L.L.F...
AHHH YES! I'm sorry ppl.. I'm emo-ing AGAIN! yes i know.. i know is kinda annoying reading my emo-ing post and my so call senseless and fantasy thinking.. sigh.. i'm in my lala land. =(
Today was rather disappointing simply because now only i realize something. Something that I've been hiding it all along and something that i should actually face it.
This happen always. I always question myself, ask for advice, try to solve, can't get an answer so I HIDE! this is what i always do.. hmmm.. I guess now is not? I guess i gotta start facing the truth. BACK FROM fantasy land babe... I guess this is how we call it an end? Y so suffering? Whats the point!
Okay! the point is I treasure it.. I enjoy it and i love the feeling. Happy?
hmmm.......
ah watever.. lets see how things goes. I dunno what to ask and what to say anymore.. FULLSTOP!
next.. something that bother me... I dunno what i'm doing now is rather right or wrong. I would say that at this age? is wrong! but i couldn't help it. After things have been done, and when i 'm alone and thinking back what we have done...are we going to last? are we strong enuf? whats the future? hmm.. I wonder at times. errr.. i think ALL the time i wonder. I wonder why am I doing it and never think of the consequences? I guess this is human? NO! i'm wrong.. not everyone is like that but I AM! sad rite? i dunno wat i should do. Is there future? am i sure with what i have now? at such a young age? o well! I guess I'll just leave it to God to decide? but how am i gonna get the answer from him? sigh...God give me another chance pls? I'm praying each and everyday that i have, hoping that it wouldn't happen anymore. I believe in him and things will definitely change. I just need another chance in life.. one more.. hmmm...
I know what i want....
AHHH YES! I'm sorry ppl.. I'm emo-ing AGAIN! yes i know.. i know is kinda annoying reading my emo-ing post and my so call senseless and fantasy thinking.. sigh.. i'm in my lala land. =(
Today was rather disappointing simply because now only i realize something. Something that I've been hiding it all along and something that i should actually face it.
This happen always. I always question myself, ask for advice, try to solve, can't get an answer so I HIDE! this is what i always do.. hmmm.. I guess now is not? I guess i gotta start facing the truth. BACK FROM fantasy land babe... I guess this is how we call it an end? Y so suffering? Whats the point!
Okay! the point is I treasure it.. I enjoy it and i love the feeling. Happy?
hmmm.......
ah watever.. lets see how things goes. I dunno what to ask and what to say anymore.. FULLSTOP!
next.. something that bother me... I dunno what i'm doing now is rather right or wrong. I would say that at this age? is wrong! but i couldn't help it. After things have been done, and when i 'm alone and thinking back what we have done...are we going to last? are we strong enuf? whats the future? hmm.. I wonder at times. errr.. i think ALL the time i wonder. I wonder why am I doing it and never think of the consequences? I guess this is human? NO! i'm wrong.. not everyone is like that but I AM! sad rite? i dunno wat i should do. Is there future? am i sure with what i have now? at such a young age? o well! I guess I'll just leave it to God to decide? but how am i gonna get the answer from him? sigh...God give me another chance pls? I'm praying each and everyday that i have, hoping that it wouldn't happen anymore. I believe in him and things will definitely change. I just need another chance in life.. one more.. hmmm...
I know what i want....
Live Life to the Fullest!
I LOVE YOU bi.. =)
I LOVE YOU bi.. =)
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