Fresh Air~

Broga Hill! =D

Is just another WEDNESDAY! hence I decided to follow 2 friends of mine up to broga. I'm bored at home plus I wanna see the view myself. Everyone tell me that the view is awesome and is worth the hassle to climb all the way up. Even my mom told me that..
It was freaking tiring however, I manage to climb all the way up. =D Thanks to myself.. =P
The scenery was awesome. Is really worth the tiredness.
We chill up there for quite sometime and head back down hill.
The sad thing is that we didnt bring a Pro cam. =( else the pics quality will be much better. Next round I will ask friend to bring pro cam! =D

Sun Rise! =D

Camwhore ppl. hahah!

Poser! =P

At first, we planned to go for STEAM FISH! Ikan steam! however, because it was still quite early and we wanted to go home for a shower, we decided not to wait till 11am. So we head back down to KL and back home. (we will be back for steam fish because is famous in broga!)
After shower, we meet again for Buffet @ Tenji in Mont Kiara. Since they are having promotion, so we decided to eat there. After burning calories it GAIN back my calories again! ARGHHH.. =(

After tax and services is only RM 57 bucks! =D

Bad Quality camera! =(

YUM YUM~

Tokoyaki!

Right after lunch, I headed to Sunway University College!
I recall something went I reach nearby there. The place where i SESAT for more than 2 dam hours there went I first got my license. ARGHH~ I felt so stupid and at tat time I didnt even know that is Sunway Uni college entrance. If I know I dont think I'm so stupid to keep rounding like a fool that time. =( dam sad weh..

Anyway, I am there to accompany my friend for consultation on assignment at the same time bring me ronda Sunway since I've not been into Sunway before.. I just love entering people's college. To my other friends, please bring me to your uni to ronda. haha!
Too bad we did not stay there long enough to spot people. muahahah kidding. =P
After accompanying my friend to consult the lecturer, we head home and I took my beauty sleep. Was dead tired. The night before I can hardly sleep. I slept around 3.30am I think and I woke up at 4.15am like tat.. 45mins where got enough sleep! Surprisingly I manage to climb the hill and reach there and I'm alive! =D

Outside somewhere I forgot to take a pic of the main entrance. Anyway, I not so "lame" to take Sunway's entrance lar. is just a normal uni. haha!



Till then..

18th Birthday! =)

I wish I am still 18 years old!! Too bad is not! Is my brother! he is officially 18!! XD


Early morning woke up and stone! Finally I'm done watching
fistful of stances.. Is an awesome drama! what is next? Currently downloading some other drama. Any recommended drama for me to watch? I'm bored at home..



Around 4pm headed to Time Square to get my brother's stuff.. It's raining! =( sad.


In the night, my mom attended her company's annual dinner, hence left me, my dad and my bro at home. I decided to order pizza since my dad is so lazy to bring us out for dinner.

tada!

1 regular and 1 large for 3 person! =D this shows that my brother is such a big eater! =X
I only ate 2 pieces and my dad only ate 1 piece! AIKS! my bro is crazy!

The half eaten large Pizza


The delicious beefball. I wanted to eat something round. So i decided to order this as well. =X

My fav! BEEEEF

Your blogger. =D

The cheap cake! My family had secret recipe cake in the month of march, and april we had a cake from dunno where and now a simple cake. Hate march, April & may. It makes me fat with the cakes... =(

HAPPY BIRTHDAY THOMAS CHOONG!!
You're now officially 18!!!
Love you! muaxxx

Till then....

Ouch!

Felicia Choong's head is bengkak! =(
On Sunday, I accidentally knock my head towards the cupboard door above me. The cupboard was open. I'm the one open it, I took the things out and forgotten is was open and TADA! bang my head was so painful. =( But I didn't care. The usual me. =P
This morning only i realize the pain is still there wen i touched it! hahaha.. Ouch! =(

I stoned the whole day at home. I'm suppose to go shopping today but I was lazy and I rather stay at home to finish up some work which I ended up didn't do it. =P Again the lazy me.

In the night, went for bells practice..

I think I need a new gloves. I'm poor. Anyone cares to sponsor? XD

The keys that I'm holding.
Planning to put a key chain there.
Finding a nice one. =D

This thing helps me to kill time.
When I'm emo, it can play my emo songs,
When I'm hyper, it can play my hyper songs.. =D
I drive with it, I stone with it, I exercise with it. Weee~
Currently, Wedding Dress song is being repeat and repeat and REPEAT! hahaha

Growing older is mandatory.
Growing up is optional..
We make a living by what we get.
We make a life by what we give..

God promises a safe landing,
not a calm passage..
If God brings you to it,
He will bring you through it..

Good friends are like starts..
You don't always see them,
but you know they are always there...

till then...

The distance

Slept late.. around 5.30am in the morning and woke up at 8.30am and headed to church at 9.15am. Today is Mother's day! I would like to take this opportunity to wish all Mothers here

Happy Mother's Day

and
may God Bless you all..

I love YOU Mummy!
Love you forever! =) You're the best mom in my life.

