I know

I know I made my mistakes..

I know I deserve to be treated this way

I know I deserve to not even talk to you

I know I deserve to be called hypocrite by you

I know I deserve to be disappear in front of you.

Things you said behind me is good enuf for me to understand how much you dislike me being around.

I understood and capture it.

I felt guilt already.. No matter how much I smile it could not cover up the pain I have inside me. one Friend that are real close to me can see that I am in pain and walked to me and tell me dont worry "Feli, everything will be alright, in life there's up and down.. dun let ur emoness kill overtake the joyful smile away. Remember you always have God to go to and friends to lend shoulder from. Be strong be it physical or emotionally".

I realize is never easy to be strong. I maybe strong from the outlook but not inside. I am darn tired with my emotions especially wen I'm alone at home.

You too must stay strong.. =)

This song makes me feel calm. Especially the lyrics. ♥♥♥♥♥♥

Amy Grant - Carry You

Lay down your burden, I will carry you
I will carry you, my child
Lay down your burden, I will carry you
I will carry you, my child, my child

If I can walk on water
And calm a restless sea
I've done a thousand things you've never done

And I'm weary watchin'
While you struggle on your own
Call my name, I'll come

Lay down your burden, I will carry you
I will carry you, my child
Lay down your burden, I will carry you
I will carry you, my child, my child

I give vision to the blind
And I can raise the dead
I've seen the darker side of Hell
And I returned
And I see these sleepless nights
And I count every tear you cry
I know some lessons hurt to learn

Lay down your burden, I will carry you
I will carry you, my child
Lay down your burden, I will carry you
I will carry you, my child, my child

I will carry you, my child

I see these sleepless nights
And I count every tear you cry
And call my name, I'll come runnin'

Lay down your burden, I will carry you
I will carry you, my child
Lay down your burden, I will carry you
I will carry you, my child, my child

I will carry you, my child, my child
I will carry you