Tiring day

Head to work early in the morning and off I headed to Sunway Pyramid convention center for Cisco Summit Event on Thursday...

After the briefing..
Had our dinner at The Manhattan Fish Market.. I was poor actually but I thought of rewarding myself because I just got my salary from the office. So yeah.. Here I am eating expensive food and CALORIES! ROAR!



I asked one of my friend to drop me in ss15 to meet up with other friends and off we head for Snowflakes! YUM YUM~

Hotlink reload card! YAHOOO~

I wasnt really happy though on tat day.. Because of some issues that are bothering me. I wonder if others can feel it. O well.. I did wat i supposed to do. =)

Peace

Till then...

Dim Sum!!!

Monday Blue~
Had CLASSES on monday! And I slept all the way. sigh..
I guess I have been thinking too much in the night till cant sleep! Insomia! =(

Sticky! to keep me awake while driving
as I am falling a sleep this few days in the car wen is jam. =.=
DANGEROUS!!!

Well, in the night didnt had bells practice.. so 3 girls being crazy headed to sri Petaling for DIM SUM! someone craving for Dim Sum out of a sudden.. So here we go....
I wasnt in the good mood. I was frigging down and sad with what is going on. sigh.. However, I gotta put on a smile and continue chatting.. as I know I cant do anything to help but to keep quiet? =(

Table FULL WITH FOOD! hahah! XD
I just LOVE YOU GIRLS! you girls are AWESOME AND random! SISTERS! MUAXXXX~

Headed to petrol station! Need PETROL! hoho~
Mesra~ Kononnye~

The moon.. =D

Till then...

Can I say....

I dont know how to express myself anymore..
Sigh..
I did badly in my studies.. I am now regretting.. I wish I could have chose a better road..
I handled my relationship badly.. I am now confused and in doubts! I wish I could have manage it well enough..
I am facing family stress.. I am now WORRIED.. Sad.. depressed about what is going on..
I handled my friendship badly.. I am now guilty, sad, disappointed with what is going on..

I screwed up my life.. What can I do now?
I dun think I can take it anymore..
Everynite I've been tearing over about all this.. I've been worrying having sleepless night..
I'm really afraid things will change be it family, friends, studies or relationship. I dont have the trust in myself anymore. I began to not know myself.. Is all my fault..
I guess I deserve all this..

Who am I to ask for more. Who am I to ask for less pain..

I am not giving up in praying.. I will continue to pray..
I know God is with me..

Till then...

Hate Heels!!~

What a weekend... tiring..
On Saturday.. I didn't managed to sleep very well I was tired and yeah.. Woke up at 10.30am headed to Taman Segar for fish head noodle.. Wanted to try it for very long since someone keep saying it taste nice.. and is FAMOUS! hmm..~

There you go.. XO Fish head noodle..

Ice LEMON tea as usual..

In the night after GB, headed up to Selayang for Bells performance in St Mary School. Their school is having their very 1st Band concert for fund raising. They needed a sum of $$ to buy instruments and so on... and yea, we're invited to perform as part of their program.. =)

Theme : Hatched!

Overall, their performance was ok ok lar..

Wat a LONG DAY!! I wore my uniform for the entire day since afternoon till night at 10pm. =.= After performance, waited for my transport home... and headed to Secret Recipe meet up with friends.. rot and stone there..

Sometimes.. I wonder.. I really wonder and hope for miracles..
and God to open up my heart and Mind...

The next day! early Sunday Morning, I have to head to Trinity PJ church for 1stPJ GB + BB enrolment sunday! which means, I gotta be in uniform again.. Can you imagine.. =.= I am wearing my heels for 2 continuous days.. My leg is frigging painful =.=...
Anyway, after that..I cleaned the GB room with some of the girls! I am SO SO SO TIRED! sigh~

POODLE!!!
One of my officer brought it alone to church.. XD SO cute!!

GB room is clean! No longer a store room!

Seee.. Now I can even sleep on the table! XD

Till then...