Wake up in the morning and headed to church to see the girls sell flowers. I just stand there and stone and listen to mua Ipod. Wedding dress. hahaha! I think I'm addicted to the song. =P
This year my church did something special. For the pass few years, my church has been selling Roses.. This year it changed. They are selling corsage flowers.. So the girls helped out and the sales was doing good. =D
Felicia Choong did pay Full attention to the sermon despite I was super tired. Usually wen I'm tired I will lose concentration! yay!

Right after service, I was hungry! so after a LONG big discussion, we decided to go for lunch @ McD! Ahhhh.. is not my will to go there for lunch. The girls wanna eat there. What can I do? T_T.. hehe On the way to McD, saw Starbucks.. and TA DA! i got myself a cup of starbuck! T_T Poor. $$

FILLET O FISH! All a sudden I feel like eating! =D

Wen for drill practice and I saw MONKEY in MBS school! Monkey Boys School! hahahaha!

I did not want all this to happened.
I felt a lot better after praying and pouring it out.
I cried right after drill session. I was down. I did not know what to do after the sharing done by one of my ex-officer shared with to the girls. It hit me badly. I reflected myself as a worshiper to God, a leader in GB, and also as a friend towards the rest. I did not do my part well and I did not seek God enough. I'm not strong enough. The bible versus and the song she shared with the us today really touches me.

There were 2 things going through my mind at that moment.

First thing was the leadership I have towards the girls to bring them toward Christ and also to shape them up to be a better person in future. I doubt myself at the moment. Because I know I'm not a good leader/officer.. I did not pray enough for the strength and faith.

Second thing was the friendship I had. It was not worth at all. But what else can I do? The moment I think of this, tears flow out even faster. I knew I was not strong enough. All I can do now is to seek God's help. I felt so helpless that moment. All I can do is to cry out to God. I do not know what else I can do. Why must things turn out to be this way? When will this end with the best and proper solution? How long more can I take?

I was being told long ago that a Christian's most powerful weapon is our knee.
And I believe that. Because I love Jesus.

The shortest distance between a problem and it's solution
is the distance between your knees and the floor

till then...

I did NOT!

I did not ask for all this....
I did not said you did not understand me..
I did not said that you are wrong
I did not said that is your fault
I did not blame anything on you.
Remember I said I blame on US not just You or me.
I did not mean to make you feel bad..
I was just trying to express myself But I guess I get everything into a mess. A big mess!
I trust You.. but why did you doubt me? I know I am not understanding enough.
I tried my very best to share my problems with you, however indeed there are certain feelings that cannot be express through words. I guess you get wat I mean because I believe you were in that situation before. sigh..People always say that a picture paints a thousand words.. Now I wanna say that tears are always the words that the heart can't express..

I did asked u once whether will you support me in any decision I make. You said yes!
I'm happy enough that you are always here for me.
I'm happy enough for everything you have done for me.
I did not dare to ask for more because I know I am no one to ask for anything from you.
I am just a normal girl.
I know that not all scars show, not all wounds heal, sometimes I can't always see the pain you feels therefore I am no one to judge or to say anything.
I realize how things have been changing between us. From the very first day we met till now. As time passes, I do not know whether is it you or me that have changed, but I believe that there are things that will remain the same and never change. You and I know it the best. If we were to let this Scar to continue to block and disturb us, we will have no future.
I always say...

Communication is the key..

I really hope it helps us.
I trust HIM and also us that we are able to go through this.
I'm sorry for everything..
I hope you will go through wit me??
I do not want you to swallow and suffer alone. You know what I mean..
I may not understand you but I can always listen and pray for you.
Let me know. I'll be waiting...

Do you remember the things u said to me? I hope u do.. because I'll remember it till the day comes...



till then..

Sat sat sat sat SATURDAY! =D

Today is already the 6th day..
I wonder how long will I still need to count this days.
Is just so not worth it. But then I gotta go on too. sigh~ I am lost I do not know what else I can do beside to stone and wonder. =(

Anyway, Is SATURDAY! wat else can I do besides going to church and going dinner with family?
Early in the morning, woke up super early and rot. I cant sleep well this few days so as usual sleep few hours only. Woke up rot till 10 something headed to imbi for breakfast!
I was not really in the mood to eat as I was missing something. I miss the time wen..........
bla bla bla.. BLA BLA BLACK SHEEP! =D

Anyway, I forced myself to ordered a bowl of noodle. This is my Breakfast + Lunch = Brunch
It last me till 7pm in the night. Wohoo~ However, I did not finish the whole bowl. I ate less than half. hahaha! =(

The coffee there was superb. I need this to keep me alive. hahah!

Popiah!! Yummilious! is expensive! =X

After breakfast, headed to Tesco @ Cheras to get something and also to buy stuff! =D
I was just wondering and walking like as though I am lost. Well, I'm actually lost! Lost with my life. sigh~
Headed to church around 2pm and go for normal GB meeting as usual..

Before I head to church, my mom forced me to drink this black thingy. =(
Is good for my health! Yuck! Bitter. =(

Around 7.30pm I was stoning at Rock Garden while waiting for some girls and Pei Jinn to go off, I wonder at certain things. O well..

