Can I say....

I dont know how to express myself anymore..
Sigh..
I did badly in my studies.. I am now regretting.. I wish I could have chose a better road..
I handled my relationship badly.. I am now confused and in doubts! I wish I could have manage it well enough..
I am facing family stress.. I am now WORRIED.. Sad.. depressed about what is going on..
I handled my friendship badly.. I am now guilty, sad, disappointed with what is going on..

I screwed up my life.. What can I do now?
I dun think I can take it anymore..
Everynite I've been tearing over about all this.. I've been worrying having sleepless night..
I'm really afraid things will change be it family, friends, studies or relationship. I dont have the trust in myself anymore. I began to not know myself.. Is all my fault..
I guess I deserve all this..

Who am I to ask for more. Who am I to ask for less pain..

I am not giving up in praying.. I will continue to pray..
I know God is with me..

Till then...