Friday, February 5, 2010

Hellow February!

I guess I finally decided to blog anyway.
My blog had been rotting & stoning for the past one week i suppose. I wonder why i do not have the mood to blog anymore. I guess is cause of wat happened and i do not know how to express myself anymore. I ain't wanna hurt anyone else already. Keeping it to myself. Thats the key to my solution?? hmmm~
Which sense inside me that wen missing. hmmm..

I guess this few days I have been flash backing at what the things that happened to me for the past few months.
How I have been treating ppl and how ppl treat me. I guess I am the one who is at fault now. I wonder what is gonna happen next..

Just recently, I found out something that hurts me a lot.
I trusted someone and never thought that person will literally read the file in my hard disk and even told others that there is tis file existed. sigh~ Lesson that I learned : Never to trust anyone with my hard disk anymore??? hmm~ I didnt even know. And not to forget, I even felt very disappointed after knowing something else.. sigh..~

Nth much happen to my life lately. Just the usual me I suppose. Going to uni, church and hang out?
I realize I have been going out a lot as in A LOT lately till late in the midnite only I am home. I guess I myself do not wanna stay at home and think alot stoning and wondering what is going on wit my life.
I found myself having difficulties in sleeping lately. My eyes bag are getting bigger!! sigh! I need more concentration in class.. Self determination is what i need to have now!!! Stop PROCRASTINATING FELICIA CHOONG!!!

PS: After looking back at wat is going on in my life, I am so not in the CNY mood this year! sigh~

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