I think and I think...

I THINK... I THINK..... I'M STRESS OUT.. I'm freaking worry about my finals. No mood to do anything. except blogging.. Dunno y my mood for blogging is BACK! omg! at this time????? hmm~
sigh~ AND u know what. I realize when i got stress out I will tend to talk alot. AS IN ALOT! senseless stuff.. and not forgetting eating as well! When my stomach is empty i can't think. sigh~ so sad rite? O well, wat can i do.. nth lar! I feel awkward only.. hehe..
Yesterday wen to Boon Boon's cafe in Taman Desa and had fellowship dinner with my fellow SG members. Had fun though.. But i talk alot i realize. hahah! funny though.. usually i won't be talking much in SG.. but tat day.. hmm speechless.. haha..
Okay we (matt, aleks, randy and me) played jingga.. (i guess this is how u spell it. )
The other side of the table played as well. However, i can notice that my side of the table make the most noise. Thanks to me! =P

One of the way we played.. there is another one forgot to take a pic of it. hmm~

Another way! is easier lar.. haha..

ERM.. jobless stuff. XD

AND AND.. MATTHEW OOI.. haahhaha!! XD

Okay, back to books.. hehe..
Till then....

Exam stress?

yes! argghh
I'M STRESS because of exam! sigh~ stupid midterm. I don't wanna fail. Who to be blame if i actually did badly? =( ME rite? sigh~ This month many things happened and I'm just not me. I think i better stay focus for now and solve the problem right after exams. Hope It'll never bother me.. GOD BLESS ME. I'm hoping that i will do well in the 4 papers. sigh~

ROARRR!! GRRRRRRR ...
I realized that when ever my exams near.. I got HUNGRY very often sigh~ @_@





till then...

SATURDAY?

O well, as just another saturday. Time seems to fly pretty fast.
So little time yet so many things to be done.
As usual, Saturday is the day where I'm suppose to be in church for GB.

Another Saturday had just past.
Few more weeks to June the 6!!!..
We can start counting down now till to our 55th Anniversary Celebration!! @@
Been really busy this few weeks especially this week. So many things to be done yet so little time left. Meetings after meetings... I'm Mentally exhausted??? hahaha.. shhhh... I believe those senior officers are even far more mentally exhausted. =/

Lets seeee...
Hand Bells.. WTH! haven even start practicing. HAHAHA! good luck to myself!
Mime.. i need more time to handle this! sigh~ the props the SONGS... aiks! dowan think ady.
Theme songs.. Been asked to teach the gals to sing.. so i'm waiting for someone to teach me the whole song as I've forgotten how to sing... so how am i suppose to teach? waiting....
Dance.. yaiks! No eyes to seeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee hahaha...
G.O.H.. o.O finally picked the gals and part of it is solve. Only the colour party is not i guess.. phew~ shana teh u better thank me for this. haha...
Worship... hmm.. doing well i guess.. =)

O well, took measurements for my new uniform..
I'm questioning myself again and again.. am i gonna serve faithfully wit all my heart? I dunno. To be honest i feel a little weird wen i imagine myself in white. Real weird. I feel that is pretty fast.. from a young leader straight up to an officer at this age?. I prefer to be A/W instead of W/O lar.. the uniform much nicer and.. looookk YOUNGER? ahhaha! XP
hmmm.. am i ready to take up the responsibility? HAHA! i think so.. wit God by my side.. i believe i am able to do so i guess.. I should have faith in myself i believe
.

AW = blue uniform.. White = WO

Bored!

Yea! I'm bored... my sem break is until i dunno wen! haha! i'm
B-O-R-E-D!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! HOW???

