3 down 1 more to go

weeee~
3 down and one more to go! just one more and i'm freee till my degree!
sigh~ tmr accounts paper. how am i going to die? help me.. o god pls save me. i ain't wanna retake the darn paper.
Wonder how am i gonna survive in year 1 degree if i'm going into business field. WTH! hmm~
ANYWAY.....
after tmr! i'm going for movies.. MOVIES!!! haha..
lets see...
HAHA.. i'm gonna so gonna watch as many movies as i can.. since i'm super duper free after finals? maybe.. shopping? i miss shopping. hehehe...
okay.. back to the darn accounts book. see ya! muahx

Its so RANDOM!

I might not be able to accept it..
I might not be able to get over it..
Its just so sudden. How could i accept it now?
Things just come all together. Final exams and THIS! WTH? sigh~
Is just NOT something i ever expected it to happen on me!
Its really just bites to know how emotionally weak I am now~..
I have to put on a fake smile..
I wish i just wish that this had never happened b4. IS JUST SO SUDDEN................

Bear o bear

See the bear?? HAHA! this bear was given by someone looooong ago. Forgotten how old was i.. well, i slept about 6 yesterday.. The time when i sleep was the time my mom wake up.. soo she did this to my bear! haha.. when i woke up i saw it and i laughed non stop!! ANYWAY, drove to coll today and saw one car which had SIMPSONs pic and name on it.. well nth special anyway, i even saw one HELLO kitty car drove by a MAN before.. no big deal right? HAHA!


okay.. back to books. see ya! muahz

Ain't right

I never understand why...
i CAN'T understand~
sigh~
I hope.. i'm seriously hoping for a better tmr!
I'm EMO-ING again? WTH is wrong wit me these days? sigh~...
FINALS FINALS FINALS. maybe that's the reason. hmm~

GOD BLESSS ME!

HAHA!

You have my heart
And I am Yours forever
You are my strength
God of grace and power

And everything You hold in Your hand
Still You make time for me
I can't understand
Praise You God of Earth and sky
How beautiful is Your unfailing love
Unfailing love

And You never change God You remain
The Holy One
My unfailing love
Unfailing love

You are my rock
The one I hold on to
You are my song
And I sing for You

And everything You hold in Your hand
Still You make time for me
I can't understand
Praise You God of Earth and sky
How beautiful is Your unfailing love
Unfailing love

And You never change God You remain
The Holy One
My Unfailing love
Unfailing love

And everything You hold in Your hand
Still you make time for me
I can't understand
Praise You God of Earth and sky
How beautiful is Your unfailing love
Unfailing love

And You never change God You remain
The Holy One
My Unfailing love
Unfailing love

I will praise You
Praise you God of earth and sky
How beautiful is your unfailing love
Unfailing love

And You never change God You remain
The Holy One
My Unfailing love

Unfailing love
Unfailing love
Unfailing love
Unfailing love
Unfailing love

PALM SUNDAY?



STUDY HARD FELI!

Ketika diri ini mencari arah.....

SUPPOSE to go pasarmalam! that was my plan for yesterday after church. BUT! stupid rain! darn u. My parents doesn't wanna go because it rained. Sad case. Ended up in my grandma house rotting there. hmmm~ Anyway, i should start studying ALREADY! wth! is a week before exam and i'm still here blogging. WTH! stop wasting time feli! hmm..

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I don't not know why..
somehow, i could feel that i'm beginning to take it seriously. I'm afraid. Afraid of losing.. sigh~
How depressing can that be???? I'm emo-ing AGAIN??? AM I? wth! I had enough of NON-stop troubles invading my life.
It just bites knowing how emotionally weak I am not just physically but mentalily.
YES,I know God is there but still I felt the pain in my heart. and WORRYING? wth! To be honest, i never have this feeling of worry before in my life! gosh~ sigh... maybe i'm taking it real serious?
It's seriously darn hurtful and worrying. sigh~

will it help me??? No. it wouldn't. Is so obvious. Dumb me. I'm so stupid right now.
It just bites knowing how emotionally weak I am not just physically but mentalily.
I change when people want me to.
I cry in a spilt second when hurt.
I hide in a conner when people triumph.
I never had and still never have the courage to stand my ground.
I never had a chance of letting what Me Myself and I wanted to do. Act as i like. No! I don't have the courage yet i gotta pretend.
I'm praying, that this path that i have chosen to take with my own will and not what other people have told me to do so, will lead me to where i truly belong.
HAHAHA!!! i seriously have to stop strolling down to my memory lane. its downright depressing, just thinking about the ups and downs i gone through in life. it makes me regret about alot of things. i regret of the times i didn't try my best when i knew i could. i regret of the moments that should have came true if i was a better person.What's my biggest regret? Good question to even ask myself. think hard feli.

