once again

harlow~ aloha!

I'm back! from Kampar early because of some reasons. During my days in Kampar wasn't feeling good. Yes, i did enjoyed myself there with a few people together and fellowship-ing wit them. However, there is still something missing. I felt the emptiness in me. Maybe because due to something that had happened b4 i leave for camp. I dunno what to do. I think I did not done my best in what I should do. I guess is me all the while. I'm wondering at times what should I do? How should i do? I really felt the pain in me. It just like i'm taking a knife poking it through into my heart. The pain i felt could not be express. hmm.. i guess i'm being selfish. I gotta change.
I could not done wat i could. I'm feeling lost. I really miss the old feelings i used to have. I think I mix up my feelings. What am i think? What's my feeling? How do i feel? What should I do.

Anyway, I will update about my trip to Kampar asap.. so stay tune..

ONCE AGAIN
Jesus Christ, I think upon Your sacrifice
You became nothing, poured out to death
Many times I've wondered at Your gift of life
And I'm in that place once again
I'm in that place once again


And once again I look upon the cross where You died
I'm humbled by Your mercy and I'm broken inside
Once again I thank You
Once again I pour out my life


Now You are exalted to the highest place
King of the heavens, where one day I'll bow
But for now, I marvel at Your saving grace
And I'm full of praise once again
I'm full of praise once again

Thank You for the cross
Thank You for the cross
Thank You for the cross, my Friend


till then...

Happy holidays!

Hey ppl!

Not gonna be around for 4 days to kampar+gopeng for camp!

so i'm gonna wish all my malay friends Selamat Hari Raya!

Love ya! muaax

till then....

COMMUNICATION IS THE KEY..

Sem break

is sem break! my sem break! and i'm rotting at home. Someone please safe me..
I'm B-O-R-E-D...
Lets see what i've done this few days..

Friday
when shopping! after shopping.......
As usual, wen for small group in taman seputeh. It was a birthday bash. Is fun though. Had some "nice" food games there. Okay, it doesn't consider as the worst plate i had. I had a worst one b4 long time ago during a birthday party in friend's house. haha.. still can remember the old days. =) Okay, ice breaker - worship - prayer - birthday song - game - supper!

the game master? haha

the best food ever.. there is bitter gourd, bread, dragon fruit, seaweed, chips, eggwhite, rice, nuts and some others i can't recall....

the session begin... =)

The ready to be eat food

the lucky group. =(

Supper + doughnut time!

Saturday
Is GB DAY! as usual wen for church. 2 weeks did not turn up there.. miss my friends weh.. after GB when home for pasar malam and drink. haha.!

Sunday
HMMMM.. boring.. sigh~


basically this is how i spend my day. sian.... Mua shopping mode is ON! i dunno why i feel like going shopping. I'm just gonna shop till i drop! haha.. O well, I'm already broke. So there is no different weh! i need marnee! $$$ pls drop from sky. Money money come to mommy..

till then..........

Exams over!

Yipeeeeeeee~

is the end of my semester 1 in my year one business...
hmm.. what can be better than the last day of exam, compared to the exam days that i have to go through. Is tough though.. Hope that i did well.
Of course I love AFTER Exam days. Simply because.. COZ IS... HOLIDAYS !!
*smile widely* Waited for it so sooooo darn long. Since the day i started this course. haha!
Finally.. phew manage to survive. Oh well, the next semester will starts begining of Oct i guess. Is a short sem! which means only 8 weeks of lectures and is sem break again!
Okay, back to my finals first
IT Business paper was okay. What i studied came out and but the question was tough and a little tricky.
Financial Accounting. Hmmm the paper was easy i guess. I hope i did the long questions correctly. With those questions i hope i can score well. =) God bless me
Management. omg! i forgot some points for the case study. I well, i hope i crapped correctly this time compared to the previous exams. haha!
Mircoeconomics. I really really need God's grace again this time for this paper. Hoping that I can score good! sigh~

God bless me. Amen

Okay, back for today.. I felt so lost.. again! Y does this have to happen? I'm feeling the emptiness in me again! OMG! sigh~ What can i do to fill up this emptiness in me? sigh
F-R-I-E-N-D? wondering again! hmmmm...

till then...

weeeeeeeeeee~

Today.. TODAY! TODAY!

it was our half year anniversary!!~

6 months? 6 bulan? 24 weeks?

which means.......