I was super hungry and tired, but I couldn't sleep! So I decided to follow my family out for Family dinner as tmr is Mother's Day and is also my brother's Birthday coming soon!
We headed to Rendezvous for steak dinner! Is cheap and the food is OK only lar..

Me ordered lots of things But wasn't in the mood to eat.. Ended up I asked my parents and brother to finish off. I love seeing ppl eating. =D Because I myself kenot eat so much. sob

Kiwi Juice (dislike) and Ice Lemon Tea! (Mua fav! hehehe..)

After dinner was around 10pm headed to Pasar Malam at Pandan Jaya there.. It was a small Pasar Malam.. My mouth was itchy, so coincident my bro brought erm.. i dunno wat u call that.. hahaha

THIS! wat is this call? lol >.<

Yum Yum~ I had mine! hehehe

My brother's Lame Crocs. It looks lame on him but I love the colour though.. Suits him. XD

After all tat, Here I am blogging. I just finished doing up all the awards. Phew was a long day for me. My leg was SUPER pain! Thanks to the stupid heels =( I wonder went can I get rich so that I can get better shoes for my poor feet. hehehe..

Never regret something that once made you smile....


Till then...

Korean? Since wen? haha

Since went I starts listening to Korean songs? I guess I dunno. hahaha! Anyway,
Felicia Choong Loves the song.
Even though I am not a Korean singer's fan but somehow I think this song is nice..
There is only a few Korean songs that I personally like it.
Few of it are Nobody by Wonder Girls, Because I'm stupid by ss501 and few others and also this.. Wedding Dress by TAEYANG..
I somehow like the meaning after I find the translation..

Some say it’s not over ‘till it’s over
Guess this is really over now
There’s something I gotta say before I let you go
Listen

When you have a fight with him
Sometimes you cry
And feel sad and blue
I become hopeful
My heart aches secretly
Then just a hint of your smile
Can make feel fine again
To keep you from figuring out how I feel about you
Coz then we would drift apart
I hold my breath, bite my lips
Oh, please leave him and come to me

Baby, please don’t take his hand
Coz you should be my lady
I’ve been waiting for you for so long
Please look at me now

When the music starts
You will vow to spend
The rest of your life with him
How I prayed every night
This day would never come

The wedding dress you’re wearing
It’s not me (next to you)
Oh, the wedding dress you’re wearing, oh, no

You never knew how I felt about you
And I hated you so
Sometimes I wished you would be unhappy

Now I have no more tears left to cry
When I’m by myself I talk to you like you’re here
I’ve felt so restless every night
Maybe I’ve known all along this would happen
I close my eyes and dream an endless dream
Please leave him and come to me

Baby, don’t take his hand when he comes to you
Coz you should be my lady
I’ve been waiting for you for so long
Look at me now

When the music starts
You will vow to spend
The rest of your life with him
How I prayed every night
This day would never come

The wedding dress you’re wearing
It’s not me (next to you)
Oh, the wedding dress you’re wearing, oh, no

Please be happy with him
So that I can forget you
Please forget how miserable I looked
It’s going to be unbearably hard for me
For a long while to come

It has been...

This is the 5th day.. I hope I can continue counting the days. However, I cant help it. I can't stop thinking. I guess I will have regrets in life. and I gotta live with it.

Today is friday!
I'm suppose to be in Taman Seputeh now for small group, however I decided not to go. I do not have mood for anything. I wish to stay at home. Besides that, I got some stuff to finish of before sat. So i decided to just rot at home with dramas and also my work.
Early in the morning I woke up, I dun feel is me I dun feel motivated. I was freaking lazy to get up from the bed to get my butt to work. I'm half day today. So headed to pudu and home after that till now. Rot, stone and drama is now my daily routine. What else can I do?
My life is DULL. I got no one to talk to and no one to look for because I am lazy. sigh~
Lazy can kill me. amen

CINCAU! =D
can quench mua thirst away.. =P Ordered during lunch wit my mom.

Me have been busy printing pics! weeee~

Life has no ANSWERS..... but have many QUESTIONS

till then...

Spritzer....Meaning?

Work Work Work Work Work.. =D
I am making full use of my time. hehe..
I felt superb sleepy.. My panda eyes getting worst. T_T Pimples GETTING MORE!! how come!!! Exams over already yet pimples haven go away. =( sigh~ Maybe I had sleepless night this few days. sigh~ why lar... hmmm
sob..

EGG! =D I was bored. =(
Hope it made ur day. =)

What does the word FAMILY means?
It meant a lot to me.. Words wont be able to describe..
Who am I to judge. I fail I guess..
I tried very hard to lie to myself. Ended up I hurt myself and others the most. I wonder in future if I ever get to be a successful career woman, can I ever see true happiness. Smiles that come straight from heart. Laughter that are sincere...
I wonder...

I'm such a failure. I fail in friendship.. I hurt people that I am not suppose to hurt, the person whom i care for yet things ended this way.. I fail in family being a not good enough daughter and in relationship? I dunno who am I to say a thingy? sigh~ sigh..

All I can do now is to seek for God's guidance and wisdom. I trust him for he will lead me through my life..

I wonder whats the future for me...

Till then..