will it help me??? No. it wouldn't. Is so obvious. Dumb me. I'm so stupid right now.It just bites knowing how emotionally weak I am not just physically but mentally. I change when people want me to. I cry in a spilt second when hurt. I hide in a corner when people triumph with joy. I never had the courage to stand on my ground. I never had a chance of letting what Me Myself and I wanted to do - act as i like. No! I don't have the courage yet i gotta pretend.
I'm really praying, that this path that i have chosen to take with my own will and not what other people have told me to do so, will lead me to where i truly belong.Arggggg!.. i seriously have to stop my stroll down memory lane, its downright depressing, just thinking about the ups and downs i gone through. It makes me regret about alot of things. i regret of the times i didn't try my best when i knew i could. i regret of the moments that should have came true if i was a better person.What's my biggest regret? Good question to even ask myself. think hard feli and DIE hard! all the best in life.
gotta start working hard in sem 2. hope to stay alive after sem 2.
till then...
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