Sorry

I'm sorry i'm sorry i'm sorry i'm sorry i'm sorry i'm sorry i'm sorry i'm sorry i'm sorry i'm sorry i'm sorry i'm sorry i'm sorry i'm sorry i'm sorry i'm sorry i'm sorry i'm sorry i'm sorry i'm sorry i'm sorry i'm sorry i'm sorry i'm sorry i'm sorry i'm sorry i'm sorry i'm sorry i'm sorry i'm sorry i'm sorry i'm sorry i'm sorry i'm sorry i'm sorry i'm sorry i'm sorry i'm sorry i'm sorry i'm sorry i'm sorry i'm sorry i'm sorry i'm sorry i'm sorry i'm sorry i'm sorry i'm sorry i'm sorry i'm sorry i'm sorry i'm sorry i'm sorry i'm sorry i'm sorry i'm sorry i'm sorry i'm sorry i'm sorry i'm sorry i'm sorry i'm sorry i'm sorry i'm sorry i'm sorry i'm sorry i'm sorry i'm sorry i'm sorry i'm sorry i'm sorry i'm sorry i'm sorry i'm sorry i'm sorry i'm sorry i'm sorry i'm sorry i'm sorry i'm sorry i'm sorry i'm sorry i'm sorry i'm sorry i'm sorry i'm sorry i'm sorry i'm sorry i'm sorry i'm sorry i'm sorry i'm sorry i'm sorry i'm sorry i'm sorry i'm sorry i'm sorry i'm sorry i'm sorry i'm sorry i'm sorry i'm sorry i'm sorry i'm sorry i'm sorry i'm sorry i'm sorry i'm sorry i'm sorry i'm sorry i'm sorry i'm sorry i'm sorry i'm sorry i'm sorry i'm sorry i'm sorry i'm sorry i'm sorry i'm sorry i'm sorry i'm sorry i'm sorry i'm sorry i'm sorry i'm sorry i'm sorry i'm sorry i'm sorry i'm sorry i'm sorry i'm sorry i'm sorry i'm sorry i'm sorry i'm sorry i'm sorry i'm sorry i'm sorry i'm sorry

If only this much of sorry can help and make you feel better..
Should I just leave u alone? SIGH~
I want to know.. How are u? will everything be alright?
I know I sux.. But yet I care.. I'm worry.. sigh

till then..

Realize

I guess.. if I could have a time machine, I would want to go back time..
Back into the time where I wouldn't have start hurting u at all knowing is so painful till now.
I finally figure out that there are things that are meant to be unsolved and just leave it. Everyone disagree with me, however, I am the one going through it. I know it more than anyone of them. I'm feeling very tired, very sick of what is going on. Not because of the "fannes" that people gave me but the hurt and sadness that I've gave to people. I felt unsafe.. I feel that I'll soon get back the same treatment that I treated others. However,
I asked myself.. Am I a failure? What I did to deserve all this Cold respond?
I feel so hopeless.. I didn't want all this to happen, yet is really out of my control. What more can I ask for but to pray for your happiness?
I did change from someone worst to someone better and now to someone that is cruel? I guess I've not been myself lately.. I wanted things to be how it was last time, however, what ever shit I do it'll never be the same anymore. Thanks to myself. I guess is all my fault seriously.. For not handling things properly and keep it hanging which is not fair.
Is not A GAME i know.. and I am QUITTING this so call game right now. I'm out of here to stop all this pain.. I am not treating anyone as a chess. It hits be with that word because I start questioning myself and asking people around me.. And I tat selfish? am I using others to get what I wan? who am I to even judge myself. sigh...
I finally know what I want. I want peace, and joy. and most importantly, I want to see happiness . Smile and laughter. That's all I'm asking for.
I am never cruel in ignoring people. I will never do that. Yes indeed it hurts me deeply went I felt the change in us.. But I am now burying it deep within myself.. because all I care for is people around me. FULL STOP here alright? no longer want to talk about it and mention about it because all it brings is just SADNESS and painful scars.. say watever you people wanna say.. Yes I wanna run! I am running away.. because I can no longer take it with the words and the things that is happening.. is just so UNPREDICTABLE.. is so out of control.. I dont wish things to turn to worst. Even an outsider can see the difference. AND OUTSIDER!. How sad is that? sigh~


till then..

Call Me Felicia! =D

Hello Everyone!

