreaming and wishing something miracle will happen which the fact it won't. HOW dumb i am.
Where did all this "day dreaming" came from? It came from me wondering far far away in my lala land which is not in the reality. everytime i stop i have the feeling. =(
Is just too bad for me la.. maybe my life isn't like this but is the other way.. WELL. i've got to accept rite no matter wat.

i'm back

Wooohooooooooo
Yes i'm back in GB.
Am I happy?
Yes I'm happy that i'm back there.
Even though i'm back there, the "feeling" that i used to have isn't there anymore. Close Friends are no longer there except one. Where are they? will they be back? i dun think so. Well, i've got to get used to it with this feeling now. I know is BORING.. what can i do???
hmmmmmm
It has been a long time since i struggle to go back or not.
Well, is the old stuff is HISTORY.. Why think back?
Sooo here i am going back there helping out.
and guess what.
I realize that i enjoy teaching kids. I dunno y i juz feel happy wen the cadets learned something at the end of the lesson. I guess influence from my friends since most of them LOVE kids. haha.. Well, maybe time can really change a person.
Usually i feel that kids are noisy and annoying. I used to dislike them. I ain't noe why this few weeks i have got patient teaching them. Last 2 week i thought them GB knowledge. I actually got the patient and enjoy the class wit them. Last week, i thought a gal name Li Mun. I used to not observe her wen i'm in Gb the last time. However, now i realize what i used to think is wrong. She really surprise me. Great Job.
Drill.. is one of the sessions i love most; however MOST of the people there dislike mainly because is..... HAHA.. Well, Competiition is just around the corner. Practice is all you need. Gambateh!!!
till then.....

AdultHood..

Thank You!! A very BIG thank you too all who wished me on my 18th BIRTHDAY day this year. Seriously, i'm surprise and touch. I appreciate alot.
Even though there is no big celebration on my 18th birthday, I can say that is special. Simply because.. lets see..
firstly, my collegemate! they gave me a small little surprised a day before my actual day because the following day i've got no classes. XD So they bought my expensive brownie from secret recipe. Sing me songs and kinda like giving the brownie out before LAN classes. Is sad that one of my friend is not that. =( anyway, thanks to all my BABES and guys in my college. luv u all alot. Thanks again, friends =)
Not forgetting my friends who are from college celebrated wit me as well on my actual day. hehe..
And OF course i wanna thank my parents for another simple celebration for me a day after my actual day. Nice dinner at a Restaurant, thanks mom and dad!

Anway, I've some wishes to made here. 10 WISHes i guess. XD
1) I wish to get a new camera! got one. still not happy =X
2) I wish to get a NEW car! dislike wira
3) I wish that i could get to learn how to play guitar =( no time
4) I hope to get a degree by the end of 22 i think! hehe
5) I wish to have good friendship with all my friends.
6) Let this wish remain a secret shall we? =)
7) Let the word remain unsaid.. shhhh =)
8) I wish to get my Winnie the pooh carpet. =( wen to the shop is SOLD OUT. omg!
9) I wish to get closer to GOD
10) I wish that all my friends are happy so i can be happy. XD
11) Wish i have more wishes to wish for... hmmm
I also want to thank my MOM for bring me to this world. Without her i am no one. thank you mom.
And of course GOd for he had created Felicia Choong. He had gave me life and people to love me. Thank you.

Why did i name the title as ADULThood?
well, people usually say o u're 18!! u can make ur own decision. no SPOON feeding anymore. no more this no more that.. sigh~ and i've got to be responsible in what i'm going to do. i can't stay in my comfort zone anymore. OMG! lol..
thats y i call it the "ADULTHOOD" lol

till then....

Birthday?

HApPie Birthday to me..
muaxxxxx
Officially 18! XD

Is there more???

Is there more to life than this??
Why am i on earth?
what's the purpose?
Is there more to just study life?
Is there ways out of our life challenges??

questions more and more.. and the questions goes on.......
there seem to be no end to my questions.

rot?

Ahh! YES i know my blog is starting to rot.
assignments, and research are PILING up.
dam u assignments.
anyway, i think i'm gonna fall a sick soon. VERY SOON.. o.O
I wish......... =X

....

I hung up the phone tonight
Something happened for the first time
Deep inside..
It was a rush, what a rush
Cause the possibility that you would ever feel the same way about me
It's just too much, just too much

Why do I keep running from the truth
All I ever think about is you
You got me hypnotized, so mesmerized
And I just got to know..

[Chorus]
Do you ever think when your all alone
All that we can be, where this thing can go
Am I crazy or falling in love
Is it real or just another crush
Do you catch a breath when I look at you
Are you holding back, like the way I do
Cuz I try and try to walk away,
But I know this crush ain't goin away, goin away

Has it ever cross your mind
When we're hangin spending time girl
Are we just friends
Is there more, is there more
See it's a chance we've gotta take
Cause I believe that we can make this into something that will last,
Last forever, forever

[Chorus]

Why do I keep running from the truth
All I ever think about is you
You got me hypnotized, so mesmerized
And I just got to know..

Do you ever think when your all alone
All that we can be, where this thing can go
Am I crazy or falling in love
Is it real or just another crush
Do you catch a breath when I look at you
Are you holding back, like the way I do
Cuz I try and try to walk away,
But I know this crush ain't goin away x5