How does it feels like to be loved and protected by someone whom really cares for you?
How does it feels like to be the most important person in his/her life?
How does it feels like to be treated differently?
How does it feels like to be placed first in what ever things he/she does?
I wonder...
Five Language of Love
1) Quality Time
2) Acts of service
3) Words of affirmation
4) Gifts
5) Physical Touch
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Anyway, I finally got an offer in CSU Program.
I guess is fated for me to take up this program. So yea, I am going to sit for the paper here in Help. I am going to just stay in Malaysia for the rest of my degree. Is not my will. Is just that I gotta follow the flow. What more can I ask for? To those who understands and know how I'm feeling now. I do hope that you guys ignore me cause i know i am emo-ing again! =(
Anyway, I should be lucky to get an offer from CSU program simply because of certain reasons. I am now waiting for the offer letter only. Hope it will not gives me problem for me to settle.
Anyway, from the very beginning, I should have insisted in what I wanted. I should just be like him. Not caring about how others feel and what others think as long as is the way I wanted. However, I don't know why I can't. Even she admitted that I am soft hearted thats why is easier to talk to me and discuss with me. Is that the reason why I can't get the things I wanted in my own way? People do take advantage. hmmm..
Nah.. Dun worry.. I'm just complaining a little. I did not blame on anything. I am happy with what I have. Just letting out how I'm feelings. Is really hard to explain my feelings in words though..
Anyway, I should be lucky to get an offer from CSU program simply because of certain reasons. I am now waiting for the offer letter only. Hope it will not gives me problem for me to settle.
Anyway, from the very beginning, I should have insisted in what I wanted. I should just be like him. Not caring about how others feel and what others think as long as is the way I wanted. However, I don't know why I can't. Even she admitted that I am soft hearted thats why is easier to talk to me and discuss with me. Is that the reason why I can't get the things I wanted in my own way? People do take advantage. hmmm..
Nah.. Dun worry.. I'm just complaining a little. I did not blame on anything. I am happy with what I have. Just letting out how I'm feelings. Is really hard to explain my feelings in words though..
Am I really sorry to those of my friends that I've hurt especially those that are close to me. If you think I am using you then I am sorry. Maybe the way i express myself and the way I talk is not good. I dun mean to do anything that hurts. I do not know how many i hurt but i do know humans are not perfect. If you think I am not worth of a friend. Then I can't do anything.
I am treating everyone with all my heart.. I am sorry. Truly I am. I appreciate each and everyone of you that appeared in my life. God is so kind to me.
Study Mode : ON
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