Hotty Day!!!

Study study study.
Assignments assignments assignments..
ROAR.. sob.. sick. =(
I'm bored.
Help main block is like a sauna to me today. My goodness.
Me being the lame one. Thought tat college as usual very cold like a FREEZER so planned to wear long sleeves. Guess wat! Today i'm like in studying in a stuffy room. =.= hot like mad. air cond spoil at certain part. especially in LH 8. my goodness. I'm in tat class for like 3 hours for 2 classes. haiz.. suffer. thank god i'm still alive. haha. juz kidding.
Not really in da mood.
C ya~ muaxxxx

Bored

Yes! I love him alot~ He's always there wen i need him. Sleeping with everynight. XD

Thanks wei.. love it!

I'm really bored here. I'm trying to get myself into STUDY mood. but i can't help it. sob......
mid term coming. BUSINESS.. econs.. O no! i'm so dead. haha.

One Word. CUTE.. kawaii

till then..ZZzzz

Test Test Test

Been asked to did some lame test. Did quiet a number. But i'll only post 2 up XD

Your Personality is Very Rare (ENTP)

Your personality type is optimistic, curious, enthusiastic, and open. Only about 4% of all people have your personality, including 3% of all women and 5% of all men. You are Extroverted, Intuitive, Thinking, and Perceiving.

How Rare Is Your Personality?

Your Funky Japanese Name Is

Fukulukichikiya

What's Your Funky Japanese Name?

Understanding Myself

hmmmmmm~
I wish to serve like i used to. Wonder y there's always something there to stop me.. STOPING ME.. yyyyyyy~
Maybe is juz myself. NOO.. it is MYSELF. I'm trying very hard to understand myself again and again. BUT somehow i always fail.
It has been few months I wish I''m back to the right pathway. Serving him like i always used to do so.
Every saturday used to be a day i always look forward for. Somehow recently, wen it comes to saturday, i'm afraid. Now is even worst. I'm also afraid wen Its a SUNDAY. cause sunday used to be a day where i always go to church for service and stuff and now i'm not doing it. MY GOODNESS.. all tis feeling is all gone. wats the point of me leaving? I dowan to be away from GOD. i really wan back the life i used to have.
I seriously need someone to tell me wat to do. This dam thing has been bothering me. I seriously wish Jasmine is here. If she's here, she will seriously scold me to wake me up from my lala land and help me to get back to where i truely belong. Jasmine... I MISS YOU. I wish u were here. =(
How and wat am i suppose to do??
I know some might think tat is all up to me and is my decision. But somehow the "feeling" la.. I guess no one will understand. Even my closest friends. sigh~
I'm being really naive here. i Know. i juz couldn't help it.

lalalaal~

Missing those days.....

Honestly, i'm feeling lost.......... i wan back the old me. haha..
Anyway, got to thank god for today. Because he kept me safe. XD
Muaxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx

back to books..
till then...

5 days...

o.O
5 days of holiday.
what am i going to do?
study? eat? sleep? well... i'm BORED. seriously sick of life. hmmm.. wat sort of activity can i do??
Getting bored of college life. Need something to make my college life more colourful. Maybe join something? talk only la.. haha..
Anyway, tons of assignments waiting for me to do. Books stacking up ready for me open and study! My goodness. sigh~. life is so strange. really strange. Weird and lame feelings always come and go. O well, i guess we call that as "Random" feeling? maybe. haha..
k k..
Finally, i msg wit my skol fren whole day today. MISS HER alot man.
What i miss? tuition center? skol? KFC? haha.. ya ya.. tats the places that i missed badly.
I remember, my gang used to conquer the whole Pudu KFC. We make hell lots of noise there. Martin used to be my second home because i used to stay in there till 9 or 10 in the nite with my skol UNIFORM! can u imagine? it's all because of S.P.M lame. haha... now? college is my second home. Y? simply because most of the time my class ends at 6.30.. my goodness.. so dam late. and i've got to take the lame public transport. Ya i noe what u're thinking. Wats the used of my license? HELPLESS wan la i tell u. One simple reason. Dad dun allow to drive yet. L.A.M.E
O well, he's my dad rite. can't say anything.
But i'm blessed that now one of my fren sometimes can pick me up from my home. Thank god. haha.. but coming back is all by myself. SAD case.
Talking about sad. I seriously remember wat S.A.D means. thanks to a guy. He told me tis during LAN. lol..

