Is just so not me...



I'm trying to tell myself..



telling myself



talking to myself..



having faith in myself..







and may god bless me.. amen!

I can't sleep well lately, dunnno y..



is 5.30 rite now and i can't sleep! sigh~ Fall a sleep around 2 something while i was laying on bed and woke up and this time. is just so NOT me... If i were to fall a sleep last time I wouldn't wake up around this time. Even yes, I would just wake up to reply sms and get back to my sleep.. but NOW? is just so not me.. sigh~ whats going on? =.=I got to really ask my body y can't they sleep. hahaha.. maybe I had too much of sleep the last few weeks perhaps. haha... Anyway, i serious darn sian! B-O-R-E-D.. waiting for someone to wake up and reply mua! hahaha..







hmm..







I dunno how.. I dunno why.. all of a sudden I'm in love wit this song..



Like i said earlier.. is Just so NOT me!







Truly Madly Deeply...

I'll be your dream



I'll be your wish



I'll be your fantasy



I'll be your hope



I'll be your love



be everything that you need



I love you more with every breath you leave



that leave me deeply too

I will be strong



I will be faithful



Because i am counting on a new beginning



A reason for living



A deeper meaning ya

I wanna stand with you on a mountain



I wanna play with you in the sea



I wanna lay like this forever



Until the sky falls down on me

And when the stars are shining brightly in the velvet sky



I'll make a wish send it to heaven



that'll make you wanna cry



The tears of joy for al the pleasure and the certainty



that we're surrounded by the comfort and protection



of the highest power and lonely hours



the tears divide you

I wanna stand with you on a mountain



I wanna play with you in the sea



I wanna lay like this forever



Until the sky falls down on me

Oh can't you see it baby



Don't have to close your eyes



cus it's standing right before you



All that you need will surely come

I'll be your dream



I'll be your wish



I'll be your fantasy



I'll be your hope



I'll be your love



be everything that you need



I love you more with every breath you leave



that leave me deeply too

I wanna stand with you on a mountain



I wanna play with you in the sea



I wanna lay like this forever



Until the sky falls down on me

I wanna stand with you on a mountain



I wanna play with you in the sea



I want to lay like this forever



Until the sky falls down on me

I wanna stand with you on a mountain

till then...

Its Not The Same Anymore?
Hmmm..
Wondering, thinking and questioning?
Can life be as easy as ABC?

55th Anniversary Celebration

The celebration was a great one!
Will update about it soon... Waiting for all the pics.. lol..
Anyone got pic on that day please let me know. i WAN! hahaha..

See ya!
Back to normal life.
To the not so busy life anymore..
Ever Seeking Ever Sure
till then..

1st day of Uni

Today was my first day of orientation in degree course.
Saw alot of Foundation student there.
Nothing special, just speeech and speech.. One speech after another. BORING! everything ended early and off I go to main block and lepak.
Nth special..
Class starts on monday. Life will be back normal soon. NO MORE STONING at home.. yay!

I WANNA WATCH TERMINATOR!!!!!!
I shall plan.. hehe..

Till then...

Uni Life

University Life.. here i come..
In few hours time I will be going for my orientation for Bachelor Of Business (HONS) in HELP UNI COLLEGE..

Well, all this is not what i wanted. I actually wanted something else.
Because of something.. I have to continue staying in HELP and take this degree...
Nth to say lar... i'm also speechless actually. no comment.....
Hope that I'm able achieve what I dream of soon.
Dream = hope? Hope = Dream? o.O
I dowan to stuck in Malaysia..
God bless me.. amen! I'm gonna pray hard that my parents can trust me that I'm able to take care myself! =)


till then...

o.O

Yesterday was just another saturday..
Tired actually. hmm..
After all the practices, sitting down inside the room wit my friends.. Only then i started to realize that my Uni life is gonna start this Thursday i think.
WTH! so fast wei.. real fast. zzz..
Holidays gone just like that. Wth..
BUT.. sigh.. trying to imagine how my uni life gonna be.....

till then...

i need...

W.I.S.D.O.M....
WISDOM!
amen!

Calculator??

Chocolate Calculator!

Don't tell me your age; you probably would tell a falsehood anyway - BUT the Hershey Man will know!

Your age by chocolate math

This is pretty neat.
Don't cheat by scrolling down first!!!

It takes less than a minute.
Work this out as you read...
Be sure you don't read the bottom until you;ve worked it out!
This is not one of those waste of time things, it's fun!! =P

1. First of all, pick the number of times a week that you would like to have chocolate (more than once but less than 10)










2. Multiply this number by 2 (just to be bold)









3. Add 5










4. Multiply it by 50 -- I'll wait while you get the calculator =)









5. If you have already had your birthday this year add 1759.. If you haven't, add 1758.










6. Now subtract the four digit year that you were born.










You should have a three digit number




The first digit of this was your original number (ie How many times you want to have chocolate each week).

