Time changes things??????

Finals coming soon. In just one more week to go i will be hacing my finals for sem2 in year 1 degree.. Time passes so darn fast weh... Study Mood has been switch ON but the mood is not on yet! Wth.. Have to start studying and go through the blardy text book.
My mood is freaking swinging... its going down the drain i guess.. Cause I'm sad with the things that are happening. Firstly, my friends secondly, i can't get wat i wan.. Thirdly, I'm feeling I'm drifting away from GOD.. omg!!! WHY am i feeling this.. zzz the feeling sux weh.. sigh.. BUT!! I have some of my friends to support me and also Him to support me and always here for me.. Heart them..
I guess i'm starting to losse grip of myself in everything i do and think...
I never taough of this but somehow i think.. I'm not good enuf for my friends. I felt empty i guess.. haha!
So many things happened this month and also last month. I wonder why...
After so many things happened between me and my friend. A good fren of mine.. yet i still will not give up fighting for it..

say eeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee