I did NOT!

I did not ask for all this....
I did not said you did not understand me..
I did not said that you are wrong
I did not said that is your fault
I did not blame anything on you.
Remember I said I blame on US not just You or me.
I did not mean to make you feel bad..
I was just trying to express myself But I guess I get everything into a mess. A big mess!
I trust You.. but why did you doubt me? I know I am not understanding enough.
I tried my very best to share my problems with you, however indeed there are certain feelings that cannot be express through words. I guess you get wat I mean because I believe you were in that situation before. sigh..People always say that a picture paints a thousand words.. Now I wanna say that tears are always the words that the heart can't express..

I did asked u once whether will you support me in any decision I make. You said yes!
I'm happy enough that you are always here for me.
I'm happy enough for everything you have done for me.
I did not dare to ask for more because I know I am no one to ask for anything from you.
I am just a normal girl.
I know that not all scars show, not all wounds heal, sometimes I can't always see the pain you feels therefore I am no one to judge or to say anything.
I realize how things have been changing between us. From the very first day we met till now. As time passes, I do not know whether is it you or me that have changed, but I believe that there are things that will remain the same and never change. You and I know it the best. If we were to let this Scar to continue to block and disturb us, we will have no future.
I always say...

Communication is the key..

I really hope it helps us.
I trust HIM and also us that we are able to go through this.
I'm sorry for everything..
I hope you will go through wit me??
I do not want you to swallow and suffer alone. You know what I mean..
I may not understand you but I can always listen and pray for you.
Let me know. I'll be waiting...

Do you remember the things u said to me? I hope u do.. because I'll remember it till the day comes...



till then..