better off this way?
I don't wish to hurt you anymore.
I wish to make myself clear of what I wan and what I'm asking for.
I don't want to confuse u either.
If we are meant to be together.. no matter how far we're separated or how long...
We will be back together.
I'm sad. I'm hurt.. U're sad, u're hurt..
I shed my tears when I'm typing this..
Even if I cant accept it.. I gotta still face it.
Am I going to be alone facing this alone? Can I take it?
Will things change?
Will things be back the same?
How long will this last?
Did you change during this period of time?
sigh...
I'm sad.
I'm really sad with what is going on with my life. I felt useless. What is happening between us?
What is the missing GAP between us?
We been through so much together ever since we met. Even though we did not know each other well enough in the beginning, but you came into my life and make colors into my life..
Is things going to be totally different because of the problems we had right in front of us now? You and I can't even figure out the reason behind all this. It just comes naturally. I'm really afraid that the happiness we have now is just temporary. I want it to be permanent to me because I chose this pathway. I've got no one else to turn too. All I can do now is to let the fingers do the talking.
Do you even remember the things we said to each other?
How long more can I take it? How long more can You take it? I believe you have ur own problems which I dont understand. I never expect you to understand me fully. I'm really tired of being the one that realize things changes super duper fast between us. Tears just flow whenever I think of it. It hurts me badly. I'm afraid all this will change the love we had for each other. I don't want this to happen.. why? sigh~ I've been emoing for the past few MONTHS thinking bout it yet it can change nth.
Who can I actually seek advise from?
Who can actually understand me now?
Dear Mr. Pillow, can u respond to me? sigh..
Dear Mr. Bear, can u respond to me? You gave me warm hug every night.. but you couldn't speak to me to give me piece of advice.. sigh~
I miss us! really I do miss Us.. ~
Till then..
I don't wish to hurt you anymore.
I wish to make myself clear of what I wan and what I'm asking for.
I don't want to confuse u either.
If we are meant to be together.. no matter how far we're separated or how long...
We will be back together.
I'm sad. I'm hurt.. U're sad, u're hurt..
I shed my tears when I'm typing this..
Even if I cant accept it.. I gotta still face it.
Am I going to be alone facing this alone? Can I take it?
Will things change?
Will things be back the same?
How long will this last?
Did you change during this period of time?
sigh...
I'm sad.
I'm really sad with what is going on with my life. I felt useless. What is happening between us?
What is the missing GAP between us?
We been through so much together ever since we met. Even though we did not know each other well enough in the beginning, but you came into my life and make colors into my life..
Is things going to be totally different because of the problems we had right in front of us now? You and I can't even figure out the reason behind all this. It just comes naturally. I'm really afraid that the happiness we have now is just temporary. I want it to be permanent to me because I chose this pathway. I've got no one else to turn too. All I can do now is to let the fingers do the talking.
Do you even remember the things we said to each other?
How long more can I take it? How long more can You take it? I believe you have ur own problems which I dont understand. I never expect you to understand me fully. I'm really tired of being the one that realize things changes super duper fast between us. Tears just flow whenever I think of it. It hurts me badly. I'm afraid all this will change the love we had for each other. I don't want this to happen.. why? sigh~ I've been emoing for the past few MONTHS thinking bout it yet it can change nth.
Who can I actually seek advise from?
Who can actually understand me now?
Dear Mr. Pillow, can u respond to me? sigh..
Dear Mr. Bear, can u respond to me? You gave me warm hug every night.. but you couldn't speak to me to give me piece of advice.. sigh~
I miss us! really I do miss Us.. ~
Till then..
