i'm scared

Being dramatic... and and.. actually i juz dun get it y we'll call each other "dramatic" at times.. hmm.. *blur face* is so comman lar..
okay, attended a wedding dinner, my grandma's sister, the son's, son is getting marry, so is like way FAAAAAARRRRRRRRR related to me..and.. and guess wat!.. he darn young.. XD.. haha.. the MC kinda entertaining, he dance on stage like nobody business wei.. nice though.. anyway, feel happy for him cause he found his other half.. god bless ya.. XD O ya, i juz got to noe almost half of the restaurant there are related to me.. =.= i'm so speechless wen i got to noe.. duh.. i rarely see them.. hmm.. O YA O YA!.. lots of leng chai waiter there weh.. i guess their my age weh.. XD.. they're actually working as a part timer there according from humans..

neway, i read mua older blogs in xanga.. i feel tat life changes so fast weh and basically, its me. I'M CHANGING!! seriously man.. hmm.. i can't believe it.. me CHANGING? gosh! and u know what, i seriously miss my old ME.. honestly, the happy go lucky me.. ya ya i noe i'm being emo at times, but HEY! is common rite?.. XD.. i cant really control my temper nowadays. gotta admit i've got baaaddd temper u noe.. @_@.. so sad rite??????.. okay.. i really got to slow down my journey in life.. not to do everything in a RUSH!

Gosh!!! I've been spending really alot tis month.. Oh c'mon.. you dont expect to walk into places like starbucks, secret recipe, chillis, etc and not eat any of the "nice food" huh? which actually have lots of CALORIES in it! OMG!.. gosh.. is so horrible.. haha.. well, practically it make me poor.. T_T and destroyed my so called " BUDGET PLAN " to get something tat i wanted so badly.. o well life still got to goes on huh? so much for all of those... and now hoping my parents will increase my allowance.. XD and yeah, i got to remind myself to LOSE weight wei.. gambateh!.. XP

okay, i'm going insane looking for my oral topic.. wat should talk about? DAM it.. so booooring lar.. haiz.. gosh..

okay, life is soooooooo boring..
some wacky definition

Life insurance :- A contact that keeps u poor all your life so that u can die rich!
Marriage :- it's an arrangement in which a man loses his bachelor degree and a woman gains her masters. XD
Father:- A banker provided by nature
Boss:- Someone who is early wen u're late and late wen u're early
Doctor:- A person who kills your ills by pills and kills you by bills..
ETC...:- A sign to make others believe that u now more than u actually do.

okay.. thats all for today!.. C YA!