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I'm out of words to express my own feelings.

Will update soon ppl... sorry.. =(

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It has been quite sometime since I last blog.

I thought I could continue to blog after wat happened, however, I realize everytime I started
typing, the only thing I will type about is those emo stuff which I myself dare not face it. I guess
at a certain time we tend to close ourselves up and face the world alone.

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Ignorance is Bliss

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Sometimes it's the smallest decisions that can change our life forever...

Well done is better than well said.
I'm always being told to see ACTIONS.. I am seeing.
?gniht a yas ot I ma ohw
dias neeb evah taht gniht eht rebmemer
desimorp neeb evah taht snoitca eht remember
eromyna ereht t'nsi tsurt esuaceb eromyna pu kaeps ton seod snoitca ym semitemos sseug I
emoc tsuj ti ..detnaw si taw ton si ..rof deksa si taw ton is taht eveileb od I .. eveileb I tub
emalb eb ot em si os .hguoht wonk I .. yllarutan


Dun worry..... be happy...

So...

SMILE ALWAYS...

FELICIA CHOONG NEEDS TO START STUDYING FOR HER MIDTERM!!
omg! I haven even open my book! fwahhhh.. will being on thursday!!!
I can do it! Is both easy paper but then if i dun study I will die.. IF I study.. i think i might survive!!! XD

Till then...

Jobless people!

It was saturday! As usual my saturday weekly activity.
This week, we had GBID.. It was our international day of prayer where all the various company from KL and Selangor state gather together and pray together as a family.
So at 1.45pm sharp we boarded up the bus and off we head to Trinity Church in PJ.

Overall, the prayer session was awesome.
The sharing shared by Mr Ravi from Allan & Friends
It was an awesome sharing. It hits me badly. =(
I will remember.. that I am special! and you are special too.. This was wat Mr.Ravi wanted all of us to remember the most.

We reached KL wesley around 5.30 and I wanted to asked for donation for my GB Month card as I have not start any at all. At least I collect the minimum requirement is enough for me to return the whole card to GB! However, I didn't dare.. As I dunno how to start the conversation.. You know lar.. poeple like my age ask for donation is a bit weird I feel unless is friend to friend talking. =( Well, I guess I gotta fork out my own money again! sigh.. =(

Money money.. pls drop from sky.. I am officially broke again!.. After yesterday I only had RM20 in my purse. =.= I am forcing myself not to go press the ATM as I am really saving super hard! WOHOOO~ POooor~

In the night! hoho~
Is Argentina vs Germany and Spain vs Paraguay!
Interesting match!
I supported Germany and Spain! wohoo~
Since I missed my babes so much, decided to call them out! I was supposed to drive to BRJ to meet up with them. However, because someone is being nice to me fetched me and join us along! wohooo~ so the 5 of us gathered up again that night and did something lame again!
We watched how Germany "tapao" argentina.. and I started singing.. Dont cry for me argentina in mamak! HAHA! The game was awesome! XD
after the 1st match at 10pm, we planned to have a walk in the park near by, however, because of the security guard, we couldn't sneak into the park! =( how sad, so we decided to rot on the street while waiting for the next match at 2.30am...

TADA! middle of the street! haha!

We literally stone and sat there talk and talk and talk!

The JOBLESS PEOPLE!

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Headed home at 5am and sleep! tired though.. =(
Next match...

GERMANY vs SPAIN!!
Dilemma! Dont know which team to suppork!! =(
Anyone wanna watch with me??????

Till then..

FRIDAY NIGHT~~
Wohooo~ Supposed to go for SG.. Ended up because my bro took the car away, I dun have car. sigh..
BUT THEN! thanks to my friend, they coloured up my night! wohoo~ They brought me to Sunway Giza to watch football! Interesting match! Brazil Vs Holland! XD
Both teams are good.

Congraz to HOLLAND! next match Uruguay and Holland! wohoo~

We went to Over time..
We chilled there and watch football! XD
The environment there was awesome.. Is just like stadium where everyone starts cheering and so on! WOHOOO~

After drinking, we headed to mamak!
I was freaking hungry actually.. My gastric started to pain already. >.<
So i quickly ordered Maggie goreng.

The worst maggie goreng I ever eaten in my life. SUPER FREAKING SALTY! wth! stupid mamak!

