Nerding mode ON

Exam is just next week. Will need to turn my nerd mode on! all the best to all year 2 & 3 students! =D


I gotta stop emoing for awhile and start focusing on studies! sigh~


Baby want you tell me why there is sadness in your eyes
I don't wanna say goodbye to you
Love is one big illusion I should try to forget
But there is something left in my head

You're the one who set it up
Now you're the one to make it stop
I'm the one who's feeling lost right now
Now you want me to forget every little thing you said
But there is something left in my head

* CHORUS : I won't forget the way you're kissing
The feelings so strong were lasting for so long
But I'm not the man your heart is missing
That's why you go away I know

You were never satisfied no matter how I tried
Now you wanna say goodbye to me
Love is one big illusion I should try to forget
But there is something left in my head

* REPEAT CHORUS

Sitting here all alone in the middle of nowhere
Don't know which way to go
There is so much to say now between us
There ain't so much for you
There ain't so much for me anymore

* REPEAT CHORUS

Tick tick

It has been quite sometime since I last blog.

I thought I could continue to blog after wat happened, however, I realize everytime I started
typing, the only thing I will type about is those emo stuff which I myself dare not face it. I guess
at a certain time we tend to close ourselves up and face the world alone.

IGNOREDIGNOREDIGNOREDIGNOREDIGNOREDIGNOREDIGNOREDIGNORED
IGNOREDIGNOREDIGNOREDIGNOREDIGNOREDIGNOREDIGNOREDIGNORED
IGNOREDIGNOREDIGNOREDIGNOREDIGNOREDIGNOREDIGNOREDIGNORED

Ignorance is Bliss

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DECISIONSDECISIONSDECISIONSDECISIONSDECISIONSDECISIONSDECISIONS
DECISIONSDECISIONSDECISIONSDECISIONSDECISIONSDECISIONSDECISIONS
DECISIONSDECISIONSDECISIONSDECISIONSDECISIONSDECISIONSDECISIONS

Sometimes it's the smallest decisions that can change our life forever...

Well done is better than well said.
I'm always being told to see ACTIONS.. I am seeing.
?gniht a yas ot I ma ohw
dias neeb evah taht gniht eht rebmemer
desimorp neeb evah taht snoitca eht remember
eromyna ereht t'nsi tsurt esuaceb eromyna pu kaeps ton seod snoitca ym semitemos sseug I
emoc tsuj ti ..detnaw si taw ton si ..rof deksa si taw ton is taht eveileb od I .. eveileb I tub
emalb eb ot em si os .hguoht wonk I .. yllarutan


Dun worry..... be happy...

So...

SMILE ALWAYS...

FELICIA CHOONG NEEDS TO START STUDYING FOR HER MIDTERM!!
omg! I haven even open my book! fwahhhh.. will being on thursday!!!
I can do it! Is both easy paper but then if i dun study I will die.. IF I study.. i think i might survive!!! XD

Till then...

Hmm

How does it feels like to be care by others?
How does it feels like to be loved and protected by someone whom really cares for you?
How does it feels like to be the most important person in his/her life?
How does it feels like to be treated differently?
How does it feels like to be placed first in what ever things he/she does?

I wonder...

Five Language of Love
1) Quality Time
2) Acts of service
3) Words of affirmation
4) Gifts
5) Physical Touch

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Anyway, I finally got an offer in CSU Program.

I guess is fated for me to take up this program. So yea, I am going to sit for the paper here in Help. I am going to just stay in Malaysia for the rest of my degree. Is not my will. Is just that I gotta follow the flow. What more can I ask for? To those who understands and know how I'm feeling now. I do hope that you guys ignore me cause i know i am emo-ing again! =(
Anyway, I should be lucky to get an offer from CSU program simply because of certain reasons. I am now waiting for the offer letter only. Hope it will not gives me problem for me to settle.
Anyway, from the very beginning, I should have insisted in what I wanted. I should just be like him. Not caring about how others feel and what others think as long as is the way I wanted. However, I don't know why I can't. Even she admitted that I am soft hearted thats why is easier to talk to me and discuss with me. Is that the reason why I can't get the things I wanted in my own way? People do take advantage. hmmm..
Nah.. Dun worry.. I'm just complaining a little. I did not blame on anything. I am happy with what I have. Just letting out how I'm feelings. Is really hard to explain my feelings in words though..

Am I really sorry to those of my friends that I've hurt especially those that are close to me. If you think I am using you then I am sorry. Maybe the way i express myself and the way I talk is not good. I dun mean to do anything that hurts. I do not know how many i hurt but i do know humans are not perfect. If you think I am not worth of a friend. Then I can't do anything.
I am treating everyone with all my heart.. I am sorry. Truly I am. I appreciate each and everyone of you that appeared in my life. God is so kind to me.

