Happy Mother's Day
may God Bless you all..
I love YOU Mummy!
Love you forever! =) You're the best mom in my life.
Love you forever! =) You're the best mom in my life.
Wake up in the morning and headed to church to see the girls sell flowers. I just stand there and stone and listen to mua Ipod. Wedding dress. hahaha! I think I'm addicted to the song. =P
This year my church did something special. For the pass few years, my church has been selling Roses.. This year it changed. They are selling corsage flowers.. So the girls helped out and the sales was doing good. =D
Felicia Choong did pay Full attention to the sermon despite I was super tired. Usually wen I'm tired I will lose concentration! yay!
This year my church did something special. For the pass few years, my church has been selling Roses.. This year it changed. They are selling corsage flowers.. So the girls helped out and the sales was doing good. =D
Felicia Choong did pay Full attention to the sermon despite I was super tired. Usually wen I'm tired I will lose concentration! yay!
Right after service, I was hungry! so after a LONG big discussion, we decided to go for lunch @ McD! Ahhhh.. is not my will to go there for lunch. The girls wanna eat there. What can I do? T_T.. hehe On the way to McD, saw Starbucks.. and TA DA! i got myself a cup of starbuck! T_T Poor. $$
FILLET O FISH! All a sudden I feel like eating! =D
Wen for drill practice and I saw MONKEY in MBS school! Monkey Boys School! hahahaha!
I did not want all this to happened.
I felt a lot better after praying and pouring it out.
I cried right after drill session. I was down. I did not know what to do after the sharing done by one of my ex-officer shared with to the girls. It hit me badly. I reflected myself as a worshiper to God, a leader in GB, and also as a friend towards the rest. I did not do my part well and I did not seek God enough. I'm not strong enough. The bible versus and the song she shared with the us today really touches me.
There were 2 things going through my mind at that moment.
First thing was the leadership I have towards the girls to bring them toward Christ and also to shape them up to be a better person in future. I doubt myself at the moment. Because I know I'm not a good leader/officer.. I did not pray enough for the strength and faith.
Second thing was the friendship I had. It was not worth at all. But what else can I do? The moment I think of this, tears flow out even faster. I knew I was not strong enough. All I can do now is to seek God's help. I felt so helpless that moment. All I can do is to cry out to God. I do not know what else I can do. Why must things turn out to be this way? When will this end with the best and proper solution? How long more can I take?
I was being told long ago that a Christian's most powerful weapon is our knee.
And I believe that. Because I love Jesus.
First thing was the leadership I have towards the girls to bring them toward Christ and also to shape them up to be a better person in future. I doubt myself at the moment. Because I know I'm not a good leader/officer.. I did not pray enough for the strength and faith.
Second thing was the friendship I had. It was not worth at all. But what else can I do? The moment I think of this, tears flow out even faster. I knew I was not strong enough. All I can do now is to seek God's help. I felt so helpless that moment. All I can do is to cry out to God. I do not know what else I can do. Why must things turn out to be this way? When will this end with the best and proper solution? How long more can I take?
I was being told long ago that a Christian's most powerful weapon is our knee.
And I believe that. Because I love Jesus.
The shortest distance between a problem and it's solution
is the distance between your knees and the floor
is the distance between your knees and the floor
till then...
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