Happy 183 days? o.O

L-O-V-E Y-O-U <3<3<3 style="text-align: center;">























sad to say that this week is my final exam.. sob.. so i gotta study at home. sigh! anyway.. hope exam over soon..

Today ITC paper. Guess what! when I was busy thinking about the answers for the SAQ.. all of a sudden something pop out my mind that made me smile. I think back about the 55th anniversary program I had in my church. OMG! Why so sudden? is because i was thinking about communication stuff and all a sudden i thought of walkie talkie.. I remembered that me and my friends were yelling and shouting over the walkie talkie during that dinner even though some of us sitting next to each other and some can be seen from short distance from the place i stand yet we still communicate through the walkie talkie. Okay, not communicate but YELLED! =.=.. we had so much fun though.. haha! is all memories.. LOL!

okay.. gtg get back to books. tmr is Financial Acc paper. OMG! God bless me.. =)

till then....

Study...

STUDY MODE : ON! =)

I think and I think...

I THINK... I THINK..... I'M STRESS OUT.. I'm freaking worry about my finals. No mood to do anything. except blogging.. Dunno y my mood for blogging is BACK! omg! at this time????? hmm~
sigh~ AND u know what. I realize when i got stress out I will tend to talk alot. AS IN ALOT! senseless stuff.. and not forgetting eating as well! When my stomach is empty i can't think. sigh~ so sad rite? O well, wat can i do.. nth lar! I feel awkward only.. hehe..
Yesterday wen to Boon Boon's cafe in Taman Desa and had fellowship dinner with my fellow SG members. Had fun though.. But i talk alot i realize. hahah! funny though.. usually i won't be talking much in SG.. but tat day.. hmm speechless.. haha..
Okay we (matt, aleks, randy and me) played jingga.. (i guess this is how u spell it. )
The other side of the table played as well. However, i can notice that my side of the table make the most noise. Thanks to me! =P

One of the way we played.. there is another one forgot to take a pic of it. hmm~

Another way! is easier lar.. haha..

ERM.. jobless stuff. XD

AND AND.. MATTHEW OOI.. haahhaha!! XD

Okay, back to books.. hehe..
Till then....

Happiness...

Happiness is a journey, not a destination..
Happiness is a journey, not a destination....
Happiness is a journey, not a destination....
Happiness is a journey, not a destination....
Happiness is a journey, not a destination....
Happiness is a journey, not a destination....
Happiness is a journey, not a destination....
Happiness is a journey, not a destination....
Happiness is a journey, not a destination....

*smile* yawn*

I wish i could figure out myself. GOD BLESS ME,. =)

Oh well..... Let the word remain unsaid....

OKAY! Finals is around the corner.. is on the 7th September 2009!! there goes my Semester 1 in Year one degree.. God pls bless me wit a bigger brain... Bigger RAM? wth.. haha..
I haven really prepare myself yet.. Worrying now.. Many things in mind but dunno what to do wit it.. Many questions.. WHY, WHERE, HOW, WHO, WHAT!!! omg.. hmm.. shhhhhhhh diam felicia choong! diam! haha..

Okay, back to books. c ya ppl...

1 Malaysia

1 Malaysia - Rakyat didahulukan, Pencapaian Diutamakan

Verse 1
Oh indahnya pabila
kita bersama
kau, aku, kita semua
Tiada bezanya

No matter whatever the challenge maybe
We'll face it together, the stronger we'll be
*tamil lyrics*
Ondraga seinthu endrendrum vazhvom Santhosham neeranthaeram
(Together we come united as one, and live forever, Our happiness is permanent.)