Currently busying with the brigade stuff. So many to do yet so little time...
1stKL BB & GB 55th Anniversary Parade, enrollment and dinner!
So many things need to be done.
I have not finish completing the MIME steps for the seniors! argghh.. I'm dead! sigh~
Next will be the props! =.= I'm really speechless. I'm not good in art. wth wei.. haiz..
and then the pics! There are so many CDs and albums for me to look through and to choose a few out from the MANY MANY pics i have... and... my darn scanner cannot detect my laptop. Darn it! sigh~

Anyway,
About my degreeeee HOW HOW HOW.. i dunno. I'm lost!
Mother came up to me and said,

You know, you will have to decide on ur degree already.. Just try and keep your options open.
btw i dun really have a choice also kay. haiz..
And off I went to HELP to get the progression form , found out something interesting.yet decision have yet to be confirm. sigh~
Majoring in Finance? Marketing? Psychology? arghhh~ I wanna keep my options open!
If is finance.. then I'll be dealing with ...................
If is marketing.. then I'll be dealing with the ABC my whole life?
If is Psychology.. then I'll be dealing with Personality & Disorder and etc.. my whole life?
As far as my love for maths goes, of course I think I would prefer taking up finance.. I think I can handle it. *awkward laugh* *_*
I guess it'll be awesome i hope. I don't wanna get into the wrong course for goodness sake! sigh..

I'm thinking of something.... something different. BUT! from the looks of what my mom is doing now, I might just consider staying at HELP i guess..
Sigh.. i really dunno.
Sounds good, I guess. Should I or should I not listen?? I wonder.......

3 down 1 more to go

weeee~
3 down and one more to go! just one more and i'm freee till my degree!
sigh~ tmr accounts paper. how am i going to die? help me.. o god pls save me. i ain't wanna retake the darn paper.
Wonder how am i gonna survive in year 1 degree if i'm going into business field. WTH! hmm~
ANYWAY.....
after tmr! i'm going for movies.. MOVIES!!! haha..
lets see...
HAHA.. i'm gonna so gonna watch as many movies as i can.. since i'm super duper free after finals? maybe.. shopping? i miss shopping. hehehe...
okay.. back to the darn accounts book. see ya! muahx

Ain't right

I never understand why...
i CAN'T understand~
sigh~
I hope.. i'm seriously hoping for a better tmr!
I'm EMO-ING again? WTH is wrong wit me these days? sigh~...
FINALS FINALS FINALS. maybe that's the reason. hmm~

GOD BLESSS ME!

hmm?

Accounts accounts accounts accounts accounts!!!!!!..
Gonna go crazy because of accounts. OMG!
how am i gonna survive in business field? haha.. die lar like that. sigh~
better think of something else to study. XD
Tmr test 2. DIE hard lar! i know nuts. haha.. hmm~
till then.......

busy week

Haven been updating for sometimes. Wanna know why?
Well, the S.T.U.P.I.D streamyx fault.
I've moved. 3 days before i move, i CALLED them and asked them to transfer the darn line to my new place and they said OK in few days time. I didnt know their few days means a week..a WEEK!!!!! darn it! speechless to them seriously.
Anyway, midterm just over. Overall was O.K i guess... not as hard as i think it was KECUALI accounts. Stupid accounts. Hope i pass. AMEN!!! Wonder how am i going to survive in degreeeeeeeeee.
The next 2 weeks will be another busy weeks for me again as it is my assignments and presentation week..
Malaysian, psychology, stats.. argghhh driving me nuts. haha....

Turning away from PROBLEM is not a good solution....

STUDY MODE :- ON!!!!!

Worry

Is this what we call life?
Class starts at 3.30 till 5... drove all the way up to damansara just for ONE class. Kinda speechless to the timetable. Is pretty much like wasting my precious time and not forgetting my petrol and car park fees =(
Handed in my psychology assignment. Kinda worry that I did it wrongly. Hopefully I will be able to do score. O God pls help me. =(

till then.....

Is not the same anymore...

