Scars?

MY PHONE KEY PAD!!!



I just used my bro phone for like less than a month and the keypad is dead already. I think my luck for phone or I should say electronic stuff is never good. NEVER YOU KNOW! Every time when I got myself something new it sure bounce to have some sort of problem with the dam thing. I think is because I threw it on the table and it dropped on the floor that day. O well, is my fault. =( O my.. haha.. Anyway, I'm supposed to get it fix today. But because of something something. I gotta delay.. O well.. Cant sms till i get it fix! =(







hmmm..



I guess things in life will change.



Everyday, I wake up. Open my eyes, hoping for a better day to start with. Nothing seems to get me into a good mood. There is nothing for me to look forward to now.







Somehow, many things happened yet I think I did the right thing but at the same time I did the wrong thing as well by shouting and arguing back. I should have kept quiet and take the blame. or maybe I'm wrong. But... nvm.. I'm always wrong I guess. Who am I to say I'm always right? I gotta learn from my mistakes. If compare, people can always say I'm young so i gotta learn. I hurt myself and others. I dunno what to do. But well, I think is time to just make things clear already. Basically, nothing can be done. I have taken my first step last time. And now??? I just gotta ait? I dunno. sigh... All I can do now is just leave it to God. I trust him.







I think I would just keep my mouth shut if there is anything happened to me.



Knowing that I can never share about how I feel to them. The feeling sux..



I'm already learning how to swallow things yet people always think they are the one who suffer most. sigh~ One after another. I didn't know what to do. I'm really lost. But I definitely will just keep quiet from now.



There is a price to pay and I think I'm going it through now. Tears just keep flowing and I felt so helpless. If I could turn back the time, I would have just swallow the thing and never argued because even if I win in an argument so what? I get nothing in the end but anger in me. It has been torn apart. Words were said in a sarcasm way.. Scars were made with a very deep cut. If in the first place, I would to swallow it without arguing back I think I will be the only one that suffer instead. Who is right or wrong is not for us to judge simply because whatever we did we are no one to judge. I just do my best that is all.



Watever it is. I dunno who to share with and until now it is still inside my heart disturbing me. Unlike some others that will be lucky enough to find someone to tell too and told the whole incident out on the spot and also after. I really wish at that point of time there is someone to talk too yet there is no one but I know God listened to me.







Anyway, I guess blogging is the best wen my fingers literally do the talking instead of my mouth. It really bites me knowing what is happening... I dunno what will be next that I will need to have to prepare myself to face it. I guess Life can be so unpredictable and also Life is full of surprises..

Turn your scars into stars?

It was once a dream that came true and an illusion that could turned to reality, but suddenly, I lost everything and now it scars me for life







I felt the burden now.. sigh







till then...