I'm feeling really stupid right now. wtf did i juz say that?
sigh~.. y do i always fall for the wrong thing??
I'm really worry.
arghh~ .I'm feeling helpless!!


As I PRAY..... sigh~

Tagged by Darling~

INSTRUCTIONS :
1. Make a list of what you want on your birthday
2. The list should be 10 numbers
3. Give it to 10 friends of yours

My Birthday : 7th xxxxxxxx

Okay. Lets see :-
1. I want IPOD!
2. I want new PHONE!
3. I want my family to be happy as always.
4. I want HER back! seriously
5. I want a New Desktop
6. I want all my friends to stay happy and healthy
7. I want a new car!
8. I want good grades
9. I want MONEY! $$$ DROP FROM SKY PLS? hahahaha
10.I want to know God more! be closer to him!

I tagged :-
humans who are reading this tag! hahahaha...

001. Real Name: Felicia Choong XXX Yee
002. Nickname(s): Feli, Fly, xxxxxxxxxx and the list goes on..
003. Age: 19
004. Horoscope : Scorpio
005. Male or Female: Female?
006. Elementary: BBGS 1 (1997-2000),SKSBU (2000-2002)
007. Middle School: ????
008. High School: SMKSBU
009. College School: HELP Uni College
010. Hair colour: errr.. Black? haha..
011. Long or Short: Long
012. Loud or Quiet: both
013. Sweats or Jeans : Jeans
014. Phone or Camera: Phone! Phone comes with camera right? XD
015. Health Freak: Dunno!
016. Drink or Smoke: Drink
017. Do you have a crush on someone?: why should i? haha..
018. Eat or Drink: drink! DIET!
019. Piercings: Ears?
020. Tattoos: NO way! UGLY! haha
021. Social or Anti- Social: Depends...

Firsts
023. First piercing: ears
024. First relationship : mother father. haha
025. First Best Friend: YOU?
026. First Award: soo long. stml. sorry
027. First Kiss : mom? haha
028. First Pet: a dog name 3 tank?
029. First Big Vacation: dunno where.. heaven? muahahaha
030. First Love at first sight : shhh...
031. First Big Birthday: can't remember. But i know is in neway! haha
032. First Surgery: errr... form 1? not really surgery i think
033. First sport you joined: swimming! haha

This or That
034. Orange or Apple juice: orange!
035. Rock or Rap: BOTH!
036. Country or Screamo: Country~
037. NSYNC or Backstreet boys: errrrr.. no comment
038. Britney spears or Christina Aguilera: =X
039. Night or Day: nite.. CLUBBING? wahahahaha...
040. Sun or Moon: Moon. Sun HOT lar..
041. TV or Internet: BOTH! can die if either one dun have
042. Playstation or xbox: PSP! haha
043. Kiss or hug: HUG!
044. Iguana or turtle: errr... go away! haha
045. Spider or bee: ewww~
046. Fall or spring : All 4 can?
047. Limewire or iTunes: both
048. Soccer or baseball: BASEBALL! hahaha..

Currently
049. eating : air!
050. Drinking: chinese tea
051. Excitement level : errrr 50%? haha
052. I’m about to: go church!
053. Listening to: rain down
054. Plan for today: PASAR MALAM! muahahaha
055. Waiting for: time to pass
056. Energy Level: =.=
057. Thinking of someone: HIM! and HER!

