Happy Chinese New Year

HARLOW PPL!!!
Happy Chinese New Year to all the Chinese ppl in the world. hahaha..

Happy Chor Yat! =D

and also not forgetting

HAPPY VALENTINES DAY!!

is 2 in one celebration.
I believe everyone of us should enjoy ourselves. As is every once a year..

Yesterday I had reunion dinner wit my dad's side family members and some of my dad's friends at home. Sounds weird right? My dad's friends? They are not chinese actually. They are guai lou.
2 orang putih in the house, and guess wat! we had fun chatting around and drinking. Fun and laughter feeling in the house. All of us drank quiet alot including myself. Hence, some of my uncles aunties did not went home and ended up sleeping in my room!!! Where did i slept? My bro's bed. hahaha! I myself begin to feel drunk around 3 something in the morning, therefore, i decided to sleep! =D
I had fun though it was just a simple gathering and dinner. =D

As for today, headed up to Klang to visit my aunties and uncles and then to my dad's side family place. and now at home rot. lol...

Anyway, wen I was drinking, I begin to miss the moment I used to drink wit my friends. I remember what my fren advised me.. DO NOT DRINK !!!! So I am good enuf to drink only wen my family members are around. =D I'm such a good gal. kekekek~
Anyway, I really miss those days. =D I hope during this 15 days of CNY we could meet up and catch up with each other. =D

till then...

ROAR!!! HAPPY TIGER YEAR~ have a roaring year my friends.
I LOVE U ALL SO SO MUCH.......

Taking Back

Muahahahahahahaha~
I guess I am going to stay here and keep my mouth shut!!! =D

It has been a boring days for me to pass for the past few months. Hang Out.. lepaking... just to past time.. and of course also to spend my time with those that i care for..
However, I guess I need to cut down on my lepaking and hanging out session already.
I have been out almost every single night and I spent less than 6 hours at home?. Maybe more lar.. Well, basically the 6 hours is for me to sleep or maybe I should say stone on the bed. I simply do NOT wanna think or wonder more and more......
hmmmm
Obviously I did spend my Saturdays and Sundays with my family. However, if compare to last time I guess I need to get back to my usual life which is stay at home and stone and spend some quality time with mua family. =D


I am going to do this right after CNY simply because now i still need to go for shopping!!! =D I am still looking for pretty high heels, nice belt and nice tops. Any recommendation? lol.
I am currently wondering whether should I get my hair dye once more as my hair colour still sux. =X.. However, I remembered very well wat one of my friend told me that I should just be myself and leave my hair as it is. Dun be LALA? hahaha.. lala ur head. is just colour. =P Anyway, I dun think I am doing so. I listen to advice. =P

o.. BTW..
yesterday night I had a dream.. I dreamt of something very very very WEIRD which can never happen in reality. LOL! I guess dreams are dreams. =)

Felicia Choong's current addiction.. Anyone??? =P

Ice Breaker!!!

The ice breaker question was, what was one thing that I do not understand the opposite sex.
I guess there are too many answer to that question till I do not know which to choose to tell the answer and i Simply answered.

One of the few answers from women are...
1) They do not understand why men are very reluctant to ask for directions.
2) They do not understand why men think that they are better driver than us!
3) They do not understand why ..............

The answers from men are...
1) They do not understand why women like to carry a very big bag with them but there is only 3-4 things inside the bag.
2) They do not understand why women like to say that their fat but they still keep eating their fav food.
3) They do not understand why women want the men to tell them the truth but they actually want to listen to the lies.
4) They do not understand why.........................

There are too many whys.. therefore i decided not to post up all.
The answers are actually base on individual point of view.
I guess I leave the answer to you and try to think about it.. =P

Hellow February!

I guess I finally decided to blog anyway.

My blog had been rotting & stoning for the past one week i suppose. I wonder why i do not have the mood to blog anymore. I guess is cause of wat happened and i do not know how to express myself anymore. I ain't wanna hurt anyone else already. Keeping it to myself. Thats the key to my solution?? hmmm~
Which sense inside me that wen missing. hmmm..

I guess this few days I have been flash backing at what the things that happened to me for the past few months.
How I have been treating ppl and how ppl treat me. I guess I am the one who is at fault now. I wonder what is gonna happen next..

Just recently, I found out something that hurts me a lot.
I trusted someone and never thought that person will literally read the file in my hard disk and even told others that there is tis file existed. sigh~ Lesson that I learned : Never to trust anyone with my hard disk anymore??? hmm~ I didnt even know. And not to forget, I even felt very disappointed after knowing something else.. sigh..~

Nth much happen to my life lately. Just the usual me I suppose. Going to uni, church and hang out?
I realize I have been going out a lot as in A LOT lately till late in the midnite only I am home. I guess I myself do not wanna stay at home and think alot stoning and wondering what is going on wit my life.
I found myself having difficulties in sleeping lately. My eyes bag are getting bigger!! sigh! I need more concentration in class.. Self determination is what i need to have now!!! Stop PROCRASTINATING FELICIA CHOONG!!!

PS: After looking back at wat is going on in my life, I am so not in the CNY mood this year! sigh~

Movies!!

Felicia Choong wanna watch...
Sherlock Holmes
Legion
Tooth Fairy
Ju-On:White Ghost and Black Ghost

=( how lar. sigh~

Things I need. =(

Felicia Choong is officially broke. However, there are many things she wants to buy. Can she go rob the back?
HAHAHA! I guess even if u give me a million I would say is not enuf for me to go shopping. =X

So here are the list of things I wanted so badly. =(
I'm currently persuading my parents to sponsor some. =D
But i guess I will fail. =( They won't allow me bah. haha!