I've been having some mood swing starting from dunno when until today i guess. Its kinda freaky seeing myself out when you just get so happy or emo all a sudden with no reasons.
OH WELL, Semester 3 started was rather “green" to me i guess. Excatly one week of college is down. So far things have been pretty slow and simple, but I expect something more different. Dunno how different but different! hmm.. One thing for sure assignments would be pilling up soon very soon i can say. Although I'm not a newbie at college anymore, the thought of waking up early and going for 8 am lecture seemed like the first day of high school school. The gossips among friends, the BLUR faces, sleepy look in class, and meeting new friends are the things i've been going through. Life in college is not the same any more though... Simply because is SEM 3 in my foundation course and it's the FINAL sem. finally mua 3rd Semester is here though studying is never easy. As i've said earlier, my subjects are Accounting, psychology, statistic and malaysian studies. Been through all this classes, psy class is really interesting, acc kinda boring, and stats is really cooool! malaysian studies dunno yet! haha..
Well, is pretty cool to see new faces in college. New groupings. miss my old classmates. Sigh~
Anyhow, kinda disappointed in my statistics class. I dislike the class and the so call "clown" drop out from the group already i guess. I wan to change!!! sigh~
The feeling in college is pretty weird i can say. I ain't know why jux all a sudden

Chinese New Year break will be soon!!!!...... can't wait. ANG PAUss... XD

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till then...

Bored

Because I went out too often
Because I am Broke
Because I am Lazy
Because I am...........
bla bla bla ..
Dam it! I now only can remember that I got drill manual to do. My goodness. How can i Forget!!! I'm getting old i guess.. no no no. OF course not! i'm young. lol
Anyway, have to finish of with the pics ASAP and hand it in to officer then i may get my allowance. wahahaha.. i'm rich again that time. weeeeeeeeee~
sIGH~ i haven even touch la. my goodness. Not even a pic is taken.

I've been rotting at home since Christmas over. so dam bored. Packing packing packing is all i've been doing. sigh~
Watever!
till then...

reunion?

"feli, ur blog is rotting... when are u gonna start updating back daily"
haha.. well, has been really busy after finals. busy going out till late at nite.
well, actually, my papers ended on fri which is the lame moral paper. lame LAN paper. BUT too bad i was soo busy with my frenz, facebook and of course PACKING! i'm moving next month. how sad. =( My room is a mess. During finals study like a mad gal plus b4 finals my room is mess up already thanks to CTS assignment cum exhibition. hmmm.... so can u imagine how messy it is. haha.. laziness is killing me..

Sem 2 is officially over! its over.
On friday it self i hang out wit my long time no see fren. Drove up all the way from damansara to taman len sen from len sen to dunno where already then leisuremall.
I haven been meeting them for some time already. Since we all busy with our college. i missed them so much. wonder y wen we don't meet we will not be meeting for like MONTHS annd months. haha..
we met few days after go to lots of places. weee~ i like to move it move it. haha..

I'm broke. i need money!! $_$

B.A.C.K

booo.. i'm back.
this blog has been abandon by me for sometimes. Really busy for the past few weeks.
Assignments, presentations and FINAL! omg!
o well, bad bad really bad i can say...
y so?
okay..
let see y...
i was SICK! dam sick. okay not tat really sick. but yeah sick!
the worst is wen i'm having sore throat and i've got presentation.. sigh
tats not the worst i guess. the worst is on sat which is my 1st paper -advanced english, i was coughing badly =( cough till wanna vomit. dam it! i felt dam bad tat moment because i'm disturbing others. Can't help it anyway. sigh~.. all i can do is to walk in and out the hall to try to stop coughing. The stupid part was i forgot i cannot sit under the air cond! so suffering~ zzzz

okay, finals is finally OVER!! i hope i can pass all the subjects wei...mmm i can yes i can! hahaha.. praying hard.

On fri (4th dec) was my moral paper, the day b4 tat in coll at 8. what am i doing there? my paper starts at 2 wei.. so dam early. well, wen there to study with frenz. so good gal. haha..
wen to MV with frenz to watch movie! my goodness.. i'm in holiday mood already, thanks to my frenz which do not need to sit for LAN subject due to some reason for this sem. dam it! hahaha.. anyway, enjoyed my day. On the 4th dec, before exams wen Bangsar village makan. My goodness.. i'm suppose to worry for my moral paper right? but yea.. i still go there with a big smile like as though there's no paper for the day. swt
After the LAST and FINAL paper, hang out with my frenz till late at nite. wohooo~.. dam enjoy but seriously dam tired wei. Now only juz reach home not long ago. zzzzz





till then..

rot?