Study Mode : ON

Mid-Term

FUAHHHH~
So fast!
Midterm is already here! Is just tmr.
Time passes dam fast. Soon to be assignments deadlines.. then FINALS. =(

Monday : Marketing (MKT 101)
Thursday : Business Stats (QBM 101)
Friday : Business Law (LAW 101)


ALL THE BEST TO EVERYONE~~!!! =D

till then..

Holiday Mood

I'm already in a holiday mood. =(
I'm so so Dead! haha! Someone pls slap me on my face to wake me up. Finals in 2 days and I'm freaking not ready for the paper. =D

I'm suppose to go Penang right after Christmas Day. Simple because there is free 3 days 2 night hotel room. =D However, due to the peak season, we couldn't get rooms in the hotel. So is canceled already. =(
What is up next people.. haha

I guess i gotta change myself and improve myself. Am I teruk? what do i need to change? All i ask for is just simple things. I guess i should stop asking and start doing things that i should before i ask. =)
Friends.. Friends.. friends!! why is this so? hmm..

I gotta start to focus back into my studies. =)

Till then

Moodless

Super tired today. =(
Had a wonderful time during Quiz Competition + Drill competition.
Next up is Camp. =D eyh no no!!! is my FINALS first.. God Bless Me..
I seriously cant wait for my finals to over.. I want a break from my studies and have lots of fun. I guess I can never had as much fun as last time? o well.. let the word remain unsaid. I guess like this would be better.
I think only God could understand what I'm going through now.. I have faith in him that he will continue guiding my through this path way. I hope I can stay strong and face it.

You are forever in my life
You see me through the seasons
Cover me with Your hand
And lead me in Your righteousness
And I look to You


And I wait on You

I will sing to You, Lord
A hymn of love
For Your faithfulness to me
I'm carried in everlasting arms
You'll never let me go
Through it all

HMMMM..
I wish anyone who is going to have finals soon GOOD LUCK and all the best! God Bless You!!! =D

learn to appreciate and cherish because you never want to look back and what is left is only regrets...

till then...

T- T - T - SHIRT!!! =D

weeeeeeeeeeee~

I was very reluctant to get up from my bed this morning at 11.00am. Yea I know is LATE! but still I love to sleep. =P After the meeting, headed home for lunch alone. =( So i decided to eat just a little bit simply because my appetite is still not good. Dun feel like eating, i think is mainly because of the cough that i'm still having.. arghhh.. Went am i gonna get rid of this coughing. zzz..
I've forgotten that i'm sick, I went and ate ice cream just now. Half way eating only i realize that i SHOULD NOT be eating. HAHA! Yet i still have it in my stomach already. Is too late. =P
Nth special today, just bought 6 new t-shirt. Not all for me of course. =P Hmm~ i think i bought the wrong size, hence i'm gonna get the size change tmr. =D kekekex...

AH yes!! I GOTTA START STUDYING... ZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZ

How in the world can i tune my mood back into study mood? sigh.. God help me amen.
I'm not doing my part. I'm not opening the book willingly.. I'm not concentrating.. I'm not focusing.. Finals... I'm so dead. AMEN!==

I know what I finally want already. =D
I guess i should talk to him. I shouldn't hide already. I just felt hurt that I did not spoke to my dad personally. I guess is time for me to face it. I can't change time but I can obviously make a different by taking the first step first. =) I hope he will feel better. =)
God is wit me. =)

Till then...

Motivation Needed

I NEED SOMEONE TO MOTIVATE ME TO STUDY!
omg.. I'm so dead, Finals is on tuesday and i have yet to start studying. I know nth about the chapters that are coming out for finals. zzzz H.E.L.P? *smack forehead*
Many things on my mind. I can't seem to stay focus. I wonder why. The moment i stare at my book, my mind start to wonder. Conclusion, the book is reading me instead.. =X *slap myself* I have been thinking alot of nonsense thing lately. I'm looking forward for the activities after my finals. Trip wit HIM♥ , Dinner, camp and etc.. I hope time can pass slowly now as i need more time to study and pass faster during my 3 hours of exam on tuesday. O wait is 3 hours and 10 minutes. the extra 10 minutes for READING purpose. =.=

I dreamt something last night which I can deeply remembered what i dreamt about.
I dream about me getting back to school in school uniform meeting up with my friends and getting ready to go for perhimpunan. It just so funny went I woke up and i remembered that I got such dream, and it brings me back to my school memory lane. I guess i must have missed school time alot. Yes i do. I miss my fellow schoolmates and my school rulez that i used to go against always. =D

My cough is getting worst I think. Been coughing every min. I hope I will get well soon as final is around the corner. I wouldn't wanna be like the previous exam during my foundation course which i can still remember during my advanced english paper i was coughing like mad until i gotta walk in and out the hall few times. Thank God the invigilator was good enuf to let go get out the hall and cough all I want without disturbing the rest in the hall. Hopefully this time it will not happened the same thing because it will causes me to have lesser time to finish off the paper.. =( ARGHHH econs... why why why are u the core subject for the past 2 semester. =(

I miss him. =(

till then...

