Motivation Needed

I NEED SOMEONE TO MOTIVATE ME TO STUDY!
omg.. I'm so dead, Finals is on tuesday and i have yet to start studying. I know nth about the chapters that are coming out for finals. zzzz H.E.L.P? *smack forehead*
Many things on my mind. I can't seem to stay focus. I wonder why. The moment i stare at my book, my mind start to wonder. Conclusion, the book is reading me instead.. =X *slap myself* I have been thinking alot of nonsense thing lately. I'm looking forward for the activities after my finals. Trip wit HIM♥ , Dinner, camp and etc.. I hope time can pass slowly now as i need more time to study and pass faster during my 3 hours of exam on tuesday. O wait is 3 hours and 10 minutes. the extra 10 minutes for READING purpose. =.=

I dreamt something last night which I can deeply remembered what i dreamt about.
I dream about me getting back to school in school uniform meeting up with my friends and getting ready to go for perhimpunan. It just so funny went I woke up and i remembered that I got such dream, and it brings me back to my school memory lane. I guess i must have missed school time alot. Yes i do. I miss my fellow schoolmates and my school rulez that i used to go against always. =D

My cough is getting worst I think. Been coughing every min. I hope I will get well soon as final is around the corner. I wouldn't wanna be like the previous exam during my foundation course which i can still remember during my advanced english paper i was coughing like mad until i gotta walk in and out the hall few times. Thank God the invigilator was good enuf to let go get out the hall and cough all I want without disturbing the rest in the hall. Hopefully this time it will not happened the same thing because it will causes me to have lesser time to finish off the paper.. =( ARGHHH econs... why why why are u the core subject for the past 2 semester. =(

I miss him. =(

till then...

DULL dull dull.. sick sick sick

Today was rather a tiring day for me. It's dull and grey day for me... Went for my last day of class today as finals is just next week on tuesday and I'll be free. After class I headed to church for a moment and supposed to have lunch with my friend but i wasn't feeling very well and my throat irritates me so i decided to go home and take some medicine and sleep! I sleep till about 1.30pm then i wake up without realizing that he is at my house already. My bro opened the door for him. So i had a little bit of lunch simply because i need to have another time of medicine without empty stomach. At 2.30 I continue to sleep without caring that he's around. =X I slept till bout 7pm plus woke up for dinner and slept again a little while and here am i sitting down here blogging. I am lifeless now ain't know what to do thats y i decided to blog bout today. I did nth but eat and sleep. And now I'm waiting for him to finish guiding my bro in add maths and off i go to bed again i guess.. Currently watching 2012 that he downloaded. Watched it in cinema though but wanna watch again. =D so off i go...

hmm.. i was rather sad that someone misunderstand me. It hurts me wen i got that msg. sigh.. nvm. Shall let the word remain unsaid. =( see ya.

till then....

B.A.C.K

booo.. i'm back.
this blog has been abandon by me for sometimes. Really busy for the past few weeks.
Assignments, presentations and FINAL! omg!
o well, bad bad really bad i can say...
y so?
okay..
let see y...
i was SICK! dam sick. okay not tat really sick. but yeah sick!
the worst is wen i'm having sore throat and i've got presentation.. sigh
tats not the worst i guess. the worst is on sat which is my 1st paper -advanced english, i was coughing badly =( cough till wanna vomit. dam it! i felt dam bad tat moment because i'm disturbing others. Can't help it anyway. sigh~.. all i can do is to walk in and out the hall to try to stop coughing. The stupid part was i forgot i cannot sit under the air cond! so suffering~ zzzz

okay, finals is finally OVER!! i hope i can pass all the subjects wei...mmm i can yes i can! hahaha.. praying hard.

On fri (4th dec) was my moral paper, the day b4 tat in coll at 8. what am i doing there? my paper starts at 2 wei.. so dam early. well, wen there to study with frenz. so good gal. haha..
wen to MV with frenz to watch movie! my goodness.. i'm in holiday mood already, thanks to my frenz which do not need to sit for LAN subject due to some reason for this sem. dam it! hahaha.. anyway, enjoyed my day. On the 4th dec, before exams wen Bangsar village makan. My goodness.. i'm suppose to worry for my moral paper right? but yea.. i still go there with a big smile like as though there's no paper for the day. swt
After the LAST and FINAL paper, hang out with my frenz till late at nite. wohooo~.. dam enjoy but seriously dam tired wei. Now only juz reach home not long ago. zzzzz





till then..

rot?

Ahh! YES i know my blog is starting to rot.
assignments, and research are PILING up.
dam u assignments.
anyway, i think i'm gonna fall a sick soon. VERY SOON.. o.O
I wish......... =X

REALLY FAST

i'm feeling a little tired nowadays, not that i've been doing a lot of important stuff..
instead, i think is cause i'm sick and really tired of the way how i look at things..
regret is too late.. i dun mean to be emo everytime i blog here.. juz tat things juz come like tat.. i juz can't forget it.. I should get out of this really fast!.. but i dun think i can...