Tuesday, August 4, 2009

Whats wrong wit me?

I'm out of words.. I dunno what to say..
I'M S-P-E-E-C-H-L-E-S-S
sigh~I never ask for more. I just hope to see you smile back. Life gotta move on.
If only I had never give you false hope which i didn't know i did.
If only I could turn back time I wouldn't had continue what we did after u told me...
If only I could understand your pain
If only I could understand MYSELF!
If only I could make u smile again..
SIGH~
if and only if..
It just bite when i know how emotional weak am i to handle this.
I know everything will not be back to normal already. I've been hiding and running away. At this point of time I know i couldnt do that anymore. Its time to face it. But I'm afraid I'll hurt u more and more.. I wouldn't wanna lose such a great friend like you. Maybe we shouldn't be that close afterall, like u said maybe I'm giving................. sigh~. I'm very sorry. Truly i am.. Besides sorry, i dunno what else can i say. I know i can never feel the hurt, and disappointment in you. I'm sorry. =( I never felt this way before. It hurts me too. Really.

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