First on the list
A SLING BAG! i got lots of bags but none of them are sling bags. So i need one....

Something similar to this.

Second
A brand new fon! I would like to get Nokia fon for this round.
I guess E72/E71 is good enuf?

Thirdly
A new battery for my lappie.
My current batter sux. =(

Fourthly
Ipod touch
This is not really a MUST for me to have it. But well, of course if i can have one obviously I would be very happy. =D

LAST BUT NOT LEAST.. i need $$$ to shop for nice tops and dresses..
T_T anyone care to go shopping wit this poor gal. =P hahaha..
Shopping Mode should be on any moment now.!! =D

and yah! I wanna go here and eat all I can. =D



Till then...

when?

When was the last time we both hang out together just me and you?
When was the last time we both had a long chat?
When was the last time we both really smiles straight from heart?
When was the last time we both really sit down and share how each other feeling?
When was the last time we both share the same feeling?
When was the last time we both concern more about each other?
When was the last time we both have the same thought?

Is not just you is about US. me and you both of us. WE is wat I care about.
I am pretty sure I miss the old us.
I wish time could turn back and let the time will stop there and let me feel it.
Is really different compare to now.
It really bites wen I get to know this..
I guess in life there isn't 100% focus on that person. is always 10% at each i guess....
After knowing what is important to each other. I guess the things we do and the way we act will obviously change.
WHAT SHALL I DO?
..............

Anyway, I think I indirectly got the answer from my parents. I guess is wat i expected and yet I couldn't accept it. I dun think I wanna wait till the day comes and they tell me right to my face. I can't imagine what will happen.
I wanted it so badly. Yet certain things are really not in my control. I gotta learn to let go and stop thinking so much.

Happiness does not come from trying to be happy. It is an inner good feeling and satisfaction. It brings true joy and it is true and no being or trying to be. I am trying to stay close with God in prayer. I hope my thinking and expectation will changed. Prayer can changed us. I believe that.

till then...

to sum up

IGNORE is the best. =D good luck.
I shall do what I decided. =D

Semester Break is over

booo~!
Sem break is over.
Time flies...
After this sem I will have 1 more sem to go and I'm done with my year 1 degree..
After my year one is time for me to really decide whether I really wanna be in marketing field or do I wanna change my majoring. XD I hope I can choose wisely and not regret.
Yes, although i couldn't get wat i wanted...
I tell myself I should be thankful with what I have I guess. I should be bless and stop asking for more and stop complaining knowing it will not make a difference. I know even if is hard for me to swallow it. =(

Anyway, for this new semester which is tmr...
I am gonna take 4 subjects. Which means hectic semester! arghhhh..
the 4 subjects I am taking are...
1) Business Statistics (QBM101)
2) Business Law (LAW101)
3) Management Accounting (ACC103)
4) Principle Of Marketing (MKT101)

I guess this semester will be a nightmare to most of us as the combination of the subjects are pretty hectic and demanding i guess..
Law alone can actually kill me already. =(
What about marketing! O no!
I heard my seniors saying that management accounting are much more tougher than financial accounting. O no! I'm so dead. I guess I better work hard to get my CGPA maintain or go higher. =(
Hence....
Felicia Choong's study mode should be.... ON!!!!! from now on. =D
I hope i can. yaiks! hahaha *smack forehead*

Schedule is out on tuesday I think, but I got it on Wednesday. For this new semester, there will be classes on friday! OMG... it has been a long time since I have classes on friday! I wont get used to it. I hope early morning I wont wake up and say is friday, no classes and off I get myself back to dreamland! HAHAHA! Stupid schedule. =(
Classes will be EVERYDAY! wth. No rest day for me =( Unlike previous sem. I enjoy to the max man! and this sem i think i am gonna suffer. =( God blast me.

Never mistake knowledge for wisdom. One helps you make a living; the other helps you make a life.

till then....

hmm

I dun think is fair... i guess i just be who am i. why should i care for how u feel anymore?
I should have my own freedom too. I guess is time...

Confused

Felicia Choong is confused.
Felicia Choong is afraid.
Felicia Choong is worry.
What if the answer is yes? How should I take it?
What if the answer is no? How should I accept it?
Either one of this answer will cause me to think alot now.
Felicia Choong need to stay focus and know what she wants for her future.
I'm worry. I do not know who to talk to now. sigh~

Random Feelings

3/01/10

Slept at 5.30am yesterday. I tried my very best to get myself sleep early but I couldn't. I guess something is bothering me and I have yet to know that moment. Woke up at 6.30am get myself ready and left the house at 7.25am to send my bro off to Bukit Jalil for him to depart to NS. His location would be in Kuala Langat. According from my dad is just 45 minutes away from my house. wth so near right? can come home and sleep every nite. =D Reached Sri Petaling at 7.45am had Dim Sum as breakfast! It has been a long time since I had my last Dim Sum. =)

After that we headed to bukit Jalil. The feeling came. I suddenly didn't want him to go. >.< style="color: rgb(255, 0, 0);">CNY. miss yah muaxx~

Registration~

Boarding the bus. Gonna miss him =(

Felicia Choong saw this in church reminds me of how cute my brother was wen he is young. hahahaha

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I felt the loneliness in me because of other stuff.

I wanna begin a new life. But I could not. I guess I will be stuck there.

I'm praying hard so that God will guide me through this and help me to face it. sigh~



till then...