Hellow February!

I guess I finally decided to blog anyway.

My blog had been rotting & stoning for the past one week i suppose. I wonder why i do not have the mood to blog anymore. I guess is cause of wat happened and i do not know how to express myself anymore. I ain't wanna hurt anyone else already. Keeping it to myself. Thats the key to my solution?? hmmm~
Which sense inside me that wen missing. hmmm..

I guess this few days I have been flash backing at what the things that happened to me for the past few months.
How I have been treating ppl and how ppl treat me. I guess I am the one who is at fault now. I wonder what is gonna happen next..

Just recently, I found out something that hurts me a lot.
I trusted someone and never thought that person will literally read the file in my hard disk and even told others that there is tis file existed. sigh~ Lesson that I learned : Never to trust anyone with my hard disk anymore??? hmm~ I didnt even know. And not to forget, I even felt very disappointed after knowing something else.. sigh..~

Nth much happen to my life lately. Just the usual me I suppose. Going to uni, church and hang out?
I realize I have been going out a lot as in A LOT lately till late in the midnite only I am home. I guess I myself do not wanna stay at home and think alot stoning and wondering what is going on wit my life.
I found myself having difficulties in sleeping lately. My eyes bag are getting bigger!! sigh! I need more concentration in class.. Self determination is what i need to have now!!! Stop PROCRASTINATING FELICIA CHOONG!!!

PS: After looking back at wat is going on in my life, I am so not in the CNY mood this year! sigh~

to sum up

IGNORE is the best. =D good luck.
I shall do what I decided. =D

hmm

I dun think is fair... i guess i just be who am i. why should i care for how u feel anymore?
I should have my own freedom too. I guess is time...

Saman??

Slept for only 3 hours.. i need more sleep.. ZZZZzzzzzzzz .

LAN classes are BORING.. Attented a few classes, and honestly none of it i pay full attention. All I did was talking, eating, sms-ing, and cracking lame jokes.

Today, after LAN i drove to a place near KLCC .. guess wat. I kena SAMAN. wtf. pity me wei..

Dumb me. I go parked my stupid car at the yellow line. I'm so dead. haha.. my first ever saman. sigh~didn't manage to take a picture of the saman. Dunno where my mom put it. Can't look for it. Dad screw me for tis. sob..

anyway,tis few days i have weird dreams. Dreamt bout.. hmm. ain't know how to explain. I wish it could be real but somehow i know it will not happen. Anyhow, i got carried away during LAN today for stupid reason. Presenters talking about choice we made in life and my tears started flowing out from my eyes. damn it! not because of regret or anything. It juz so random. Starting to not understanding myself. haha..

till then...

We know what we are, but know not what we may become

straight from the heart.

Honestly I'm a little angry
Technically, I'm not fully at fault.

Anyway, Promise I'll act like a stupid gal. I'm keeping my mouth shut in front of u. That's a promise. In order to avoid misunderstand from them.

I'm sorry. I gotta say tis right here.

okay, on the other hand, i'm really happy that i manage to pass all my subject. Not bad. hahaha..

but then wat i aim did not turn out to be reality. sigh~

till then...

Going through a hard time...

i actually have work to be done!! but i'm so stressed & confused at the moment now. =(

Back Stabbing? not satisfies with the decision made? y so?
knowing us just in a day and can actually comment about people's attitude?
b4 saying bout others look at ourselves first. Don't misjudge people. Is not FAIR okay.
wats the point..

Anyway,








this drama.. Never failed me!!!!~ XD