Such a dull day today aint it?
Especially went I gotta know yesterday midnight that Germany is gonna against with England on 27th June 2010, Sunday nite at 10pm!! ROAR!~
Hmmmm..
I feel so dead today.. Maybe because there isn't anyone around to put in colors to my LIFE! owh~ =(
Headed to uni early for Brunch. Decided that to go for my "diet" meal which is MCD! I had to order the Contour Glass's Meal. Simply because, I want the GLASS! This week is BLUE~~
However, thanks to someone, I do not have to finish of my ice cream and my own LARGE fries! He finished off for me! XD Indirectly, he took the calories away! haha. I'm fat! =(

My BRUNCH!!!

McChicken..
Wanted to order Double Cheese,
however, wen I thought of the calories..
I quickly change my mind! T_T

Football Fever!!

Blue CUP!

After makan, I collected my ID Card! Finally is done! AWESOME! I look lame on my IC. =.= STUPID CAMERA! ROAR!!
Headed to library to study after that, however, ended up we talk for the whole of 1.5hours in library! How awesome is that. After 1 hour plus, we're still on the SAME DAM PAGE! haha!

Anyway, Business Com Quiz today was AWESOME! I thought is gonna be tough however, out of my expectation! HOHO! Luckily I did not spend lots of time studying. Hopefully I can get good marks for that. It really helps me for my overall marks though.

Before the paper was distributed..
I was bored.. I wasnt paying attention to the lecturer talking! XD

The PENCIL ♥♥♥

My lucky pencil!
Brings me luck
Simply because.. Well, YOU KNOW WHY! =D
pooh bear sticker! yay!

After the paper, the clock shows 5.40pm! Is JAM time! OMG! I was praying so hard that there will not be jam. However, I fail to do so. I jammed all my way back to my home! sigh~ I hate jamssss.. >.<

Watever..

Take your TIME~

Felicia. Upside down!
My life is upside down too! =(

I realize how jealous I was..
I realize how stupid I was..
I realize how silly I was..
But then. In the end I realize I did lied to myself..

What is lie all about?
There are times went I actually doubt if I could find ONE human on this earth that have never lied b4 in their life. C'mon.. who doesn't? =/
Why humans tell lies? One lie after another.
Well, of course I cannot deny that I' ve never lie before in my life. I admit that I did lie.
BUT why? As a Christian, we know that lie is all about Satan which is true; therefore, lying is a sin rite?
However, sometimes there are people who tend to tell "white" lies.
What does this "white" lies means?
Why is there such words as white lies appeared? Isn't it a lie is a lie already? Why do we have to categorize them as "white" lies?
Hmm~ I wonder, is there such things as black lies?
Eventually humans will start lying to get out of trouble or get something they want. Agree?
As for "white" lies, it is said to protect someone’s feelings.
A very good example, a boy friend will usually tell white lies to make woman to feel better because they're an emotional people..
Well, this "emotional people" reason is kinda ridiculous I know but that's the fact?. Many of us humans do lie to protect someone's feelings. But then didn't u know that telling the truth is even much better than lying? What if the person u lied to finds out the truth it'll be more hurtful to them? SIGH! Okay, I know I should be telling all this to MYSELF! Thats why I am telling it to myself now! I understand! sigh~ =(

Sometimes, I really don't know what to do and wat not to do.
I really dont know? Don't Know is really my answer. At times I lied without any intention yet ppl misunderstand it. Can't blame them though.. It takes years to build trust but only a second to lost the trust. =(

The person that allows her finger to do the talking in this blog! =)

Till Then...

A night out!

Since I was sick yesterday, coughing badly, So I decided not to go for work yesterday. So yea, I worked today! =D Woke up at 7.00am left house at 7.30am to fetch my bro to Taylors. Stupid Federal! @#!$##@$!@# Hate slow moving! hate JAMS!! roar!

Anyway, after work head home, wanted to take a short nap, however, got a called from my friend saying that she's gonna take LRT and meet me up at hang tuah! I was like @_@ So early? T_T I wanna sleep! Anyway, I forced myself to wake up and off I drove to Hang Tuah and picked her up and we headed up to cheras for dinner with the other friend on mine. I miss them all!

At first, we decided to eat in a cafe named Gilly's Cafe, However, my friend said she wanted to have some dessert before going for dinner. So we pleased her and we went to Dessert House near Leisure Mall..

