STUDY MODE : ON? =D

Close and feel

I closed my eyes and feel.. I felt the different. Truly different from wat i should feel. I guess everything is different now. I see the future with that feeling. But wat am i hiding? why am i hiding? I guess no one can answer me except myself? I wonder why am i hiding from the fact? what is still not enuf for me? what is worth for me to chase after? i wonder.. sigh..
what is LOVE? L.O.V.E?

My feeling is really different.. sigh....... I'm lost.
God, Family, Friends? love one?

once again

Exams in 2 weeks time and i know nuts. Once again is me! XD what else can i do. SIGH
so many things happened yet life still gotta go on.. what else can i wish for.
My decision might to be the best or the right one. AND i know i'm gonna regret for life. BUT y do i still wanna stick to it? i dunno. godblessme. SIGH... all i can say now is stay focus on studies. =)

Macroeconomics.. =( .. errr.. the lecturer roxs!!!XD

Elements of law.. ~ pre requisite before proceed to business law.. BORING subject...zz wonder how am i gonna pass business law with this. =.=

AND AND.. TADA!!! my foundation cert.. just got it yesterday wen i collect my transcript from registry 1... =) BTW is not nice ler... but still is a cert. =) ahahaha..

till then...

Choice : Right Or Wrong

Choice
Right
OR
Wrong

Whats my choice? Whats my decision? What my feelings say? WTH! sigh
God bless me.. amen..

Till then

back to uni

YAY! I'm officially back to uni life now..
Short sem is ain't any better than long sem. Is hectic. midterm is in 4 weeks time. on the 2nd nov. WTH? hahaha..
Okay.. I'm taking Macroecons and elements of law..
1 exam base the other is assignment.. good luckk to me! haha..

CUTE RITE?? lol.. got it from genting.. the game stuff stall.. o.O

till then....

MUAXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXX

New Semester!

YAY! next monday will be the second semester for me in degree..
Time really flies..
This semester would be a short semester for me which means it only last for 8 weeks. the 4th week would be my midterm already. OMG! so fast right? It'll be dam hectic! sigh~
Subjects. available for this short semester are ONLY 6 subjects.
3 are new to us, which are Leadership of skill, Social Business and Communication, elements of law and Principle of Macroeconomic.
I'm gonna take...
Elements of law.. which need us to score 80% on assignment. WTH?
Leadership of skill.. which need 100% focus on paper. =.= die
And the subject which is still under consideration is Macroeconomic.. Since is a short sem! wat should i do. =(
I wanna do well in my coming semester and for all the following semester! 1st class here i come.. haha! sigh~

till then....

While tidying my room

YAY! my room now is clean! all ready for new semester? haha.. just kidding. My mom has been nagging since i dunno when for me to clean my room. And i feel that is time for me to clean. hahaha.. O well, I found some interesting stuff while i'm tidying up my room, other than those rubbish lar.. hehe...
I found a lot.. as in ALOT of greeting cards. Inside those cards i read back those words my friends wrote to me. lots of memories weh. haha..
I also found erm.. some interesting letter. HAHAHA! i wonder why last time i receive those letter. XD
Lets see how long my this clean room can last. XD thats what my mom always said. =( haha.. o well.....

One of the many cards i read.. haha!

LOVE LOVE LOVE.. during valentive `07. =)

till then......

Random Stuff

I'm cleaning my room! How's that! Miracle weh.. i hardly have such a good mood to clean my room.. lol..
Okay.. busy first c ya!

Live Life to the Fullest

L.L.F...

AHHH YES! I'm sorry ppl.. I'm emo-ing AGAIN! yes i know.. i know is kinda annoying reading my emo-ing post and my so call senseless and fantasy thinking.. sigh.. i'm in my lala land. =(

Today was rather disappointing simply because now only i realize something. Something that I've been hiding it all along and something that i should actually face it.
This happen always. I always question myself, ask for advice, try to solve, can't get an answer so I HIDE! this is what i always do.. hmmm.. I guess now is not? I guess i gotta start facing the truth. BACK FROM fantasy land babe... I guess this is how we call it an end? Y so suffering? Whats the point!
Okay! the point is I treasure it.. I enjoy it and i love the feeling. Happy?
hmmm.......
ah watever.. lets see how things goes. I dunno what to ask and what to say anymore.. FULLSTOP!

next.. something that bother me... I dunno what i'm doing now is rather right or wrong. I would say that at this age? is wrong! but i couldn't help it. After things have been done, and when i 'm alone and thinking back what we have done...are we going to last? are we strong enuf? whats the future? hmm.. I wonder at times. errr.. i think ALL the time i wonder. I wonder why am I doing it and never think of the consequences? I guess this is human? NO! i'm wrong.. not everyone is like that but I AM! sad rite? i dunno wat i should do. Is there future? am i sure with what i have now? at such a young age? o well! I guess I'll just leave it to God to decide? but how am i gonna get the answer from him? sigh...God give me another chance pls? I'm praying each and everyday that i have, hoping that it wouldn't happen anymore. I believe in him and things will definitely change. I just need another chance in life.. one more.. hmmm...
I know what i want....

Live Life to the Fullest!

I LOVE YOU bi.. =)

Hair Cut!

YAY! i finally have my hair cut!
Sat in the saloon for mor than 4 hours. @_@ butt also flat dy..
Now my hair is so light and and.. STRAIGHT! weee~ and is short already. =( haha..
Anyway, i dislike my hair before this cause is fuzzy and long already. the last cut i had was b4 Chinese New Year. Spend 180 in doing my hair. Poor already. =(

Gonna upload pics soon. =)
stay tune..

till then....

Every Steps Counts

Every steps we walk counts..
Happy 200 days! (23rd September 2009)
There is a saying that "The greatest thing you'll ever learn Is to love and be loved in return."

Officer Retreat 2009 part II

Here is the part II.. Okay, this is basically about the mission trip we had in POS Dipang near kampar for an exposure mission trip.. Is a place somewhere inside the hill and is way deep inside.. Jungle perhaps. haha..

God's Creation

On da way there

Unloading the stuff we brought there...

Tada! WEEEE~

The Kids

games time....

Singspiration

BALLOONS!! wee need bout 40 plus balloons

Art and craft.. must have lots of patient... ish! haha

Weeeee.. they are done...

The mom fellowship stuff

Ms. Ser Joo teaching them how to cook err.. pan cake? hahaha

This is place they wash their dishes.. F.Y.I they used to wash it in da river.. now upgrade. =)

Enjoying the grasssss

Motor ride? weee~


The house behind us is the place where they stay...

The kids used to bathed here.. cooling weh..

After da fun we had...

Yiippeeee~

Thats all i guess.. anyway, i hope i can join them for yearly mission in cambodia.. it should be nice weh.. haha.. anyway, thats all lar.. see ya!
muahz