once again

harlow~ aloha!

I'm back! from Kampar early because of some reasons. During my days in Kampar wasn't feeling good. Yes, i did enjoyed myself there with a few people together and fellowship-ing wit them. However, there is still something missing. I felt the emptiness in me. Maybe because due to something that had happened b4 i leave for camp. I dunno what to do. I think I did not done my best in what I should do. I guess is me all the while. I'm wondering at times what should I do? How should i do? I really felt the pain in me. It just like i'm taking a knife poking it through into my heart. The pain i felt could not be express. hmm.. i guess i'm being selfish. I gotta change.
I could not done wat i could. I'm feeling lost. I really miss the old feelings i used to have. I think I mix up my feelings. What am i think? What's my feeling? How do i feel? What should I do.

Anyway, I will update about my trip to Kampar asap.. so stay tune..

ONCE AGAIN
Jesus Christ, I think upon Your sacrifice
You became nothing, poured out to death
Many times I've wondered at Your gift of life
And I'm in that place once again
I'm in that place once again


And once again I look upon the cross where You died
I'm humbled by Your mercy and I'm broken inside
Once again I thank You
Once again I pour out my life


Now You are exalted to the highest place
King of the heavens, where one day I'll bow
But for now, I marvel at Your saving grace
And I'm full of praise once again
I'm full of praise once again

Thank You for the cross
Thank You for the cross
Thank You for the cross, my Friend


till then...