Future
058. Want kids?: yea!
059. Want to get married?: yea kua...
060. When?: after 25? haha
061. How many kids do you want: hahahahaha..
062. Any name on the mind: =.=
063. What did you want to be when you were little: Doctor!
064. Careers in mind: Business woman
065. Mellow future or wild: hahaha
066. Something you would never try: SMOKE!
067. When do you want to die: i shall let god to decide

Which is the better in the boy/girl you like (in the future)
068. Lips or Eyes : err..
069. Romantic or Funny?: both
070. Shorter or Taller?: Taller
071. Protective or Caring?: BOTH
072. Romantic or Spontaneous?: BOTH? haha
073. Nice Stomach or Nice Arms?: BOTH!
074. Sensitive or Loud?: BOTH
075. Hook-up or Relationship?: stupid!
076. Trouble Maker or Hesitant?: lame
077. Muscular or normal: Normal

Have you ever
078. Kissed a stranger: GOT! does not consider stranger lar. is just a dare!
079. Broken a bone: nope
080. Lost glasses or contacts: YES! stupid nye
081. Ran away from home: NOPE. good gal.
082. Held a gun/knife for self defence: err.. no?
083. Killed somebody: if yes i'll be in jail already
084. Broken some one’s heart: errr.. no comment
085. Had your heart broken: yup
086. Been arrested: nope
087. Cried when someone died: yea.. one and only grandpa!
088. Liked a friend more than a friend: yea

Do you believe in
089. Yourself: maybe
090. Miracles: yes! miracles do come true i think. haha
091. Love at first sight: yea?
092. Heaven: yup
093. Santa Claus: fake wan
094. Tooth Fairy: even worst
095. Kiss in the first date : dunno
096. Angels: yea

Answer Truthfully
097. Is there 1 person you want to be with right now?: yes! HER and HIM!
098. Are you seriously happy with where you’re in life now?: Not really. but well, can't ask for more right?
099. Do you believe in God?: stupid question! OF COURSE!

I'M SO GONNA KILL WEI SUET FOR tagging ME SUCH A LOOOONG TAG. hahaha

Confused?

YES I AM CONFUSE... wanna know y???
let the word remain unsaid.. sigh~

anyway, i should be focusing on my finals. is pretty near.. ONE more week! and I'm going for degree already.. WOW! thats fast. sigh.. Don't even know which degree to take. HAHAHA! wat a joke. hmm.. i shall think about that after my finals.
focus feli focus.. STAY FOCUS! hmm~

Everyperson's Bill of Rights

Today, one of the Psychology Presentation by my classmates captured my attention...

The right to be treated with respect.
The right to have and express your own feelings and opinions.
The right to be listened to and taken seriously.
The right to set your own priorities.
The right to say NO without feeling guilty.
The right to ask for information from others.
The right to make mistakes.
The right to choose not to assert yourself.


APRIL FOOLS???
Well, this year i'm good.. i didn't! haha.. wonder y also.. hmm~
However, i got fooled by friends. How sad =( anyway.. is just a day.

HAPPY APRIL FOOLS PEOPLE!
It is better to be a fool than to be dead. -- Stevenson

I'm Sorry

Okay, i really have to say this...
I'm not in a good mood now adays.
Wondering y...
I'M SORRY to YOU! really i am!

Someone told me that we can hardly find true friends.. In the beginning I didn't wanna believe. However, time proven that it was so true.. Is serious very sad to see that.... sigh~ dun wish to mention....
still care still love... yet no appreciation.. =(

Addicted?

WEEEEEEEE~
I have to say that I HATE ACCOUNTS.. but I Love Rubik's cube. =)
Accounts paper right in front of me.. I literally fall a sleep. Wake up continue doing. Half way i actually took out my rubik's cube i have in my bag and start turning. What the! I'm kinda speechless to myself actually. Well, i ain't know how to do so wat else can i do?
Thanks to someone i'm actually addicted to it! arggh~ I'm learning. STILL learning man! OMG! sigh~ feel so stupid. haha..
anyway, is fun turning. I love it~ weeeeeee~ muaxxx...
Thanks to me, shana is also addicted. No help! hahaha...

I love you? haha.. addicted!

hmm?

Accounts accounts accounts accounts accounts!!!!!!..
Gonna go crazy because of accounts. OMG!
how am i gonna survive in business field? haha.. die lar like that. sigh~
better think of something else to study. XD
Tmr test 2. DIE hard lar! i know nuts. haha.. hmm~
till then.......