Headed home after that, Somehow my gastric was in pain. super pain. =.= I couldnt take it anymore. I try digging for some pills but I couldn't find it! So i decided to just sleep! sigh..
Stupid gastric! Is definitely not because I starve myself. Is because it is like tat. Suka suka the pain come.. and then go.. =.=

till then...

The Legend has born

Yesterday was freaking tired due to the event and today i gotta wake up early and WORK AGAIN! roar~ How awesome is that. =( I was sleepy-ing. haha..
After work, went for a movie. The Legend has born - IP MAN
The movie was awesome! Me love HIM ALREADY! wohooo~


TADA!
MY full set of MCD's contour glass meal. I gain WEIGHT thanks to all this! NO MORE! hoho~

My last mealllllllllll~
Opps.. I mean MCD MEAL! haha

Milk tea..
Wasn't that nice.. But i was craving for Pearl.. so here I am drinking it! XD

till then.....

WORKING!

hmm..

Because I needed money so badly.. I have to work! =(

I only felt a sleep at 3.30 in the morning and I had to wake up at 4.00am to prepare myself for work! What a life.. Left the house at 4.45am headed to SS2 for Dim Sum as breakfast is pretty important for all of us that day because we wouldnt know if we even have time to have our lunch/tea time break. haha!!

After breakfast, headed straight to Sunway Convention Center.. and there we go! Off to work! wohoo~

We're the first to reach at 6.20am, so the girls decided to go to the ladies to put make up on..

Well, I hate making up.. Simply because, I am not good at it. =( How sad.. as a gal I dont know how to groom myself. WTH? HAHA!



Around 7.00am we start our work already.

busy busy busy.. bla bla bla.. working during event is not as easy as I thought especially when you came across customers that are difficult to deal with.

Overall, me enjoy myself walking here and there and meeting different people around.

CISCO!

The "goodie" bag.. haha!

ur blogger...

After work, I finally got my pay cheque! $_$

However, after calculating the amount and so on.. I realize I am seriously broke even though I just got my SALARY! WTH is this. sigh.. Hence, I decided not to join my friends for dinner and head home myself... I am freaking poor..

While waiting for my transport home...

Football mania! xD

Cute teddy! haha! grass teddy

Head to face to face for dinner to have pan mee!!

I was craving for something spicy as my mood wasn't really good.

After work, while waiting for my turn to get pay.. I felt a sleep.. in that short period of time.. I guess is just around 10 mins of nap? I can even dream.. something that I wouldn't believe..

Went I'm there.. My heart literally feel different.. Wondering around the pyramid, out of a sudden, I teared. =.= I quickly wen into the toilet. sigh.. I wonder why... I think I am freaking emo.. PMS time. >.< style="color: rgb(204, 0, 0);">SO DAM FREAKING hard to go through. Is like the clock never move. =.= sigh..

Face To Face

The chilli that make the noodle SPICE UP! wohoo~

The special pan mee that I ordered.. XD

I was freaking tired that day as I only have half an hour sleep the night before. after dinner I quickly came home and sleep! My leg was freaking pain thanks to the heels. But is all worth it because I get to earn money and pay up the debts. I am now poor. =( I wonder how am I going to survive with the amount of money I am having for another month. Work = no work. die die.. sigh... =( =( =(

till then...

All I do..

Time is not the KEY to everything.. Thanks to one of my friend. He woke me up and said..

" if your thoughts and what your heart thinks are correct don't depend everything ''on time'' "

He even told me that he is trying to learn something from me...

"learn from your smile. how to smile like real still when u don't feel good"

Indirectly, he's saying how can I put on a good fake smile in front of people... be it parents, friends or strangers.. He said is WRONG! Why wanna act? why want to carry a smile that is fake and living in the "lying" world. sigh~..
People, I do not wish to live a life like that. I just want everyone around me to be happy. I know I am a sucky fren but then.. Still I hope to see all of you all smile in front of me rather than me making you all sad and Depressed and wondering what the hack is wrong wit me. =.= sigh..


Till then...

KIM GARY!