Learn from yesterday, live for today, hope for TOMORROW.
never give up in life!
till then.....

Holiday~

Selamat hari raya! haha.. raya holiday coming. 5 days. okay, my college is a little lame. Monday and Tuesday got class Wed onwards no class. Some other college tmr also no college ady. sob..
This 5 days of holiday i must really make full use of it. Study study and study. may be assignment too.. Mid term is coming. Scary! haha
econs quiz result's back!! OMG. haha.. actually not bad la. i manage to pass at least! XD well, i did not pay attention in class plus i'm dumb. so like that lor.. above average i can say that. cause is more than half. XD

Anyway, today LAN again! wat we did? we kinda have like small party going on. y? simply because we wen to giant bought some snacks. all JUNK in my stomach now.. ARGGGG...
and... and.. I sat beside a lame guy called JANSON. he's dam lame but he's a nice guy. XD

Lecturer for moral studies. kinda pity her. But!!! can't help it!

Lame guy...

Try guess who are we talking about. XD smile remains.....

Faith

Challenges and obstacles are a part of life, but how one deals with it is what separates an extraordinary person from the rest. A clear-cut example of such determination, courage and inspiration is 24-year old Nick Vujicic. He's verythankful wit wat he has now.

Critical thinking

your smile remains

WISHFUL THINKING AGAIN!!!! haha..

Here i am

it has been days i've not update my blog.

Presentation... quiz!!! assignments. all tis is killing me.
More to come... i'm so dead.
CTS quiz is next.
midterm is around the corner. and i still know nuts about econs and business. i'm so so so dead.haha..
till then.....

Miss you......

Saman??

Slept for only 3 hours.. i need more sleep.. ZZZZzzzzzzzz .

LAN classes are BORING.. Attented a few classes, and honestly none of it i pay full attention. All I did was talking, eating, sms-ing, and cracking lame jokes.

Today, after LAN i drove to a place near KLCC .. guess wat. I kena SAMAN. wtf. pity me wei..

Dumb me. I go parked my stupid car at the yellow line. I'm so dead. haha.. my first ever saman. sigh~didn't manage to take a picture of the saman. Dunno where my mom put it. Can't look for it. Dad screw me for tis. sob..

anyway,tis few days i have weird dreams. Dreamt bout.. hmm. ain't know how to explain. I wish it could be real but somehow i know it will not happen. Anyhow, i got carried away during LAN today for stupid reason. Presenters talking about choice we made in life and my tears started flowing out from my eyes. damn it! not because of regret or anything. It juz so random. Starting to not understanding myself. haha..

till then...

We know what we are, but know not what we may become

0%

I'm feeling really stupid right now. wtf did i juz say that?sigh~.. y do i always fail fail fail and FAIL.. haha.. 0% achieve!! What a nice wishful thinking i got here. sigh~..
will it help me??? No. it wouldn't. Is so obvious. Dumb me. I'm so stupid right now.It just bites knowing how emotionally weak I am not just physically but mentally. I change when people want me to. I cry in a spilt second when hurt. I hide in a corner when people triumph with joy. I never had the courage to stand on my ground. I never had a chance of letting what Me Myself and I wanted to do - act as i like. No! I don't have the courage yet i gotta pretend.
I'm really praying, that this path that i have chosen to take with my own will and not what other people have told me to do so, will lead me to where i truly belong.Arggggg!.. i seriously have to stop my stroll down memory lane, its downright depressing, just thinking about the ups and downs i gone through. It makes me regret about alot of things. i regret of the times i didn't try my best when i knew i could. i regret of the moments that should have came true if i was a better person.What's my biggest regret? Good question to even ask myself. think hard feli and DIE hard! all the best in life.
gotta start working hard in sem 2. hope to stay alive after sem 2.
till then...