is 2.45 in the morning now and i'm not in bed! WHY!!

I dunno why also. I just can't sleep. I feel tired but i can't get my eyes to close.
Guess been stoning alot lately. haha.. stone stone stone.. !!!!!

Few hours from now..... I will be.. lets see. having lunch with GB friends and then getting ready for quiz + drill competition!! good luck ppl. hahaha..

I just realize something... something.. hmm.. something.. lol..


till then..

T- T - T - SHIRT!!! =D

weeeeeeeeeeee~

I was very reluctant to get up from my bed this morning at 11.00am. Yea I know is LATE! but still I love to sleep. =P After the meeting, headed home for lunch alone. =( So i decided to eat just a little bit simply because my appetite is still not good. Dun feel like eating, i think is mainly because of the cough that i'm still having.. arghhh.. Went am i gonna get rid of this coughing. zzz..
I've forgotten that i'm sick, I went and ate ice cream just now. Half way eating only i realize that i SHOULD NOT be eating. HAHA! Yet i still have it in my stomach already. Is too late. =P
Nth special today, just bought 6 new t-shirt. Not all for me of course. =P Hmm~ i think i bought the wrong size, hence i'm gonna get the size change tmr. =D kekekex...

AH yes!! I GOTTA START STUDYING... ZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZ

How in the world can i tune my mood back into study mood? sigh.. God help me amen.
I'm not doing my part. I'm not opening the book willingly.. I'm not concentrating.. I'm not focusing.. Finals... I'm so dead. AMEN!==

I know what I finally want already. =D
I guess i should talk to him. I shouldn't hide already. I just felt hurt that I did not spoke to my dad personally. I guess is time for me to face it. I can't change time but I can obviously make a different by taking the first step first. =) I hope he will feel better. =)
God is wit me. =)

Till then...

o.O

FISH!!FISH FISH FISH.. hahahahaha!!!!!!!

Motivation Needed

I NEED SOMEONE TO MOTIVATE ME TO STUDY!
omg.. I'm so dead, Finals is on tuesday and i have yet to start studying. I know nth about the chapters that are coming out for finals. zzzz H.E.L.P? *smack forehead*
Many things on my mind. I can't seem to stay focus. I wonder why. The moment i stare at my book, my mind start to wonder. Conclusion, the book is reading me instead.. =X *slap myself* I have been thinking alot of nonsense thing lately. I'm looking forward for the activities after my finals. Trip wit HIM♥ , Dinner, camp and etc.. I hope time can pass slowly now as i need more time to study and pass faster during my 3 hours of exam on tuesday. O wait is 3 hours and 10 minutes. the extra 10 minutes for READING purpose. =.=

I dreamt something last night which I can deeply remembered what i dreamt about.
I dream about me getting back to school in school uniform meeting up with my friends and getting ready to go for perhimpunan. It just so funny went I woke up and i remembered that I got such dream, and it brings me back to my school memory lane. I guess i must have missed school time alot. Yes i do. I miss my fellow schoolmates and my school rulez that i used to go against always. =D

My cough is getting worst I think. Been coughing every min. I hope I will get well soon as final is around the corner. I wouldn't wanna be like the previous exam during my foundation course which i can still remember during my advanced english paper i was coughing like mad until i gotta walk in and out the hall few times. Thank God the invigilator was good enuf to let go get out the hall and cough all I want without disturbing the rest in the hall. Hopefully this time it will not happened the same thing because it will causes me to have lesser time to finish off the paper.. =( ARGHHH econs... why why why are u the core subject for the past 2 semester. =(

I miss him. =(

till then...

Realize

I realize something.. Something that I should know long ago but i'm hiding..
I guess is time for me to wake up. =D...

Let the word remain unsaid.. God bless

DULL dull dull.. sick sick sick

Today was rather a tiring day for me. It's dull and grey day for me... Went for my last day of class today as finals is just next week on tuesday and I'll be free. After class I headed to church for a moment and supposed to have lunch with my friend but i wasn't feeling very well and my throat irritates me so i decided to go home and take some medicine and sleep! I sleep till about 1.30pm then i wake up without realizing that he is at my house already. My bro opened the door for him. So i had a little bit of lunch simply because i need to have another time of medicine without empty stomach. At 2.30 I continue to sleep without caring that he's around. =X I slept till bout 7pm plus woke up for dinner and slept again a little while and here am i sitting down here blogging. I am lifeless now ain't know what to do thats y i decided to blog bout today. I did nth but eat and sleep. And now I'm waiting for him to finish guiding my bro in add maths and off i go to bed again i guess.. Currently watching 2012 that he downloaded. Watched it in cinema though but wanna watch again. =D so off i go...

hmm.. i was rather sad that someone misunderstand me. It hurts me wen i got that msg. sigh.. nvm. Shall let the word remain unsaid. =( see ya.

till then....

SAM PROM 2009

Date : 18th November 2009
Venue: Sunway Lagoon Resort Hotel Grand ballroom

Is actually his college prom not mine. He asked me to go along so I enter the ballroom illegally. HAHA!! What to do.. He wants me to go, so i walked into the ballroom like as if I'm part of them. HAHA!..
Is just a normal prom, seeing everyone being in formal. Hmm.. lets see..

Opening : Awesome!

The food : is chinese menu.. =.= i'm speechless actually. LOL.. It doesn't taste that nice though.. But o well, its Sunway okay, the price is expensive.

Performance : errr i just enjoyed the part went a guy was playing the river flows in you. =D

Overall i enjoyed myself i think. lol.. I had limited time to shop for dress and I was not in the mood for shopping so i simply grab a dress and just bought it.. Anyway is over.. weee~ Wen is the next one? XD

We got free tickets to MOS! haha! So we had PARTAY after Party! and its free. SO all of us enjoyed ourselves there I believe..

Pics time.. not many though.. I'm lazy actually. =(

Outside...

The CHINESE menu. =X

Inside...

More pics can be seen at my facebook profile. I'm darn lazy to upload here. =D

Time changes things??????

Finals coming soon. In just one more week to go i will be hacing my finals for sem2 in year 1 degree.. Time passes so darn fast weh... Study Mood has been switch ON but the mood is not on yet! Wth.. Have to start studying and go through the blardy text book.
My mood is freaking swinging... its going down the drain i guess.. Cause I'm sad with the things that are happening. Firstly, my friends secondly, i can't get wat i wan.. Thirdly, I'm feeling I'm drifting away from GOD.. omg!!! WHY am i feeling this.. zzz the feeling sux weh.. sigh.. BUT!! I have some of my friends to support me and also Him to support me and always here for me.. Heart them..
I guess i'm starting to losse grip of myself in everything i do and think...
I never taough of this but somehow i think.. I'm not good enuf for my friends. I felt empty i guess.. haha!
So many things happened this month and also last month. I wonder why...
After so many things happened between me and my friend. A good fren of mine.. yet i still will not give up fighting for it..

say eeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee

18.11.09

Coming updates....

STUDY MODE : ON

Finals is on its way...
So much to study yet i got no freaking mood to open the books..
It always got me carried away after few mins staring at the book.. sigh..
When will always tis solve?

Watch your thoughts; they become words.
Watch your words; they become actions.
Watch your actions; they become habits.
Watch your habits; they become character;
Watch your character; it becomes your destiny.

Best Of Luck

GOOD LUCK TO MY BROTHER
THOMAS CHOONG
and
all other SPM-ERS 2009!!!
Best of luck.. May GOD bless u..
Lots of luv
Felicia Choong