MEOW!
Headed to Kim Gary for dinner..
Everytime wen i didnt know what to have for dinner.. first thing come to my mind was either kim gary, or wong kok. i wonder why.. =.=
I didnt know what to have for dinner.. and yea.. I ended up in Kim gary eating HONG KONG meal. haha!! XD

Bosco Wong...
Kim Gary = Bosco Wong

borsch soup..
My fav! YUM YUM~

Decided to order noodle! yum yum~
Is nice lar.. but then.. just normal.. hmm~ nth special though

BEEEFFFF...
MY FAV!

till then...

Tiring day

Head to work early in the morning and off I headed to Sunway Pyramid convention center for Cisco Summit Event on Thursday...

After the briefing..
Had our dinner at The Manhattan Fish Market.. I was poor actually but I thought of rewarding myself because I just got my salary from the office. So yeah.. Here I am eating expensive food and CALORIES! ROAR!



I asked one of my friend to drop me in ss15 to meet up with other friends and off we head for Snowflakes! YUM YUM~

Hotlink reload card! YAHOOO~

I wasnt really happy though on tat day.. Because of some issues that are bothering me. I wonder if others can feel it. O well.. I did wat i supposed to do. =)

Peace

Till then...

Dim Sum!!!

Monday Blue~
Had CLASSES on monday! And I slept all the way. sigh..
I guess I have been thinking too much in the night till cant sleep! Insomia! =(

Sticky! to keep me awake while driving
as I am falling a sleep this few days in the car wen is jam. =.=
DANGEROUS!!!

Well, in the night didnt had bells practice.. so 3 girls being crazy headed to sri Petaling for DIM SUM! someone craving for Dim Sum out of a sudden.. So here we go....
I wasnt in the good mood. I was frigging down and sad with what is going on. sigh.. However, I gotta put on a smile and continue chatting.. as I know I cant do anything to help but to keep quiet? =(

Table FULL WITH FOOD! hahah! XD
I just LOVE YOU GIRLS! you girls are AWESOME AND random! SISTERS! MUAXXXX~

Headed to petrol station! Need PETROL! hoho~
Mesra~ Kononnye~

The moon.. =D

Till then...

Can I say....

I dont know how to express myself anymore..
Sigh..
I did badly in my studies.. I am now regretting.. I wish I could have chose a better road..
I handled my relationship badly.. I am now confused and in doubts! I wish I could have manage it well enough..
I am facing family stress.. I am now WORRIED.. Sad.. depressed about what is going on..
I handled my friendship badly.. I am now guilty, sad, disappointed with what is going on..

I screwed up my life.. What can I do now?
I dun think I can take it anymore..
Everynite I've been tearing over about all this.. I've been worrying having sleepless night..
I'm really afraid things will change be it family, friends, studies or relationship. I dont have the trust in myself anymore. I began to not know myself.. Is all my fault..
I guess I deserve all this..

Who am I to ask for more. Who am I to ask for less pain..

I am not giving up in praying.. I will continue to pray..
I know God is with me..

Till then...

Hate Heels!!~

What a weekend... tiring..
On Saturday.. I didn't managed to sleep very well I was tired and yeah.. Woke up at 10.30am headed to Taman Segar for fish head noodle.. Wanted to try it for very long since someone keep saying it taste nice.. and is FAMOUS! hmm..~

There you go.. XO Fish head noodle..

Ice LEMON tea as usual..

In the night after GB, headed up to Selayang for Bells performance in St Mary School. Their school is having their very 1st Band concert for fund raising. They needed a sum of $$ to buy instruments and so on... and yea, we're invited to perform as part of their program.. =)

Theme : Hatched!

Overall, their performance was ok ok lar..

Wat a LONG DAY!! I wore my uniform for the entire day since afternoon till night at 10pm. =.= After performance, waited for my transport home... and headed to Secret Recipe meet up with friends.. rot and stone there..

Sometimes.. I wonder.. I really wonder and hope for miracles..
and God to open up my heart and Mind...

The next day! early Sunday Morning, I have to head to Trinity PJ church for 1stPJ GB + BB enrolment sunday! which means, I gotta be in uniform again.. Can you imagine.. =.= I am wearing my heels for 2 continuous days.. My leg is frigging painful =.=...
Anyway, after that..I cleaned the GB room with some of the girls! I am SO SO SO TIRED! sigh~

POODLE!!!
One of my officer brought it alone to church.. XD SO cute!!

GB room is clean! No longer a store room!

Seee.. Now I can even sleep on the table! XD

Till then...