Ahh! YES i know my blog is starting to rot.
assignments, and research are PILING up.
dam u assignments.
anyway, i think i'm gonna fall a sick soon. VERY SOON.. o.O
I wish......... =X

yer...........

IS SHE BACK YET? i miss seeing her msg on my fon.. miss miss miss..
dunno y.. my goodness.. i'm so dead. haha.. assignments and moral quiz. die.
till then

nitemares??

Midterm over. What shall i do? *thinking hard*
- I want to go shopping (shop for dress!!!)
- I want to go Karaoke (sing like as though there's no tmr)
- I want to sleep
- I want to go for holiday (after finals. =X )
- I want to watch all my dramas!!
- I want to................
and the list goes on.. and on and on.. never end.
BUT!! omg. there's a "but" there.
WHY..
simply because of ASSIGNMENTS.
midterm over = nightmare for me.
lets see the list of assignments that i need to complete before my finals.

Advanced English Research Paper - due date? tis Sunday! omg - 10%? omg!
Critical Thinking Skills Continuous Assessment II (report + exhibition) - haven start
Business (report + presentation) - haven start
Moral Studies Research - omg!!!!- ZZzzz
Economics (Research + Presentation) - haven start !!!!
Advanced English Presentation - couldn't be bother yet
Advanced English Discussion Essay II - bla bla..
Moral Studies Presentation - done. 3 days ago =)

o dear.. am i going to die soon?
no way! i wanna enjoy wei. therefore must survive!!!

Anyway, i wanna share this verse to everyone here.
This afternoon when I'm looking through the bible. I found tis!
Luke 6:37-38
Jesus said: Don't judge others, and God won't judge you. Don't be hard on others, and God won't be hard on you. Forgive others, and God will forgive you. If you give others, you will be given a full amount in return. It will be packed down, shaken together, and spilling over into your lap. The way you treat others is the way you will be treated.

O yeah~

Ooooooooooooo
been emoing. Still not feeling ok.
Anyway, stupid BUSINESS subject. Well, at least is better then econs...
One thing to be happy about is.... I BOOKED a table for HMC annual Ball.to be presise my friends and I booked. =) *smiles*
weee~.. 10 humans on the table 6 my good friends and another 4? i dunno them. is friends fren lol.. . i noe it sounds weird.. wat to do.. . well, we might not be famous there. BUT yeah, we go there to enjoy ourselves.
I hope u guys can go le.. it will be fun i guess. try to make it okay? =)
XD
Okay, since I'm going to the ball which means i got to go shopping. DRESS dress dress..
anyone got idea where to get nice and reasonable price dress? hmmm~
and.. and.. DIET? maybe. =)

I'm still praying and hoping tat everything will go on well. TALK WEI TALK! haiz... i'm begging.

sigh~Praying? haha...

Hotty Day!!!

Study study study.
Assignments assignments assignments..
ROAR.. sob.. sick. =(
I'm bored.
Help main block is like a sauna to me today. My goodness.
Me being the lame one. Thought tat college as usual very cold like a FREEZER so planned to wear long sleeves. Guess wat! Today i'm like in studying in a stuffy room. =.= hot like mad. air cond spoil at certain part. especially in LH 8. my goodness. I'm in tat class for like 3 hours for 2 classes. haiz.. suffer. thank god i'm still alive. haha. juz kidding.
Not really in da mood.
C ya~ muaxxxx

Here i am

it has been days i've not update my blog.

Presentation... quiz!!! assignments. all tis is killing me.
More to come... i'm so dead.
CTS quiz is next.
midterm is around the corner. and i still know nuts about econs and business. i'm so so so dead.haha..
till then.....

Miss you......