Chorus
Satu Bangsa
Satu Suara
Satu Nada
Satu Irama
Bersama kita capai semua
Satu Malaysia

Rap
Satu Bangsa we united in music
Satu Irama united we stand
I feel the heart of my people when we struggle everyday to be the best that we can
We share the food that we eat, we share the words that we speak, I say what's up? You say "apa cerita"?

You hungry bro?, jom makanlah!

Verse 2
We go up, never go down
We go up together
*Chinese lyrics*
Wo men shi yi ge Malaysia (We are one Malaysia)
Wo men yong yuan zzai tong yi ge jia (We are one family)

Together we are strong
Tuan jie yi qi bu fen bi ci (unity with one vision)
Together we are strong
Xiang qin xiang ai wan zhong yi xin (We love each other and we share a vision)

Chorus

Bridge Sketch
Ean: Dude, JJ!
JJ: Yes Ean.
Ean: You know what part is this in the song,
JJ: Yes it's the part where they go 1 key higher
Ean : OKay we'll be quiet now okay
JJ : Coz we can sing buy everyone else, 1 key higher!

Chorus x2

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LOL! can't help it.. all a sudden so "patriotic" or maybe Pathetic?? LOL!!!
Have been studying at home.. books.. papers.. pencil.. pen!!! is all i see.. WTH! I can't wait for finals to over.. so many things are plan a head already! me wan holiday! me wan beach holiday! me wan camp! me wan go eat eat eat! aiks.. better control.. diet. sob..

Anyway, sorry people, recently have not been updating simply because, i'm a Busy gal! haha.. Nah! is just I'm being lazy this few weeks, ain't know why.
I've been busy thinking, and wondering about certain things. I wonder when will i get the answer.. Until now i'm still not sure it wat i wan.
There isn't any surprises in Life at all!.. That is why i never ever expect any surprise to happen on any special day, simply because i know is something not great gonna happen? Oh well!!! let it be.. hahaha

Okay... Me gotta get back to BOOKS!!! papers! sob.. need to study for the darn finals. GOOD LUCK ppl! all da best in ur papers..

oh ya. and and...

HAPPY INDEPENDENCE DAY MALAYSIA...

TILL then....

Whats wrong wit me?

I'm out of words.. I dunno what to say..
I'M S-P-E-E-C-H-L-E-S-S
sigh~I never ask for more. I just hope to see you smile back. Life gotta move on.
If only I had never give you false hope which i didn't know i did.
If only I could turn back time I wouldn't had continue what we did after u told me...
If only I could understand your pain
If only I could understand MYSELF!
If only I could make u smile again..
SIGH~
if and only if..
It just bite when i know how emotional weak am i to handle this.
I know everything will not be back to normal already. I've been hiding and running away. At this point of time I know i couldnt do that anymore. Its time to face it. But I'm afraid I'll hurt u more and more.. I wouldn't wanna lose such a great friend like you. Maybe we shouldn't be that close afterall, like u said maybe I'm giving................. sigh~. I'm very sorry. Truly i am.. Besides sorry, i dunno what else can i say. I know i can never feel the hurt, and disappointment in you. I'm sorry. =( I never felt this way before. It hurts me too. Really.

=)

After so long.... my blog has rot for one whole week. LOL..
I'm not really in da mood to blog. ain't know y..
Anyway, pray that everything will be back to normal soon. Even though things will never be the same. I'll just do my best to it. I never ask for more. Just asking for wisdom and guidance from the above. =) Like i always said.. GOD BLESS ME.. =) weeee~

Felicia Choong is craving for...
- New phone (get by next month i hope)
- Dim Sum (random food i wan)
- Sushi (yum yum)
- BBQ party! =.= i dunno y... hahaha..
- Karaoke.. going next fri.. muahahaha..
- Pearl drinks. omg.. thanks to elliza lim. =.=

thats all i think... hahaha.. I think i wanna swim. It has been quite some time since my last swimming. Staminal gone i think. HAHAHA.. swim swim swim.. sob.. wanna exercise le.. gonna gain weight soon. God bless..

we are family~ lalalalala~

till then...