She ordered 2 dessert. And sad to say that both of this dessert are the same thing just that it is served in different method. wth rite?

Tong Yuen No.1
(Is tasteless btw) =X

Tong Yuen No.2
(is also tasteless) Not nice weh!

After the "nice" dessert we had, we followed back our original plan which is to Gilly's Cafe for dinner!

Gilly's Cafe

As usual, I dont know what to order
So ICE LEMON TEA!

HAM Salad! Awesome! Me Love the Salad!

Main course..
Fish something something with something something. XD

The UK gal! =D

After that, I headed to Taman Midah Mcd for FOOTBALL MATCH! Wohooo~
10pm was England Vs Solvenia Match! I was excited about the game and this game determine whether England will qualify for the next match! (ROUND 16) Weee~ and they WON! wohooo~ Good game though.. X)

In total, we had like 6 Large Fries! OMG!
Simply because,
1) Free Sausage McMuffin with Egg coupon, for the 1st goal scored in every game!
2) Half time, Half price for LARGE FRENCH FRIES!!!
(The reason why we ate so many fries today! XD )

Sad to say, MCD CON US! We did not get our free coupon!! =( Wanted to ask the people there but we didnt dare and so, we couldnt be bother.. =( SAD!!!

Firstly, we bought 3.. NOT ENUF! HAHAHA!
3 large fries for only RM5.40!!!!!!
How Awesome is that! XD

And last but not least,
Someone bought this for me!! XD
I appreciate it a lot!
I was really happy that YOU actually remembered what I like and What I want! =)

Yes ppl, Is Chow tau fu! hahaha!
Some of you may not love the smell,
BUT! to me, it taste awesome! I didnt like it in the first place because of the smell, but then after giving it a try, I loved it! =D HOHO!

Till then...

Another life

Monday BLUE~~~~~~~`
HOHOHOHO!!!
As usual, wen for lecture! I am a GOOD GAL! =D

Subway for breakfast!

Mineral water is good for health!
=D

My LECTURER! DR.LIM! hoho~

Usually, a subway meal can last me for like WHOLE DAY! Somehow, I dont know why I felt really hungry after few hours, so before my Quiz paper, I had my lunch at the Food court!
Claypot Yee Mee! Yum Yum~
I know I am FAT! =(

The lecture hall! KAA2
I dislike this lecture hall! I still prefer KAA1 where I can sleep with the "cinema" type of chair! I cant sleep with this chair!

Overall, the LLS 101 test was ok. Although I did not really studied for the test, I managed to answer most of the question! YAY! I am SMART!

Till then...

The NEXT DAY! (Tuesday)

Was supposed to work, however I did not because I over slept! @_@
So woke up at 3pm and last min decided to go for MOVIE! @ Tropicana mall
Toy Story 3333333333~~
Awesome Movie! Many of us have been waiting for this movie since LOOONG ago!
And here it comes! =)

I was freaking hungry, so I demanded for Popcorn from someone! XD
Thank You! Muaxxx~ ♥♥♥♥
LARGE POPCORN!! O.O

The main reason we head to Tropicana Mall is because we wanted to try this out...

NINJA JOE!!

It sells PORK BURGER!
Awesome!!
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3 NINJAS!! it means 3 Burgers! =D

We ordered, Teriyaki, black pepper and sweet&sour!
I prefer the BLACK PEPPER and Sweet &Sour!

PORK CHOP BURGER! YUM YUM~

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After that, Someone Owe me a XXL Chicken from Shihlin Taiwan street snacks!
My wish was granted!
Thanks again! XoXoXoXoXoXo~
And I am FAT! THANKS TO YOU! =X

FWAHHHH..
After that head to SS15 for snowflakes!
I ta pau-ed for my parents and bro to eat too! They love this dessert too!
Is AWESOME weh!!

The best Seller for only RM6.00 + 1.20 (add pearl)
Someone know that I love to eat pearl so added DOUBLE for me! XD yum yum~

To conclude,
I ate alot today!!! ROAR!!!!!
HOW CAN! I NEED TO DIET DIET DIET!!
FELICIA CHOONG! STOP EATING! =D

Ur Blogger!
Grow Fat day after day!!
=(

Till then...