Why isn't my life perfect?
YES. i do have problems. problem with who? with the people whom i love most.
Seeing them arguing. Not talking to each other. It juz bites knowing how emotionally weak i am to accept all this.
I maybe ego. But all i want is to see you all leaving happily together like how others are having. Pics together, outing and etc.. Can't it be tat way? You guys make me hate myself more and more. I'm feeling really useless. I tried to help but nothing i can do. I DON'T KNOW what i can do to help. I pray and pray wishing and hoping my desire will be fulfill. I rather not enjoy my life in my own way. I just want to see you all happily leaving.
Hating a person is really suffering. Then y not forgive and forget? It has been years. Is it worth doing all this now?
Ever think of the people around you which you're going to hurt and making them worry?
At times i wonder y. How can i help this? i know crying doesn't solve the problems. But thats all i can do for now apart from praying sigh~... i dunno what will happen in the next few years.
HIM? he juz couldn't careless. Is really hurtful.
I always can't get things i wan in my own way. Things that i wan badly. I know god is fair and i strongly believe in that.
O well, we can't change God's plan rite? what else can i do? Nth but to accept the fact? i'm trying really hard.
wishing and hoping that my desire will be fulfill.
YES. i do have problems. problem with who? with the people whom i love most.
Seeing them arguing. Not talking to each other. It juz bites knowing how emotionally weak i am to accept all this.
I maybe ego. But all i want is to see you all leaving happily together like how others are having. Pics together, outing and etc.. Can't it be tat way? You guys make me hate myself more and more. I'm feeling really useless. I tried to help but nothing i can do. I DON'T KNOW what i can do to help. I pray and pray wishing and hoping my desire will be fulfill. I rather not enjoy my life in my own way. I just want to see you all happily leaving.
Hating a person is really suffering. Then y not forgive and forget? It has been years. Is it worth doing all this now?
Ever think of the people around you which you're going to hurt and making them worry?
At times i wonder y. How can i help this? i know crying doesn't solve the problems. But thats all i can do for now apart from praying sigh~... i dunno what will happen in the next few years.
HIM? he juz couldn't careless. Is really hurtful.
I always can't get things i wan in my own way. Things that i wan badly. I know god is fair and i strongly believe in that.
O well, we can't change God's plan rite? what else can i do? Nth but to accept the fact? i'm trying really hard.
wishing and hoping that my desire will be fulfill.
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