Time changes things??????

Finals coming soon. In just one more week to go i will be hacing my finals for sem2 in year 1 degree.. Time passes so darn fast weh... Study Mood has been switch ON but the mood is not on yet! Wth.. Have to start studying and go through the blardy text book.
My mood is freaking swinging... its going down the drain i guess.. Cause I'm sad with the things that are happening. Firstly, my friends secondly, i can't get wat i wan.. Thirdly, I'm feeling I'm drifting away from GOD.. omg!!! WHY am i feeling this.. zzz the feeling sux weh.. sigh.. BUT!! I have some of my friends to support me and also Him to support me and always here for me.. Heart them..
I guess i'm starting to losse grip of myself in everything i do and think...
I never taough of this but somehow i think.. I'm not good enuf for my friends. I felt empty i guess.. haha!
So many things happened this month and also last month. I wonder why...
After so many things happened between me and my friend. A good fren of mine.. yet i still will not give up fighting for it..

say eeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee

STUDY MODE : ON

Finals is on its way...
So much to study yet i got no freaking mood to open the books..
It always got me carried away after few mins staring at the book.. sigh..
When will always tis solve?

Mid Term!!

AH HA! mid term is on friday 6th November..
and guess wat.. I'M NOT EVEN PREPARED.. arghhh..
I NEED MOTIVATION!!! motivate me pls.. =(
hate Jackson's Chapter 6&7.. It so gonna screw me up =( and i so gonna screw the midterm =D
I wonder how am i going to survive passing this darn paper...
AH YES! i know marco is an easy paper. still i hate econs! ish!!!

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On the 1st November.. which is on a SUNDAY! I wen for a FST meeting.
The meeting was so bored that i literally read all the mins of the previous meeting. I was so call asked to be in the meeting.. NTH i can do but to attend. =( hahaha..
BUT! i enjoyed the sushi brought by the chairperson. The sushi is from Nikko Hotel! YUM YUM!

I WAS SO BORED THAT I LITERALLY SPOTTED THIS AND LAUGHED =.= I feel bad though.. haha!
This is some sort of pingat that one of the members there got from M.B.S (I was bored so i took out my fon and try capturing the pics..) Boredom..

Till then....

STUDY MODE : ON? =D

once again

Exams in 2 weeks time and i know nuts. Once again is me! XD what else can i do. SIGH
so many things happened yet life still gotta go on.. what else can i wish for.
My decision might to be the best or the right one. AND i know i'm gonna regret for life. BUT y do i still wanna stick to it? i dunno. godblessme. SIGH... all i can say now is stay focus on studies. =)

Macroeconomics.. =( .. errr.. the lecturer roxs!!!XD

Elements of law.. ~ pre requisite before proceed to business law.. BORING subject...zz wonder how am i gonna pass business law with this. =.=

AND AND.. TADA!!! my foundation cert.. just got it yesterday wen i collect my transcript from registry 1... =) BTW is not nice ler... but still is a cert. =) ahahaha..

till then...

Study...

STUDY MODE : ON! =)

Happiness...

Happiness is a journey, not a destination..
Happiness is a journey, not a destination....
Happiness is a journey, not a destination....
Happiness is a journey, not a destination....
Happiness is a journey, not a destination....
Happiness is a journey, not a destination....
Happiness is a journey, not a destination....
Happiness is a journey, not a destination....
Happiness is a journey, not a destination....

*smile* yawn*

I wish i could figure out myself. GOD BLESS ME,. =)

Oh well..... Let the word remain unsaid....

OKAY! Finals is around the corner.. is on the 7th September 2009!! there goes my Semester 1 in Year one degree.. God pls bless me wit a bigger brain... Bigger RAM? wth.. haha..
I haven really prepare myself yet.. Worrying now.. Many things in mind but dunno what to do wit it.. Many questions.. WHY, WHERE, HOW, WHO, WHAT!!! omg.. hmm.. shhhhhhhh diam felicia choong! diam! haha..

Okay, back to books. c ya ppl...

1 Malaysia

1 Malaysia - Rakyat didahulukan, Pencapaian Diutamakan

Verse 1
Oh indahnya pabila
kita bersama
kau, aku, kita semua
Tiada bezanya

No matter whatever the challenge maybe
We'll face it together, the stronger we'll be
*tamil lyrics*
Ondraga seinthu endrendrum vazhvom Santhosham neeranthaeram
(Together we come united as one, and live forever, Our happiness is permanent.)