The next two numbers are

YOUR AGE! (Oh YES it is!!!)
THIS IS THE ONLY YEAR (2009) IT WILL EVER WORK.....

SATURDAY?

O well, as just another saturday. Time seems to fly pretty fast.
So little time yet so many things to be done.
As usual, Saturday is the day where I'm suppose to be in church for GB.

Another Saturday had just past.
Few more weeks to June the 6!!!..
We can start counting down now till to our 55th Anniversary Celebration!! @@
Been really busy this few weeks especially this week. So many things to be done yet so little time left. Meetings after meetings... I'm Mentally exhausted??? hahaha.. shhhh... I believe those senior officers are even far more mentally exhausted. =/

Lets seeee...
Hand Bells.. WTH! haven even start practicing. HAHAHA! good luck to myself!
Mime.. i need more time to handle this! sigh~ the props the SONGS... aiks! dowan think ady.
Theme songs.. Been asked to teach the gals to sing.. so i'm waiting for someone to teach me the whole song as I've forgotten how to sing... so how am i suppose to teach? waiting....
Dance.. yaiks! No eyes to seeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee hahaha...
G.O.H.. o.O finally picked the gals and part of it is solve. Only the colour party is not i guess.. phew~ shana teh u better thank me for this. haha...
Worship... hmm.. doing well i guess.. =)

O well, took measurements for my new uniform..
I'm questioning myself again and again.. am i gonna serve faithfully wit all my heart? I dunno. To be honest i feel a little weird wen i imagine myself in white. Real weird. I feel that is pretty fast.. from a young leader straight up to an officer at this age?. I prefer to be A/W instead of W/O lar.. the uniform much nicer and.. looookk YOUNGER? ahhaha! XP
hmmm.. am i ready to take up the responsibility? HAHA! i think so.. wit God by my side.. i believe i am able to do so i guess.. I should have faith in myself i believe
.

AW = blue uniform.. White = WO

random thought?

My life is so miserable all the time????

Who says that my life is miserable all the time? There are times when I’m really happy with what I have, and of course there are times that I don’t. Just because sometimes my life seems that I have just got really fed up and frustrated over certain things, it doesn’t mean that there are no solutions to it. There has been many occasions when life seems to be miserable for me, however I am still here living my life. How many times have I not get what I really deserve, and that has been a good thing. If life was always meant to be a “happy go lucky” kind of life, I believe that it is possible that I would not know the pain of sorrows.

O WELL... Life is a journey. There are times when things happen that doesn’t seem to be something happy, but often those are things that I don’t have control over. It can be said it is fated by god. Still, that doesn’t mean that my life will end just like this or that I can’t get over the disappointment and move on. Life still goes on. There are times when I actually learn from the incident that make my life miserable. Therefore, it could be a blessing that I can face with some miserable situation that I could learn something from there.

SIGH! i never understand life wei... hmm.. I'm just talking to myself! haha!lalalalalalala~ wat can i doooooo I'M B-O-R-E-D and S-I-A-N! Eat, sleep, lepak, tv.. tv.. and more tv... Basically, thats my life for now while waiting for my degree to start.. ROT ROT ROT!

Mommy's day

HAPPY MOTHER'S DAY to all the mothers out there!

LOVE YOU MOM.. Muahhhz

Bored!

Yea! I'm bored... my sem break is until i dunno wen! haha! i'm
B-O-R-E-D!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! HOW???

Currently busying with the brigade stuff. So many to do yet so little time...
1stKL BB & GB 55th Anniversary Parade, enrollment and dinner!
So many things need to be done.
I have not finish completing the MIME steps for the seniors! argghh.. I'm dead! sigh~
Next will be the props! =.= I'm really speechless. I'm not good in art. wth wei.. haiz..
and then the pics! There are so many CDs and albums for me to look through and to choose a few out from the MANY MANY pics i have... and... my darn scanner cannot detect my laptop. Darn it! sigh~

Anyway,
About my degreeeee HOW HOW HOW.. i dunno. I'm lost!
Mother came up to me and said,

You know, you will have to decide on ur degree already.. Just try and keep your options open.
btw i dun really have a choice also kay. haiz..
And off I went to HELP to get the progression form , found out something interesting.yet decision have yet to be confirm. sigh~
Majoring in Finance? Marketing? Psychology? arghhh~ I wanna keep my options open!
If is finance.. then I'll be dealing with ...................
If is marketing.. then I'll be dealing with the ABC my whole life?
If is Psychology.. then I'll be dealing with Personality & Disorder and etc.. my whole life?
As far as my love for maths goes, of course I think I would prefer taking up finance.. I think I can handle it. *awkward laugh* *_*
I guess it'll be awesome i hope. I don't wanna get into the wrong course for goodness sake! sigh..

I'm thinking of something.... something different. BUT! from the looks of what my mom is doing now, I might just consider staying at HELP i guess..
Sigh.. i really dunno.
Sounds good, I guess. Should I or should I not listen?? I wonder.......