Realize that it's really hard for me to step back in. It isn't about ego or faces. Is about self-respect and most of all the "scar".
The scar will always remain no matter how hard we tried to heal it together.
It seriously gonna take me a big courage to walk back in there and be back who I'm suppose to be to the company. This is a place where by all this nonsense shouldn't happen. We're all suffering. Yet you are not changing. It's easy for you "do not worry, i've leave u can all go back"
I seriously dunno wat to do and how to do. Last time, wen a new week starts I always can't wait for saturday to come. Well, sigh~.. all i got to do is pray.
Last nite, I dreamt of me myself wearing A/W uniform. Technically, is impossible to turn it into reality. It will continue in my dreamland at the moment. hmm~
But one thing for sure.... (not telling)
i'm sorry. I'm not trying to stabback or wat. Is just that a problem shared is a problem halved. I promised myself that this will be the last and final post about this problem which have got no soloution to it. Promise okay? ;)
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I missed starbucks alot. I'm going to get myself one tmr or maybe the day after. haha.. expensive wei.. i don't want to burn a hole in my own purse. LOL.
The scar will always remain no matter how hard we tried to heal it together.
It seriously gonna take me a big courage to walk back in there and be back who I'm suppose to be to the company. This is a place where by all this nonsense shouldn't happen. We're all suffering. Yet you are not changing. It's easy for you "do not worry, i've leave u can all go back"
I seriously dunno wat to do and how to do. Last time, wen a new week starts I always can't wait for saturday to come. Well, sigh~.. all i got to do is pray.
Last nite, I dreamt of me myself wearing A/W uniform. Technically, is impossible to turn it into reality. It will continue in my dreamland at the moment. hmm~
But one thing for sure.... (not telling)
i'm sorry. I'm not trying to stabback or wat. Is just that a problem shared is a problem halved. I promised myself that this will be the last and final post about this problem which have got no soloution to it. Promise okay? ;)
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I missed starbucks alot. I'm going to get myself one tmr or maybe the day after. haha.. expensive wei.. i don't want to burn a hole in my own purse. LOL.
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