Chorus
Satu Bangsa
Satu Suara
Satu Nada
Satu Irama
Bersama kita capai semua
Satu Malaysia

Rap
Satu Bangsa we united in music
Satu Irama united we stand
I feel the heart of my people when we struggle everyday to be the best that we can
We share the food that we eat, we share the words that we speak, I say what's up? You say "apa cerita"?

You hungry bro?, jom makanlah!

Verse 2
We go up, never go down
We go up together
*Chinese lyrics*
Wo men shi yi ge Malaysia (We are one Malaysia)
Wo men yong yuan zzai tong yi ge jia (We are one family)

Together we are strong
Tuan jie yi qi bu fen bi ci (unity with one vision)
Together we are strong
Xiang qin xiang ai wan zhong yi xin (We love each other and we share a vision)

Chorus

Bridge Sketch
Ean: Dude, JJ!
JJ: Yes Ean.
Ean: You know what part is this in the song,
JJ: Yes it's the part where they go 1 key higher
Ean : OKay we'll be quiet now okay
JJ : Coz we can sing buy everyone else, 1 key higher!

Chorus x2

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LOL! can't help it.. all a sudden so "patriotic" or maybe Pathetic?? LOL!!!
Have been studying at home.. books.. papers.. pencil.. pen!!! is all i see.. WTH! I can't wait for finals to over.. so many things are plan a head already! me wan holiday! me wan beach holiday! me wan camp! me wan go eat eat eat! aiks.. better control.. diet. sob..

Anyway, sorry people, recently have not been updating simply because, i'm a Busy gal! haha.. Nah! is just I'm being lazy this few weeks, ain't know why.
I've been busy thinking, and wondering about certain things. I wonder when will i get the answer.. Until now i'm still not sure it wat i wan.
There isn't any surprises in Life at all!.. That is why i never ever expect any surprise to happen on any special day, simply because i know is something not great gonna happen? Oh well!!! let it be.. hahaha

Okay... Me gotta get back to BOOKS!!! papers! sob.. need to study for the darn finals. GOOD LUCK ppl! all da best in ur papers..

oh ya. and and...

HAPPY INDEPENDENCE DAY MALAYSIA...

TILL then....

Asia Tour 2009. =)

Is really sad that I can't go for the match at Bukit Jalil. sigh~ O.. nvm. Monday is MIDTERM for goodness sake! So Felicia Choong, PLS stop procrastinating and start study! haha! Watched the game on Sportcenter.. Malaysia Team not bad.. MANU still the best. =P Glory glory man united! weee ~

Final Score 2 (Malaysia) - 3 (ManU)

Exam stress?

yes! argghh
I'M STRESS because of exam! sigh~ stupid midterm. I don't wanna fail. Who to be blame if i actually did badly? =( ME rite? sigh~ This month many things happened and I'm just not me. I think i better stay focus for now and solve the problem right after exams. Hope It'll never bother me.. GOD BLESS ME. I'm hoping that i will do well in the 4 papers. sigh~

ROARRR!! GRRRRRRR ...
I realized that when ever my exams near.. I got HUNGRY very often sigh~ @_@





till then...

Restaurant CITY!

I realize i got addicted to restaurant city and also friends for sale. =.=



Facebook o facebook.. why lar why.. haha.. midterm in 2 weeks time i think and yet i know nothing. Literally nth about the 4 subjects.. okay lar.. maybe econs i'm okay but the rest? wth! haha! i'm so gonna die..



I need to FOCUS!!!! FOCUS feli focus and stop procrastinating lar..



GOD BLESS ME.. =D

Study mode?

Where's my on button for my study mode? wth wei..







STUDY MODE : ONNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNN pls..







Uni has started for like 3 weeks and yet i'm still not in the mood for studies.



All i have been doing during lecture is sleep, sleep and sleep!! zzzzzz! Sleep needed! I need more time to sleep! ahaha..



Can u imagine today.. 6 hours of lecture classes to attend with only 1.5 hours of sleep the nite b4. WTH wei.. Feeling super sleepy. With the "sleeping therapist" lecture i have.. it really helps me to get into my dreamland faster. sigh~ Is something not good u know.. quizes coming SOON! and yet not even one chapter i understand besides econs. The rest of the other 3 subject i can say byebye.. amen. may god bless me. haha!



Felicia Choong Stop Procrastinating !!!!







Anyway, I miss eating SNOw cheeseeeee.................. say cheese? haha



Can someone bring be back there to eat??? hahaha.. Snow cheese. me wan!















I've done more harm by the falseness of trying to please than by the honesty of trying to hurt..



sigh~